Happy 'hi's, bitter 'goodbyes'
One wrong move,
And just like that
You're gone, along with your promises
Mar 1, 2020
Mar 1, 2020 at 9:50 AM UTC
Millions of thoughts, running through my head
Countless tears, these eyes have shed,
Lingering regret hunting my dream,
Taunting nightmares, can you hear my scream?
Millions of words that I want to say
But this mouth of mine, still chooses to shut up
Closing my doors, because no one will stay
Hoping, and waiting, I wish this side of mine would just stop.
Feb 7, 2020
Feb 7, 2020 at 8:52 AM UTC
It hurts, every time I hide the fact that I still like you.
It hurts how my heart is still hoping for that chance,
and it hurts that I know you only talk to me when she can't.
Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 7:54 AM UTC
Every drop of one's tears,
contain thousands of emotions.
Left dried up by one's pillow every night,
lips that are bitten so sobs won't come out.
Just so no one will hear,
that something is wrong.
Swallowed by one's own swirling emotions,
is like being drowned to the deepest part,
making you unable to cry out for help,
and all you can do is cry and cry and cry.
Jul 14, 2019
Jul 14, 2019 at 6:31 AM UTC
Shattered glass, endless scream,
taunting curses and horrifying dreams.
The little girl stares, her dead and clouded eyes
directed to the two arguing figures, spitting truth and lies.
She hugged her stuffed toy, as tight as she could
as she glance at the table served with cold food.
Where did it go?...she wondered,
the loving parents that held both of her hands.
Daddy, the most respectful man she knew,
was now hitting her mother, punching and kicking was now nothing new.
Mommy, the most warm and caring person she have known,
was now spouting bad words at her, with her cold eyes she've shown.
Was it worth it? To argue and yell in front of your child?
To let them see this kind of nightmare that will hunt them for life.
Fighting won't resolve anything, and spitting random curses of words will just destroy 'everything'.
Now tell me, was it worth it?
Jun 21, 2019
Jun 21, 2019 at 3:24 AM UTC
When you told me to let go,
it made me want to hold on to you more than I've ever had.
May 30, 2019
May 30, 2019 at 7:57 AM UTC
Enough is enough,
what my mind always say.
When tired of chasing and trying,
to the one I want this love to be conveyed.
But my heart, grasp that hope.
That he will look my way,
Not now, not tomorrow...but maybe someday,
my mind says otherwise,
"In the end, you'll get hurt anyway."
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 8:02 PM UTC
People will reach out to you,
for they want to earn your trust.
But there's something inside you,
telling you...
"Are you gonna trust that person?...
Sooner or later, you'll end up disappointed again,
so it's better to shut the door and lock it...
Don't let anyone in."
For your heart was far too damage,
it can be fixed...But not the way it used to be.
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 6:42 AM UTC
You tried fixing him,
far from what it should be.
But every bits of your love,
filled the void of his scars.
And once he was completely healed,
leaving you with nothing but bitter goodbye.
You don't have anyone to rely on,
and the sadness you took away from him,
became your lingering regret and it broke you instead.
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 11:28 AM UTC