TSALOVERLOVER
the difference between me and other girls is that i don't get things but i EARN things............... hard work and struggle has been my journey to my successes. nothing has nor will i have it be handed to me but i as an independent girl will earn my respect, success, education, trust, independence, etc.
Not always good to hear
Not always the thing you wanna share
But please lets face it
Without truth, how will you make it?
So c'mon now
We gotta tell the truth, or show it somehow
Down to the girl or boy you don't like
Just tell them, but without spite
So spread the word about the importance of Truth
And help others realize and believe me, some will go mute........
Mar 15, 2016
Mar 15, 2016 at 5:48 PM UTC
I can never be that girl you adore
The same girl you would do anything for
Someone you've admired long before me
And someone that fits your own reality
I'm just a boy who wants to have you
But dreams like these never come true
I can never be more of a woman than her
She'll always be the one you'd prefer
Fate is so fickle and yet so so sweet
I'm glad fate decided you and I would meet
But if I had the choice to choose my path
I would forget you instead of facing love's wrath
She is your dream and your desire
And you are something I can only wish to acquire
I've accepted you and I cannot be together
Because I know in my heart I can never be her
Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 5:49 PM UTC
we normally think that the meaning of beauty simply is to be beautiful.
but i'm afraid that is not the case my dear friends.
the meaning of beauty is to be the one where you won't put others down
just to raise you self pride but encouraging others to be the best that they can
or that you won't be too afraid to speak your mind but you will speak no matter who you upset,
or that you won't be the one following the crowd
but the one leading the crowd
being the different one yet being humble in your character
is what beauty truly means
as my sister says-
you have to be different to make a difference
Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 5:47 PM UTC
CONFIDENCE................
what a wonderful thing,
BUT
too much of it wouldn't leave
the story as happily ever after
Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 5:34 PM UTC
Regretting Some Past Mistakes
Realizing what's actually At stake
Feeling so helpless and confused
So many memories of your abuse
Screaming, kicking, punching
Just too much fighting
You always knew the best ways to hurt me
Now you wanna take away what means everything
Like your final play to torture me
For eternity
What right do you have to judge me?
To look down upon me?
I am only all that you've made of me
This so called monster that you love to hate
Is just the manifestation of what you helped create
You WILL regret this
In the end, you will lose
I won't let you win, not again
They'll realize what you're trying to do
Remembering the years of abuse
And they'll HATE you
You can never destroy a mother's love
Although I know you're willing to try
When I win this battle for what I hold dear
Don't come crawling to me with tears in your eyes
Cause I won't be here
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
I'll pretend for a little while,
That dreams are just chasing cars,
Down a road till there's a red light,
Digging through the drawrs,
Stacked neat folded thoughts,
Not my own,
It's a war were fighting,
My family thinks they're steps,
They're chairs, **** IT,
I hate the coushins people put on them,
They slide off and fall away,
I'd rather sit uncomfortable,
Than chase a pointless nothing,
At the back of my throat,
You calm me,
Nothing I could ever write,
Could make you understand a flightly bird,
Like me,
You're Jupiter,
Chosen from the rest,
A million light years away,
You hold my heart in your chest,
It's quiet inside,
Quiet inside,
A crack in the side walk,
Use to walk me to school everyday,
He never left, he never went away,
Be my crack in the side walk,
I love you, I hope you realize this,
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
okay so...................
you know that you are putting them through hell, yet you continue and find it some what not a private matter so you go and tell your friends about it and make up ridiculous lies that they surprisingly believe..............
let me give you a dead on percentage range of
what you do and don't know-
what you know- 10%
what you don't know-90%
you know that you have problems, that you put them through hell yet they stay only out of love, that when they try to talk to you you cut them off because you don't agree with what they say etc.
but what you don't know is that
the reason of you 13 yr. old daughter having anger issues and respect problems is only because of how much you work you make her do one after the other and how you drive her up a wall, also the only **** reason she doesn't curse you up and freak out when you very much upset her is because she doesn't want to say what she wants to say(because you will be shocked as to what she has to say), so she sees a guidance counsellor in school with no one knowing. also....................that your 16 yr. old daughter who is preparing for one of the biggest exams in her life, had a mental break down in school because of everything going on at home. thankfully she was able to keep it under control.
don't be responsible for these things .
oh! also what you don't know is that your family is through with thinking that your problems are causing you to behave in such a manner because though it is they and you all know that you can stop if you wish but you don't..................... so..........................
what are you going to do after these 12+ yrs. doing this to your family,
what are you going to do when they decide to finally leave you and be happy and free?
HUH?!?!?!?
what are you going to do?
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 9:34 PM UTC
You're as bright as Education
Straight but bendable
You think with backup
You can recycle and retrieve memories
You define bravery
And your emotions speak
Your desire is classic deliverance
For you swim in deserts
And plant wisdom fruits
You climb space and find impossibilities
As you massage thousand of hearts.
You're a folded situation
With an inside out beauty
Your hand is a Miracle
That offers deliverance through writings
You're the white spot, in a dark room.
Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 8:52 AM UTC
I never wanted you
I did fall a little
but nothing more than that
I liked the way you held my hand
And I adore the nearness of you
Our conversations never get old
And you make me smile in ways I don't know
But I know everything isn't what it is
If you think you had me fooled
Truth is...I never wanted you
Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 8:51 AM UTC
Have you ever been surrounded by people, yet you still feel alone?
Cause I am.
I'm scared. The universe is getting bigger and it gets more lonely.
Pretending so hard that you're fine and then when no one sees, you broke down in tears. That's what I always do.
Indeed, fake happiness is still the worst sadness.
Small, dark room became my favorite place. I hate going out. I hate interacting with people.
Humans are the most fake thing on earth.
And yes I am human. I am fake. I pretend.
And I know some of them are pretending as well.
Pretending every single day that everything's fine when they are really hurting.
Walls became my best friends too. I always lean on them when I break down.
They always hear the sound of that person, her cry, her loneliness, the person who's alive but not living.
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 8:10 PM UTC