
In the dead of night, I questioned the skies,
The desert whispered with elusive guise.
The wind carried echoes of tales untold,
As unseen dangers lurked in the cold.
Stars above twinkled, a celestial choir,
Their ancient light sparking a deep, yearning fire.
The moon, obscured, was nowhere to be seen,
Yet cast shadows, eerie and green.
As I stood guard amidst the desert's dread,
Haunted by the words that the desert said,
The rumble of artillery, a ghostly sound,
Echoed through the night, unsettling and profound.
Uncertainty lay heavy on my chest,
As I faced the unknown, longing for rest,
Knowing I must endure just one more test,
Cold metal in my hands, whispered its own unrest.
Many years have slipped away,
Yet still I'm left to ponder and sway,
Uncertain if what I sought was found,
At the expense of the boy, lost then drowned.
Amidst the darkness and the fight's sudden hush,
The absence of our brother, a palpable and heavy crush,
The grief, a burden to bear,
In the stillness of that night, an unspoken prayer
At the heart regret did tear.
The lights pierce through the fog, my thoughts now clear,
As I sow seeds of lead, releasing doubt and fear.
But deep within, an ember brightly burns,
A hunger for truth, a heart that yearns.
Though the years have come and gone,
I seek the peace I've longed upon,
To find the solace, to calm the tide,
And let the boy lost inside me bide.
A journey through the dark and light,
To make amends and set things right.
Nov 22, 2023
Nov 22, 2023 at 1:43 PM UTC
Look deep
stare for an eternity
only a second passes
but all is revealed
The flickering lights
future and past
mistakes and laughs
tounges of truth lap
at the air we breath
cinders cast
images of home
warm and welcoming
but able to burn at a touch
Sparks clash
as visions of war
pain and loss
blood and love
Smoke twirls
figures of lost love
dances almost forgotten
faces left to dreams
Fires burn
as brightly as our desires
and as deep as our souls
Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 3:13 AM UTC
If a tree falls in the forest
And no one is around to hear it
Does it make a sound
If a gun goes crack in the night
A soul leaves a body limp
Did anyone care enough to see it
If a young man dies alone in a desert
And no one's back home to fear it
Does anyone care
If a little girl falls in a pool
But mommy never came home
Does she still get a head stone
If a man dies in a crowd
But noone looks up from thier phone
Wasnt he also alone
Apr 20, 2017
Apr 20, 2017 at 1:04 AM UTC
Here i sit to ponder at a world lost and deprived of wonder, a park bench my throne fitting for a life so somber, i watch as you pass an ephemeral moment lives intertwine, i come to know you through all that you show, but our serendipity was cursory, as i all to well know l.
I see into your lives moments at a time
In that fleeting second i yearn to be there, ache to feel what you feel. To learn what its like to be another for i will never even know your name or your struggle. Nor will you mine.
Your eyes grazing over the world, grazing over me for i and the bush are both one and the same, both wilt away when the world is cold and shudder when the winds of fate tear away at our shells.
Your smile reflects off the window but it shines to deep beyond the glass pane cutting into mine, straight into my soul ******* me back to a time when my life was as bright as your high beams going forward just as fast stay young stay pure stay happy because when your not the brakes slam on and everything seems to stop.
Dec 26, 2016
Dec 26, 2016 at 3:09 AM UTC
i may never find another like you
but thats okay
i only ever saw you twice
but how much you added to my life
is worth a thousand times
with someone who would have meant less
am i fool to fall in love on the second date
or am i just a broken heart
that finally found the glue
what a shame
the life ripped me away
before i could find an awnser
maybe it was love
maybe it was a hungry heart
geuss well never know
Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 4:23 AM UTC
such a gental movement
looking back at me
your hair swishes away from your soft features
exposing what for me felt like the whole world
such a gental movemnet
but it shook me
to my core
every fiber of my being
I ached to see it just one more time
everytime
Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 4:20 AM UTC
Beast of burden
Beast of brawn
Work work work
Toil till dawn
Silence your mind
You dont need it here
Zip your mouth, follow the line
Work work work
Until your time
Sep 19, 2016
Sep 19, 2016 at 11:04 PM UTC
The first time i died
It was quick to start slow to end
It was my own fault
Heart ripped out by sin
Good bye cruel world
My dearest friend
The second time i died
It was slow to the draw
Cruel fate played out like a slow crows caw
Till your soul had leapt
My screams echoed in the hall
Hello world i see your still hear
Just as i had deeply feared
The third time i died
It was pain stakingly slow
It started long ago
I died many times
Each time death i got to know
He became my friend
How i wished i could go
My heart had left
My eyes had wept
Away my soul had crept
Life went on and my body i kept
Till finally i was put to rest
My last thoughts came
I did not want to go
My dearest friend
I shall only ever miss your now and again
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 10:20 PM UTC
My life fits on my back
But a single bag
The life i led
To where this is all i had
Couldnt fit in a thousand pictures
Or a million words
How do i explain how i got here
How do i explain what i forgot there
With a half empty sack
The load on my shoulders is heavier
Than the load on my back
But heavy that load is not
Compared to the load on my heart
Thats the best i got
Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 10:37 PM UTC
Across my body a story is scribed
it tells of a boy that lived through hell innocents dies
The reaper never lies
Follow the crows
Life moves on he grows cold
A gas mask protects
Evils in the air
So a gas mask he does wear
Follow the ravens
A latern alight
on a star void night leads to safe haven
guides him through the trees
Where his fears whisper in the leaves
follow the rooks
Around the castle
the nobelest of the kings men
Straight forward
ready to die for him
Follow the magpies
and youll find the cat and the hatter wisdom in madness
neither matters to the boy
who thinks like the latter
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 11:08 PM UTC