I envy the sun
For it gets to
See you wake up
Every morning
It gets to linger
Your skin and gets
To give you that
Radiant glow
I envy the moon
For it gets to
Watch you sleep
Every night
It gets to kiss
Your lips and
Skin goodnight
With no hesitation
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 11:49 AM UTC
I fear the radiation
Of the sun for it burns
My soul till the depths
Of its life
I fear what lies way beneath
The surface of the earth for
It may crawl and steal the
Little bit of air I have
I fear what lies deep within
The world for it may lead either
To eternal life or death
I fear what may be discovered of me...I fear.
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 11:28 AM UTC
Death knocking on my door
Waiting for me to open
But as I begin to walk towards the door
And open the door ****
A heavy though protrude my mind
Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 3:32 AM UTC
To be stable?
Anyone who knows how it
Feels completely sane
To just be normal
And totally fit in?
Me neither
I know how it feels
To want to bleed your eyes out
To want to stab a knife right
Through your mind
To want to turn your flesh
Inside out.
All the thoughts that run
Through my mind have
More power over my life
But how do you find sanity
If the purest thing about you
Died years ago?
Nothing but insanity running
Right though my veins
Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 8:37 AM UTC
The pain still haunts me
My heart still aches
My eyes still cry
The emptiness right
Through my soul
Left stranded with
No direction
where to go
Lost in my
Own thoughts
My whole being is
On the edge hanging
Onto a thread
Your death not
Only bruised me
But killed the bit
Of happiness and
Hope I had.
Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 3:37 AM UTC
Broken and defeated
front seat of incompetence depleted
Sleep deprived and laid to rest
beating and pounding in my chest
Evident thoughts run through my mind
time seems to be falling behind
Speak a word and i shall provoke
clinching fists and i have broke
Everything turns to an outbreak of rage
no more emotion could be bottled up and caged
I fall to the floor and I burst out crying
all I feel is me slowly dying
Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 1:24 PM UTC
Thank you
For a world
Of kindness
Thank you
For your
Endless patience
Thank you
For your
Sensitive understanding
Thank you
For Your
Love
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 12:18 AM UTC
Death being the closest
I am to living
And living being the
Closest I am to death
You can electrify me
Or get inside my mind
But only the monsters
There can comprehend it
Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 9:13 AM UTC
Don't leave
My world revolves
Around you
Your smile
Is my sunshine
Your voice
Is my music
Don't leave
Your presence
Is my reason
For living
Your eyes
Are my admiration
My inspiration
My reason for life
The reason I smile
Please don't leave
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 12:26 PM UTC
There's a monster under my bed
That crawls out every night
To listen to all my thoughts
He listens attentively
And stands there with nothing
But an understanding face
Not only is he a stranger
Nor a monster but my
Bestfriend and only friend
He understands me
He comforts me and
Never judges me
The monster under my bed.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC