I envy the sun
For it gets to
See you wake up
Every morning
It gets to linger
Your skin and gets
To give you that
Radiant glow
I envy the moon
For it gets to
Watch you sleep
Every night
It gets to kiss
Your lips and
Skin goodnight
With no hesitation
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 11:49 AM UTC
I fear the radiation
Of the sun for it burns
My soul till the depths
Of its life
I fear what lies way beneath
The surface of the earth for
It may crawl and steal the
Little bit of air I have
I fear what lies deep within
The world for it may lead either
To eternal life or death
I fear what may be discovered of me...I fear.
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 11:28 AM UTC
Death knocking on my door
Waiting for me to open
But as I begin to walk towards the door
And open the door ****
A heavy though protrude my mind
Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 3:32 AM UTC
To be stable?
Anyone who knows how it
Feels completely sane
To just be normal
And totally fit in?
Me neither
I know how it feels
To want to bleed your eyes out
To want to stab a knife right
Through your mind
To want to turn your flesh
Inside out.
All the thoughts that run
Through my mind have
More power over my life
But how do you find sanity
If the purest thing about you
Died years ago?
Nothing but insanity running
Right though my veins
Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 8:37 AM UTC
The pain still haunts me
My heart still aches
My eyes still cry
The emptiness right
Through my soul
Left stranded with
No direction
where to go
Lost in my
Own thoughts
My whole being is
On the edge hanging
Onto a thread
Your death not
Only bruised me
But killed the bit
Of happiness and
Hope I had.
Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 3:37 AM UTC
Death being the closest
I am to living
And living being the
Closest I am to death
You can electrify me
Or get inside my mind
But only the monsters
There can comprehend it
Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 9:13 AM UTC
Don't leave
My world revolves
Around you
Your smile
Is my sunshine
Your voice
Is my music
Don't leave
Your presence
Is my reason
For living
Your eyes
Are my admiration
My inspiration
My reason for life
The reason I smile
Please don't leave
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 12:26 PM UTC
There's a monster under my bed
That crawls out every night
To listen to all my thoughts
He listens attentively
And stands there with nothing
But an understanding face
Not only is he a stranger
Nor a monster but my
Bestfriend and only friend
He understands me
He comforts me and
Never judges me
The monster under my bed.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC
There are voices in my head
That decide to
Come out every night
They control every
Subdivision in my mind
And induce all the pain
They give freedom
To all my thoughts and secrets
For them to fill my soul
They give me the strength
Throughout the night
To face all my fears
But in the morning
I'm back to the same
Fears I overcomed at night
But how could such be temporary
How can it come only at night
And just disappear like that in the morning
Dear voices in my head
Speak to me now
For I've lost all hope
In finding my true worth in life
Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 1:23 AM UTC
The distance between you and me
Feels like the distance
Between heaven and hell
The distance cannot even be measured
It can only be felt
It can be only understood
By those who experience it
The distance between us
Only proves not everything is meant to be
I want to believe that forever exists
But our forever only lasted
For a couple of months
We had a limited infinity
Now left to walk with
Nothing but what used to be our "forever"
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 12:36 PM UTC