ThatWolfgirl13 - Hello Poetry

for a while I've been confused Im not into guys But that would mean im gay Which im not I thought maybe bi But then I saw I video Explaining one thing There's another one One I'd never heard of Asexuality Its perfect The only one that fits me I dont have to be confused anymore Im not attracted to anyone To this you may say 'You havent found the one' To that I say Bs ive found him I just don't want romance But there's one thing One more thing I dont understand This can't be against God Can it? Im not attracted to girls But its still a form of it And as I grow My parents talk more of How one day I'll think im ready And to be smart about it But I know that's not true I've always thought I'm a late bloomer But now I know I'm not alone! I have a whole 1% on my side Yay...

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Jun 29, 2019

Jun 29, 2019 at 12:09 PM UTC

Now I know

for a while I've been confused Im not into guys But that would mean im gay Which im not I thought maybe bi But then I saw I video Explaining one thing There's another one One I'd never heard of Asexuality Its perfect The only one that fits me I dont have to be confused anymore Im not attracted to anyone To this you may say 'You havent found the one' To that I say Bs ive found him I just don't want romance But there's one thing One more thing I dont understand This can't be against God Can it? Im not attracted to girls But its still a form of it And as I grow My parents talk more of How one day I'll think im ready And to be smart about it But I know that's not true I've always thought I'm a late bloomer But now I know I'm not alone! I have a whole 1% on my side Yay...

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I'm shaking My head hurts My heart is pounding And im scared I'm so lightheaded I feel dizzy Am I dieing? It feels so scary When I stand up Everything turns black Why is this happening? Do YOU know? I feel like I'm dieing What's going on Update: I passed out a couple minutes ago... Im really scared

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Jun 13, 2019

Jun 13, 2019 at 10:57 AM UTC

Im scared

I'm shaking My head hurts My heart is pounding And im scared I'm so lightheaded I feel dizzy Am I dieing? It feels so scary When I stand up Everything turns black Why is this happening? Do YOU know? I feel like I'm dieing What's going on Update: I passed out a couple minutes ago... Im really scared

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Gabrielle Pennington You're my very bestest friend One day you got me a toy fox Kevin is the name he got Gabrielle Pennington Your the greatest type of friend One day i got you a toy goat The cutest goat to own a boat Gabrielle Pennington I dont deserve such a friend

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Apr 19, 2019

Apr 19, 2019 at 12:58 AM UTC

Gabby

Gabrielle Pennington You're my very bestest friend One day you got me a toy fox Kevin is the name he got Gabrielle Pennington Your the greatest type of friend One day i got you a toy goat The cutest goat to own a boat Gabrielle Pennington I dont deserve such a friend

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Music It drowns out the world Music It drowns out my life Music It drowns out my sadness Music Just close my eyes Music Turn up the volume Music Forget life Music Forget my struggles Music In a empty world Music With nothing but the rhythm Music Then I open my eyes Music and remember Music I have to eat Music I have to clean Music I have to leave my safe place Music I have to turn off the music Empty

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Feb 19, 2019

Feb 19, 2019 at 10:20 PM UTC

Music

Music It drowns out the world Music It drowns out my life Music It drowns out my sadness Music Just close my eyes Music Turn up the volume Music Forget life Music Forget my struggles Music In a empty world Music With nothing but the rhythm Music Then I open my eyes Music and remember Music I have to eat Music I have to clean Music I have to leave my safe place Music I have to turn off the music Empty

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Sorry this isnt a poem I had a dream where I went through with it, I killed myself and the last thing I did before dieing was write a poem saying goodbye and I had specifically mentioned invisible, arrowbird fallenangel and especially wolf, and how you guys felt like friends to me and youre all so nice, now that I look at it I could have just said all my followers but I guess dream me didnt want to think of you as followers but as individual people who listen to me and help me, sorry about posting on a poetry site and it not even being a poem, but I just wanted to thank you

