I feel the need to create
streaks of paint
blue and black
charcoal dust
lining my paper
I imagine a canvas
so full
my problem
I'm not quite sure with what
my brain creates images
so foggy
ideas of puzzles
with no pieces
no resolution
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 12:13 AM UTC
sheets warm and soft
thick comforter
grey pillow
mattress
gross pillow
stained blanket
ripped sheets
dirt
trash
mold
stench
ghostly cleaning
efforts,
so unnoticed
you're not sure
they were real
at all
Mar 16
Mar 16, 2026 at 1:01 AM UTC
You used to be my muse
and i liked to think i was your artist
but suddenly
you found a new one
She's nice
she has a pretty face
I think shes a couple inches shorter then me
and she wears her hair in a ponytail.
so i guess I understand
why you would trade me
for a girl who traces art with graphite pencils
Mar 12
Mar 12, 2026 at 12:30 AM UTC
I dont mind being lonely
I dont even mind the empty, useless void it fills me with
I dont care
I just wonder
When my friends will start feeling less mediocre
When things will start to feel fun again
When I'll feel loved again
And yeah,
It's not like I mind
I'm
Just
Bored
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 2:22 AM UTC
Every laugh feels like a hug.
His smile feels like a kiss.
Playful pushing might as well be hand-holding.
His eyes hold the power of unspoken words.
This is his friendship
And my love
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 2:04 AM UTC
I know what people mean when they say they are OCD
They mean that they are
Specific
hygienic
Tidy
Orderly
Neat
Clean
Well-kept
spotless
But really,
OCD doesnt feel like that
OCD is a messy loop of thoughts
Jumbled and scared
OCD is
Fingernails digging in skin
Thoughts rushing through heads
Fear instilling in minds
Breaths running out of lungs and mouths
Tears streaming down red faces
OCD
IS
DREAD
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 10:14 PM UTC