The girl who's smiling
Sadness gone without a trace
Is really at her place
Crying about the mistakes
That she's made
How come all of you buy it
Day after day keep on smiling
Keep up the act and they'll buy it
Looking at her like she is so lucky
But deep down inside she's struggling
When she's alone and the make-up runs
Thinks to herself I'm done
Hope washed away years ago
She's all alone but who knows
Just put on a smiling face
Feb 26, 2020
Feb 26, 2020 at 12:33 PM UTC
I'm not unbreakable
Some think it's mistakable
I spend every day that I got being somebody I'm not
If I was made of stone
Would I know how it feels
If I knew love not pain
Mabye I could breathe again
Stand on my two feet again
Oooohhhhh if I was unbreakable
I could give you my heart
Love you from the start
Be myself not somebody I'm not
If I had a diamond hear.
Mar 17, 2019
Mar 17, 2019 at 9:45 PM UTC
I'm sorry for the sudden notice but a Friend wanted me to take a Step and a risk and publish my poems on Amazon they are on digital and paperback coming soon
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 6:31 AM UTC
Walking down this aly way
Eyes dazed from the days
Your blood is dripping from my words
I'm thinking back to all the hurt
You stabbed me now I got you
You tried to break me
And i've broken you
You thought you could take my spirit away
You can't control me anyway
I finally did it i defeated you
Blood paints the wall
It tells stories it tells them all
The tears of the traitors worry
As they run into the cowards gun
This is something called a hit and run
I've written songs, poems and all of em
And all paint the picture
A letter written in blood
Telling them stories of who I was
But here you where
pushing me down With every shove
But I ain't a has-been
I put the sass in assassin
So I'm taking back the throne
I'm doing it on my own
So here I am standing in black
Humming lyrics from way back
The king has falling to one's dread
Maybe next time you'll make sure I'm dead
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 11:54 PM UTC
Make it stop
Let all this end
I can't take it anymore
I'm walking these halls
Filled with people but no one sees
No one sees the beat up kid
Except them who take advantage of them
There faces smile at the pain
As we barely get through another day
So I'm standing on the edge ready to fall
They loaded the gun now look at them all
Will they ever notice we are gone
Why must they shame us
Beaten and break us
must they take everything away
So he lays down blood pooling on the ground
That person you thought looked fine
Whos mother hurt him every night
Is thinking I'm standing on the edge ready to fall
They loaded the gun now look at them all
Will they ever notice we are gone standing on the edge ready to fall
She waits at the bus stop all alone
She's a beautiful girl who's got it all
Has scars on her back from all the lies
And she's saying I'm standing on the edge ready to fall
They loaded the gun now look at them all
Will they ever notice I am are gone
Another **** day goes by
Everlasting purgatory in a hell life
Just take all my pain away
I can't beat my demons anyway
They walk down these halls
Broken windows scarred walls
Becoming puppets on a string
Just come and end me
Here I am sitting on this edge
You are a waste of air
Thinking of days
They will never care about you
Tears running down my face
Get out of my house never come back
I'm standing up no going back
Ugly stupid unlovable
Goodbye world
Broken scared alone
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 11:43 PM UTC
There's always that place
where you lose yourself
But you find yourself there too
For me it took some time
I found it and lost it all over again
Injuries and ****** knees
took that away from me
But here I am standing back up again
So I'm taking back the crown
Never going down
And finding the little girl
Who spent all those nights playing alone
I'm winning for her
And proving it was all worth it in the end
She was gone for years
But when I play she's right here
And I lost myself for hours and hours
But I found myself there too
After years of losing my way
being scared of the dark
I'm standing here in the dark
But I've never seen so clear
There is no glory without sacrifice
So here is my advice
When you find where your mind is free
And your team is truly there
That's where you find yourself
Under the lights and the screaming crowds
So I'm taking back the crown
Never going down
And finding the little girl
Who spent all those nights playing alone
I'm winning for her
And proving it was all worth it in the end
She was gone for years
But when I play she's right here
I've got them behind me
I'm taking my shot and running with it
Giving it my all till the final minute
Until my shot makes it till the goal
And when we will the title
I'll see her once again
The little girl who fell in love with the game
The girl who saved my life
So I'll walk raise my crown
Never going down
And finding the little girl
Who spent all those nights playing alone
I'm winning for her
And proving it was all worth it in the end
She was gone for years
But when I play she's right here
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 11:41 PM UTC
I'm standing here
Looking in the mirror
Running my bleeding hands over the glass
Feeling every slice and every ****
And looking back at me
If the little girl I used to be
She says what have you done to me
You have killed and buried me
I see in her eyes who I used to be
When I was the captain of that cheer team
Being that beautiful girl I was never meant to be
But behind her I see the demon
That came over me
That ripped me to shreds and
Pulled me into the rivers of blood and dread
The scars that cover me from the fights
The demons have broken my wings
And thrown me to the depths
But they forgot I have claws
So I'm climbing from the depths
I'm fighting for her
The girl thrown to the curb
I sing for her
I fight for her
I bleed for her
So I take one last look into the mirror
And destroy it that girl was fought her war
Now I will fight mine
Aug 18, 2018
Aug 18, 2018 at 9:55 PM UTC
They say that life is a ocean
That time goes out with the sea
And that eventually all the
problems will wash over
And we will be safe
As we are pulled beneath the sea
Away from the world just you and me
We watch the waves day by day
As I wait beneath the sea
The pain of not being free
And the ocean between you and me
And we will be safe
As we are pulled beneath the sea
Away from the world just you and me
Watching the waves passing us by until we die
We will be safe in the sea just you and me
The waves crashing over head
Washing away the mistakes that we made
in the sand of Yesterday
And we will be safe
As we are pulled beneath the sea
Away from the world just you and me
So it's just you and me
Beneath the sea
Collecting memories like seashells on the shore
I never Wanna forget how it was just you and me lost in a perfect misery
And we will be safe
As we are pulled beneath the sea
Away from the world just you and me
They we were afraid
Because we would never touch the shore
They can't contain us anymore
So watch the waves destroy the shore
And we'll be safe
As we walk onto the shore
As we take on the world just you and me
Aug 18, 2018
Aug 18, 2018 at 9:40 PM UTC
I need some help with ideas if u guys could just pitch something idk just a topic I'm having a bit of a writer's block
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 11:27 AM UTC
I'm walking alone
Thinking of you
And all the things we used to do
Missing you
All those late nights
Late nights crying
The blood that stained that hoodie
The tears mixed with one another's
Best friends I wished it never end
But fear ran its course
I guess I bet on the wrong horse
But instead of money I lost you
I lost you as quick as a gunshot
Who would have thought
After all those late nights
Blue met gold for the last time
If I could change one thing
I would have never gone that day
I still have that hoodie you wore
The one all torn
Covered in your blood
But drowned in our tears
We were just walking alone
Doing all the things we used to do
And now I'm just here missing you
Thinking of all the things we used to do
Sitting alone in this dark room
Wearing the hoodie you wore
Nobody knows me anymore
So when I walk in the dark corridor
I won't see you anymore
I wish we never ran this coarse
They say one died that day
After the world was black and blue
Truth is I followed you
Just like I always do
You were taken by a bullet
I was killed by the lies
That you would be there
And now I'm sitting alone
In this dark room
Screaming out for help
In my mind we are still sitting there
We never knew what would happen there
Skipping stones
All alone
Imagining when blue met gold for the first time,
And when tears stained the last time
Oh that late day in autumn
Walking together without a problem in the world
It was the last day that sea blue
Met the autumn gold
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 11:26 AM UTC