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Feb 17, 2019

Feb 17, 2019 at 6:30 PM UTC

Thank you

Sorry this isnt a poem I had a dream where I went through with it, I killed myself and the last thing I did before dieing was write a poem saying goodbye and I had specifically mentioned invisible, arrowbird fallenangel and especially wolf, and how you guys felt like friends to me and youre all so nice, now that I look at it I could have just said all my followers but I guess dream me didnt want to think of you as followers but as individual people who listen to me and help me, sorry about posting on a poetry site and it not even being a poem, but I just wanted to thank you

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I see scary things Demons and shadows everywhere Some have wings Way scarier then a bear am I crazy? What's wrong with me Sharp teeth and darkness is what I see They're all crystal clear They seem so real But they cant be No one else can see them How can this be Whats wrong with me Can anyone answer I'm scared I cant sleep I feel like this thing Thats not real Could **** me I never turn off the lights Maybe if i ignore it It'll go away How can I ignore something thats so terrifying

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Feb 16, 2019

Feb 16, 2019 at 10:32 PM UTC

Scary things

I see scary things Demons and shadows everywhere Some have wings Way scarier then a bear am I crazy? What's wrong with me Sharp teeth and darkness is what I see They're all crystal clear They seem so real But they cant be No one else can see them How can this be Whats wrong with me Can anyone answer I'm scared I cant sleep I feel like this thing Thats not real Could **** me I never turn off the lights Maybe if i ignore it It'll go away How can I ignore something thats so terrifying

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why I cant remember what happiness is Why If I could have one wish Why It'd be happiness Why Hidden behind my mask There's a tear in my eye I wish someone would ask Why I want the courage to say IM NOT OK

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Feb 12, 2019

Feb 12, 2019 at 11:35 PM UTC

Why?

why I cant remember what happiness is Why If I could have one wish Why It'd be happiness Why Hidden behind my mask There's a tear in my eye I wish someone would ask Why I want the courage to say IM NOT OK

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I see family's in parks Their smiles so bright I wish we could have those sparks I've never seen my parents together I was only three Why does it have to be this way Makes me feel empty Didn't have a mom til I was 7 Now i don't have a dad Don't know what's its like And I never will and its sad But I'm OK I mean i don't seem sad But does that really mean anything When I really feel so bad

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Jan 17, 2019

Jan 17, 2019 at 11:13 PM UTC

Divorce

I see family's in parks Their smiles so bright I wish we could have those sparks I've never seen my parents together I was only three Why does it have to be this way Makes me feel empty Didn't have a mom til I was 7 Now i don't have a dad Don't know what's its like And I never will and its sad But I'm OK I mean i don't seem sad But does that really mean anything When I really feel so bad

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and at first it was working But Then things were emerging Cracked lips and tired eyes I'm hungry with no appetite I'm shivering and shaking and I tell myself I'm fine But you cant fool your your body you can only fool your mind Empty I just need to be empty Hide from anyone who'll prevent me Just fill up on water and shame No im not hungry I just ate I've developed a taste for this Endure the neverending ache convince Myself I'm in control and its not the voice that makes me sick -boyinaband and Jaidenanimations Empty

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Jan 15, 2019

Jan 15, 2019 at 10:21 PM UTC

Empty

and at first it was working But Then things were emerging Cracked lips and tired eyes I'm hungry with no appetite I'm shivering and shaking and I tell myself I'm fine But you cant fool your your body you can only fool your mind Empty I just need to be empty Hide from anyone who'll prevent me Just fill up on water and shame No im not hungry I just ate I've developed a taste for this Endure the neverending ache convince Myself I'm in control and its not the voice that makes me sick -boyinaband and Jaidenanimations Empty

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Only my second day on here Can't think of a rhyme I feel bad for the 3 people who'll read this line Came here to write about all these thoughts Then I started to connect the dots I cant even understand what's going on in my mind At least everyone on here is really kind I feel like I HAVE to write another one But what should I write about? oh wait...

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Jan 13, 2019

Jan 13, 2019 at 10:25 PM UTC

Writers block

Only my second day on here Can't think of a rhyme I feel bad for the 3 people who'll read this line Came here to write about all these thoughts Then I started to connect the dots I cant even understand what's going on in my mind At least everyone on here is really kind I feel like I HAVE to write another one But what should I write about? oh wait...

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