escalator
up
down
talking to itself, the mall
- abandoned
dirt water
of the immortal
fountain
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 5:46 AM UTC
stopped
flowing
wobbling
- thinking,
passers-by feel cold
icy grass shivers
infected creek's
colorless veins
- the frost,
stopped
being.
Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 12:07 PM UTC
Tell me, the reddish hug
of a distant horizon around us
- one more time
when we took the grace
of the world, with open
arms and mind
and we held hands
for others to see.
Tell me all of that, before
I depart from my body
to see
how you treat my shell
until it loses the final
power to breath.
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 4:09 PM UTC
Sun sets to fall asleep
but leaves it's gloss to play the encore
before the day ends.
I've known for a long time
which direction my feelings go.
The goal has not been known
but I hope it stays here to live.
The second hour of our vacation is running
my hand moves closer,
in the rough grass,
to back of his hand.
I want him to say my name,
in a way which no one will hear.
Hold me,
in a way which no one will experience
- then he rises and joins with our classmates,
who start to play soccer.
He hugs Mary and they swing side to side
– eventually falling to the ground – laughing.
Jealousy whispers,
asks to join me.
I consider it.
First,
I try to stop sadness to become visible.
Doesn't take long,
when a goal is scored.
Cheering, laughing – enjoyment.
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 12:02 PM UTC
Full moon keeps me awake,
I touch myself - on purpose
in it's glow
my changed memories
beautiful variations
about what I still can get.
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 3:28 AM UTC
After what I've done,
at the gate of my dream,
my mind cheats
exaggerates achievements
on how it affected
- how it convinced.
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 12:57 PM UTC
START
Blue lights surround
the remote control, he presses
one of the small buttons.
Nuclear attack in
news broadcast, hand
searches blindly the phone.
Video home system
shows time going forward
and moves it back,
when something - unexpected
happened
- still, he panics.
the landlord has to hear whining again
and she is tired to calm him.
WORK
75th anniversary
in the company he hates working
- taking pictures with the staff.
CEO
holds him on his shoulders
and whispers: my children
are not waiting to play
with them, my husband is
not waiting to fry the potatoes.
Empty meeting room,
blue aquarium in the background,
she undresses - chubby body
surprisingly satisfying his
needs.
He does what he hasn't done before,
moves hands across
upper and lower back
- bottom
only to find hemorrhoids.
END
Blue lights shine
the apartment, where he
suffers convulsions of
the things he experienced.
VHS tape runs
a news broadcast
- school shooting,
landlord didn't answer
his calls.
CEO runs in his mind
asking to come back
- to please her inadequte
soul.
Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 12:36 PM UTC
You are the snowflake
I want to feel on my face.
The snowman,
whose smile I create
with my words
- dimples.
Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 12:01 PM UTC
Reeds tickle
from the edges of stems
- moving fingertips
which you hear
from my chapped lips
- commitment.
Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 11:57 AM UTC
My top hat
full of thick liquid.
It looks like the sun
dazzled itself to nausea,
through the window of
desperate fingerprints
- to my precious
black, top hat.
I can feel
under my body, the ***** marks
people left before
me, when grunting and
******* and crying.
The ***** at the reception,
filled crosswords and smoked
two at a time,
told I will enjoy my time
at their guesthouse
- with teeth, that could
make dentists despise
their job.
In the closet, my clothes
dropped from the hanger
- guess they have given up.
I'm still considering,
using my precious
top hat.
Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 1:30 PM UTC