Ang 'yong tinig ang taga pag pakalma sa tuwing puso't isip ay gulong gulo
Ikaw ang kapayapaan sa magulo kong mundo
Ikaw ang araw na sumisikat sa maulan kong mundo
Mga salita **** "nandito lang ako, hindi kita bibitawan"
Ang sarap sarap sa pakiramdam na may isang ikaw sa buhay ko
Sa'yong piling, luha'y napapalitan ng ngiti
Hindi man magawang hagkan dahil tayo'y malayo sa isa't isa
Dama ko pa rin ang mga yakap **** pumapawi sa aking lumbay
Ngunit ngayo'y nasaan?
Tila ba lahat ay nag bago na
Muli ko pa bang maririnig ang 'yong tinig?
Matutupad ba ang pangakong hanggang dulo?
Ang tayo ba'y maibabalik pa sa dati?
Ano man ang sagot ng tadhana
Tatanggapin
Masaktan man o maging masaya
Tanging hiling ko lang sa'yo
Ako sana'y huwag kakalimutan
Lagi mo sanang tandaan na merong ako
Na mahal ka at patuloy kang mamahalin
Hanggang dulo
Nov 25, 2020
Nov 25, 2020 at 6:27 AM UTC
I just want to give up but i can't for there are many people who roots for me
If i leave them, they'll cry
It won't be easy for them to forget about me
The me that i never knew
The happiness that they saw in me will be gone
Happiness that i never saw myself
All the things they loved about me will be gone
Things that i never saw myself
But if i'm not gonna end this now, how long will i suffer?
I've been suffering for a long time now, so you mean to tell i have to suffer more?
Is the pain i'm feeling right now not enough?
Oh well, since when did i became enough? Hmmm, that's right! Never in my life
Not even a single day in my life
I'm sorry i'm just tired of finding my worth
You'll understand if you're in my situation
Now that you know how hard my suffering is
Is it okay now to leave the people who believes in me?
Please tell me that that's already an enough reason
Please, let me rest
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 9:01 AM UTC
She broke me, but she saved me from me
She saved me from my dark world
She gave me a reason to cry when i need to
Because of her i learned to let it out
She gave me strength
She made me discovered my fate
She made me discovered the one thing i'm good at
She made me write
She's the reason why i'm still here
And because of that, i've loved her more as a person
She came, she broke me, she saved me
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 8:51 AM UTC
I don't know the word "happiness"
Yes i do laugh even on small things
But i often ask myself
"Am i really happy?"
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 8:50 AM UTC
I never saw you as my lover
I only saw as my friend
Then i fell, at the wrong time
For there you are now, happily in love with someone else
Why am i so stupid?
I ignored your love
Your efforts
I ignored you
Now you're gone
And here i am wishing
Wishing that i'm still the one
But my wish won't be granted anymore
Because you're now happy with someone else
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 8:47 AM UTC
You have me
But his heart is what i want
His heart who loves someone else
His heart that i can't have
His heart who's in love with someone he can't have
You insisted, i didn't have a choice
You chose your pain
You chose me
You are willing to take his place that's why you have me
And i know that you're hurting
But with your touch, i melt
With your kiss, i surrender
With you i forget that i love my best friend
With you, i fall
I don't want to fall any deeper
Let's end this
I don't want you hurting no more
I don't deserve you
I'm not a princess who deserves a prince like you
I'm just someone who loves someone that can't love me back
I love you
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 8:46 AM UTC
I never got to kiss you
Hold you
See you
But my heart belongs to you and only you
And i wish you felt the same
But you never felt the same
You said you love me
But your heart was trying to reach for someone you can't have
You were mine
But not really
Because i'm not the one you love
And will never be that someone
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 8:45 AM UTC
Happy anniversary
We didn't make it
Here i am, celebrating the event alone
With a glass of wine, i ask myself
Will i ever get to call you mine again?
Happy anniversary
There you are happy with someone else
Here i am crying for someone i still love
Crying for you
Shouting your name and saying that i need you
Where are you?
Happy anniversary
We didn't make it
Maybe one year is enough for me to realise that you're never coming back
Maybe one year is enough for me to realise that i'll never get to call you mine again
Happy anniversary
I don't want to do this
It would hurt me more than how hurt i am right now
But it's time to finally move on
Happy anniversary
I'm finally letting you go
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 8:44 AM UTC
"Expect me to be there when times get rough" you said
Now tell me
Why am i alone?
Suffering pain
Tears running down my face
Screaming internally
Where is everybody?
Where are you?
You left me too, just like how everyone left me
I never should've trusted you
Now i'm suffering
Alone once more
I have found my lost smile
Thought it would last long, but it didn't
It was quickly replaced with pain, tears, and added a heart break on my already broken heart
I am alone once more
Screaming internally
"Where the **** is everybody?"
My world was already broken even before i met you
You fixed it
Then you broke it
You left me too
You let go
I didn't have someone to lean on
Just you
I only have you
But you left me
And held someone else's hands
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 8:41 AM UTC
With the walls in my heart
I complain
I often ask myself
Why?
Why am i always alone?
Why does no one one appreciates me
When will i be enough
When can i smile a true smile
When can i take off my mask?
Because of this wall, people who loves me can't show how much they appreciate me
Behind the wall in my heart, people who loves me are shouting the things i badly want to hear
But i often don't believe them
I'm sorry
Anger, Pain , and my demon
Is taking over me
I received too much pain
I was alone for too long
So i'm sorry for i can't trust and let people in
For i know you would only leave in the end
Just like what everyone else did
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 8:39 AM UTC