I find it funny. I worry about your dog
She's old and sweet, and she loved me
But I won't be coming around anytime soon
What if she dies before I get to see her again
What if you don't have a shoulder to cry on
Maybe it isn't about the dog
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 6:32 PM UTC
**** you
I loved you more than I knew I could love anything.
More than my dog
**** you
I had to walk around knowing something was wrong
But you refused to communicate
**** you
I was so careful with you and your body
Why can't you do the same
**** you
I told you how beautiful you were, and you are
just to sit and watch you tell others they looked amazing.
**** you
Talking about a future, like my feelings were just a game
I saw a future with you
**** you
Letting me take my shirt off, letting me be vulnerable
Then, cutting it off a week later
**** you
For making it seem like I was only good if I made you feel good
Even with the knowledge of my past
**** you
For acting normal and so not normal at the same time
For making me worry when I'm trying to heal
**** you
For saying yes in the first place
I didn't want to be your thrill ride.
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 6:29 PM UTC
When you asked to call, I knew
I had known deep in my soul it was coming
But that didn't make it hurt any less
I'm trying to survive on a hope that everyone tells me is
right around the corner
But what about the hope down the stairs
I can't manage to push away these thoughts
I felt I had purpose, even if it was hard sometimes
Now I feel stuck in the ghost of you
You don't seem okay, but neither do I
I compare our reactions like it means something
I loved you more, I cared more, I gave more
My friends are sick of hearing it
The doctors won't let me drown it in pills
I'm just trying to finish high school, avoid getting myself killed
I take part in sabotaging behaviors
I look you up, stalk your socials
********** to the thought of us, then hit myself after
I told you I didn't want you to text me
I felt so in control in the moment
But once again, I am falling, and there is no end in sight
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 6:23 PM UTC
I'm still grieving a part of myself
I'm not sure who he was
I don't even think I particularly liked him
But change is still hard
Even after a lifetime of it
I remember he was sad
He was in pain all of the time
Desperately reaching out
While he could
Pushing the ones he loved away
As it got worse
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 8:33 PM UTC
Lists getting long
Heads getting messy
Wanna stay in bed
***** gone crazy
We're in the streets
Fighting for something new this week
I'm exhausted
Staring at my ceiling
When's it gonna end?
This fight is infinite
Food is unappealing
When others can't go to the
corner store no more
The headlines are piling up
And so is my homework
How am I supposed to do math
When everything's dying
And mothers are crying for their children
It's just the start
The headlines pronounce
Yet I'm already worn down
My body feels heavy
Hard to react
When this seems to be the norm
I cant understand that
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 8:33 PM UTC
I love how I can see your pupils dilate as we kiss, biologically you must love me. I love how you don't push me away, instead you tell me to stay. I love how you call my hands warm instead of sweaty, a truth we both know yet you still hold on tight. I love how we fit, not forced, but naturally, like two pieces of a puzzle. I love how you look at me like I'm the only one in the room, like I'm special. I love how not subtle you are, so I know you love me. I love how you react to my touch, I wish I could hold you forever. I love how you blush at the simplest things, I would make you blush forever if I could. I love how you love. I love you
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 8:32 PM UTC
I know that you love me
I know because of how your pupils dilate
When you look at me
I know that you love me.
Because you grab my hand
And don't let go
I know that you love me
You tell me every day
and I love it
Logically
I know you Love me
But the past has not been too kind to me
So please don't let go
I need to know you love me
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 8:28 PM UTC
I love you like I love the sky
You change,
Yet I still love
every piece of you
Stormy, Pink, Clear, grey
I love you always
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 8:16 PM UTC
They want violence
and if not
We must be silent
watch as they take
Our beloved community
and shoot a man in our streets
They want us to light ourselves on fire again
One of us will be another martyr
but we are the terrorists
They want compliance
for us to watch
to stay silent
But they underestimate us
we won't be made an example
we will fight for this community
we will fight this
together
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 8:12 PM UTC