I could not believe my luck
To finally find a friend.
We could have taken on the world together,
I never wanted it to end.
Something had to come along and change it.
I know where we went wrong.
We both wanted to be in the same band,
But we both wrote differents songs.
We broke apart like clashing comets
Falling from out of the sky.
I guess inside I always knew
That I could never be your guy.
It wasn't that I lacked self-confidence.
It was not even that I felt shame.
We understood what the other meant.
But, the thing we wanted was the same.
I would have bet my heart on you.
But I could never live a lie.
For a while there, life was a party,
How the time flew by!
You drifted back into my world,
I was drifting far from mind.
About the time I was fragmenting,
Saturn was about to unwind.
Like a stone, I catapulted into the world.
I ricocheted liked a silver ball.
I was making up for lost time.
I would rise, then I would fall.
The colors melded hotly
As I did crash and burn.
The cynicism came with ease,
With every lesson I did learn.
I settled into my routine.
I cooled as I slowed down.
I looked you up to say hello,
And I miss having you around.
I cannot believe my luck.
That you still are my friend.
Sing your songs and tell me stories,
Like you did way back when.
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 12:55 PM UTC
Anger boiling down deep within
It's been gone so long
Where has it been
As it spews out with anguish and fear
I realize there's no one to turn to
No one to hear
There is no peace
There is no end
Why do I break
Instead of bend
And as the dark thoughts come filing in
I begin to realize...
This is who I've always been
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 11:53 PM UTC
Some people are too busy reading stories to write their own.
If you want to create a story worth reading, quit sitting on the shelf with a book, and start writing something
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 7:26 PM UTC
Listening to the words, but they do not resonate
I have become numb
School work to do, but I can not concentrate
I have become numb
No thoughts in my head
I have become numb
I lay awake in bed
I have become numb
Someone help me
I have become numb
Before the numbness destroys me
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 7:21 PM UTC