Inside the bright lit façade intertwined with greenery
Enjoying the warmth of a miso ramen
With a pure gentle soul
I see different faces and eyes around me
All clinging onto some unknown conversation
As they dive deep into their cups and plates
The aroma of freshly baked bread
And that of a perfectly brewed coffee
Fragrancing the air
The grey clouds add to the mystical hue
Creating a visual flamboyance
A cozy invisible web that you don’t want to exit from
Mar 15
Mar 15, 2026 at 2:38 AM UTC
“I’ll heal, I’m positive this time
But how will you?” I asked in despair
even after all these years.
He shrugged in uncertainty,
“I don’t know..
Maybe I’ll heal when you heal”.
A cloud of strength and hope surrounded me
My eyes welling up,
I hugged him tight.
His head against my chest,
he felt my heart racing
“Why are you stressed? Your heart is beating fast”
I on the other hand, was excited for once
as I’m on this journey of healing,
my last ray of hope I call it,
trying to pick up all the broken pieces,
scattered all around the corners and depths,
And transform into a beautiful painting
that I can draw the strength from,
and admire,
to tread forward
together with so many beautiful souls
who lost their way around,
but still breathing.
With bated breath I wait for that day..
And then when I heal,
both of us will heal, in and out.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 7:09 AM UTC
I write when my heart grows heavy
with the weight of weightless thoughts.
When my eyes refuse to spill
another diamond of sorrow,
I write when no one listens.
Never thought mere words
could calm my tangled mind,
never thought I'd hold a pen
for more than exams.
I write when no one listens.
I am no professional,
but I take pride in spilling truth.
I never weave sweet lies in my diary,
never mask my soul in ink.
It feels too glorious to run in my world—
where thin air dances with rain,
where shadows marry the rays.
My world is quiet as a whispering ocean
yet loud as the writhing tongues of hell.
I write when no one listens.
~blue hour
Mar 2
Mar 2, 2026 at 12:44 AM UTC
Those were the days
When heartache felt like a melody
That I wished never stopped playing..
When every bit of my heart
Longed to be with you..
When I cried to sleep
After an argument with you..
When our eyes spoke louder
Than the words we meant to say
And sneakingly gave away a smile when I met you
And meeting you,
My heart skipped a beat
With the dancing butterflies in my stomach.
I was truly in love with you
And wanted to hold you tight
And never let go..
All I cared was talking to you,
And waiting for that felt like the sweetest time.
All I dreamt was holding your hands,
And dreaming that felt like pops of magic
Couldn’t wait to wake up to hear your voice
As I began my day thinking about you
Couldn’t wait to talk to you at the end of the day
As I memorised everything to share with you
Even silence between us was a symphony,
When you were on the other end of the line.
My eyes longed to see you
My heart ached to be with you
And I missed you terribly
All while I was in love with you, hopelessly.
Feb 28
Feb 28, 2026 at 2:09 AM UTC
When in the rain
by the window
Like the droplets
that slide through the panes
With a warm mug of cocoa
And a cozy spot
inside my home
My thoughts drift far away
Like a wandering cloud
weightless and poised.
Feb 22
Feb 22, 2026 at 10:50 AM UTC
I’m drained
or am I lying?
Lying to myself
and others around me?
For what it’s worth
I’ve been trying
to sincerely get out
of this loop
But all I do is
fall into it desperately
and hopelessly
Like a never ending
ruthless tangle
of unwoven ties,
deep dark in the
mysterious corner
Where no one
hears me cry out
at the top of my voice
Where no one
sees me
struggling to breathe
And around me
I see the crowd
that moves forward
so much in grace
But do they?
Maybe I don’t see
their tangles
or hear their cries.
Feb 21
Feb 21, 2026 at 2:12 AM UTC
Feels like I’m on the edge of a table
Hands and legs stretched to the other end
The things to be done right in front of me
On the table, but
If only I can just do it!
No amount of coffee will get my soul out of the body to
Just do it!
The disheartening exhaustion
The inexplicable disability
The tedious emotions..
I want to do a lot of the chores
In reality,
I want to lie down
Stripped off from all the
Thoughts trying to strike with their pointed arrows
Emotions trying to pierce with their sharp needles
I just want to lie down,
Bare and naked
Me, and the ground and the sky..
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 2:14 AM UTC
What if we crossed paths at the wrong time
What if we met, to just glance and go
What if you saw me when your eyes were cloudy
What if we were not meant to be
Things would have been different
Your wings would have been brighter
Your soul would have matured to be more gentle
Your eyes would have been much happier
And your smiles more frequent
The aura would have been more striking
Your words more meaningful
Your thoughts pristine and clear
Your heart less wounded and aching
What if I waited a little longer or
What if I took a shorter path
What if I was at the wrong place
And we were not meant to be
Things would have been different
Feb 18
Feb 18, 2026 at 2:08 AM UTC
I daydream
Look far into spaces
Think about something
But have no idea what that something is
Worry about something
But have no idea what that something is
The echoes reach far out
And tickle the walls of my mind
I am calm but chaotic inside
I want everything clean but it’s messy around me
I want people around but want to be lonely too
I want to do a lot of things but can’t get up
I want to say a lot of things but can’t figure out
I want to draw straight lines but what comes out are tangled webs
I am trying to put together the pieces
And come face to face with my emotions
In doing so sometimes I fail
I cry
I drown myself in worry
I let myself fall deep down
I get exhausted
I become invisible
I drain myself out
I sit in darkness
I sleep
I do not care about hunger or thirst
I do not want to see anyone
Or talk to anyone
I hurt my loved one
With no intention of doing so
I just creep into my shell and hibernate
And pretend there’s no world outside
And I can’t stop doing that
Feb 18
Feb 18, 2026 at 1:59 AM UTC