Why I can't I get over you?
You were an amazing partner... but you kicked me out like I was yesterday's trash...
I ****** up... but I'm still trying, nothing physical ever happened because I love you and respect you.
But you don't seem to care. I did always plan on telling you, but someone robbed me of that chance. How can you trust me when I was robbed of that chance..
Jul 12, 2021
Jul 12, 2021 at 9:43 PM UTC
I was stupid and I was careless..
But my love for you is pure, and I hope one day we can get past this.
And yet deep down in my gut I know it's over.
But it doesn't feel like it's over, I don't know why.
I haven't stopped crying, and I wish I knew how to read you. I wish I knew what you were thinking.
I've never fought for someone before and it scares me to know we might be done.
But baby I swear I'm trying.
Just please don't tell me it's over. I can't lose you...
Jul 12, 2021
Jul 12, 2021 at 2:20 AM UTC
The day you asked me to pack my bags, my whole world fell apart.
I feel like I'm stuck in limbo trying to find my way back home to you,
Maybe I should just face the facts that maybe you don't love me anymore and move on?
But I can't... and I don't know-how.
You always held me close and guided me when I was lost.
Somewhere along the way, I forgot who I was.
I stopped taking care of myself and unknowingly relied on you to nurture me.
Who am I without you?
Maybe that's why I'm trying so hard to hang on to you?
Maybe I need to lose you to find myself? But how do I do that when I'm still in love with you?
I can't just erase those beautiful six years we spent together, where we began planning our future together, where I started shopping for our home. Who am I without you?
I'm just a lost soul, trying to find her way home.
Jul 12, 2021
Jul 12, 2021 at 2:13 AM UTC
There will be a soft rain and the smell of the ground and swallow circling with the shining sound and frogs in the pools singing at right and wild plumps trees in quivering white Robins will were there feathery fire. Whistling their whims on a low fence-wire; and not one will know of the war, no one will care at lost when it’s done no one will mind, neither birds or trees will be making perished uteri; and spring herself when she awakes at down would secretly now that were done.
-DB
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 7:03 PM UTC
Some say the world will end in fire
some say in ice
from what I’ve tasted of desire
I stand with those who are forever fire
but I know enough of hate
to say for the distraction ice
is also great
and would be enough.
-DB
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 6:57 PM UTC
Three weeks ago, I him I saw him I saw him in a new scene.
He turned around and said he knew me.
He said I told you it was a secret.
Now I’m lying in bed up awake in the middle of the night.
I have got a few things on my mind.
I guess is just that I don’t like the way things are going to turn out.
I have to find away to take this hear t and start again.
-DB
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 6:55 PM UTC
Your mind is something so
unfathomable to be.
I want to explore the depths
of most vacant hours
let me carve my name into
your heart so I remain a
part of you forever.
I’ll read the poetry you keep
hidden beneath your scars-
I’ll live in the dark cathedrals
of your thoughts so the
voices that torture you can’t
wash waves of melancholy
over your skeletal.
-DB
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 1:31 PM UTC
Lost words
and silenced "I love yours"
between distant lovers
are all that remains
no
shattered hearts
or messy sheets
you can't destroy
what you can't touch
-DB
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 6:30 PM UTC
Some people are like lions they know what
they want and they go for it, you recognize
them by their steady eye contact and firm
handshake (Controlling)
Some people are like,
Dolphins they like making new friends
and interacting with people you will recognize
them by their animated and informative style
of communication (Interact).
Some people are,
like Koalas they prefer things when they
go smoothly and they hate change, you will
recognize them by their intermittent eye
contact, gentle handshake, and their
less forceful tone of voice (Steady).
Some people,
are like Eagles they like situations where they
have freedom to concentrate on perfecting ideas
and work without interruption, you will recognize
them by their reserved nature, careful speech,
and their attention to detail (Cautious).
-DB
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 11:51 AM UTC
Sometimes the best reason to know you love someone is to not know why at all. To be able to look into someone’s eyes and know you love them, but you’re unable to put it in words. You don’t have to tell them some bs about how they just “get you” or how you two have or don’t have everything in common. You just know it. And that’s all you have to say.
-DB
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 3:19 PM UTC