"It's all in your head"
Is all they ever said.
"They're not real"
"It's not such a big deal"
"Everything will be okay"
Is all they'd ever say
"This too will pass,
None of it will last."
I can't fight this battle alone
I'm nothing but a sinking stone
Finding my way in the dark
With no light, not even a spark.
Where are they now,
Now that I need them?
Every night and everyday
I'll fall to my knees and pray
As long as I'm breathing
God has a reason for my living
Oct 12, 2015
Oct 12, 2015 at 4:21 PM UTC
The lights are on but I'm in the dark
Lost and alone and so far from home
Could you help me one last time
Before I lose everything that's mine.
Oct 12, 2015
Oct 12, 2015 at 3:54 PM UTC
The truth is Ill need you forever
Yesterday, today, tomorrow, whenever.
You showed me love, you showed me life
And in a flash, you destroyed my paradise.
You left me alone, broken and empty
I never thought you’d become the enemy.
You’ll never know what you’ve done to me
But I don’t know if I want you to see…
I miss your hugs
I miss your smile
I miss your kisses
I miss your charm
I miss the things we use to discuss
But most of all, I just miss us.
The truth is that without you I just can’t be
That happy girl they use to think was me.
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 7:33 PM UTC
Another teen with a happy face
Feeling alone and out of place
There's nowhere to go and nowhere to hide
I'm alive, but dead on the inside.
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 4:11 PM UTC
the angels carry you away
because the devils on his way
you never deserved this life
crying alone every night
you've been acting strong
while everything's been going wrong
And every time you said you’re okay
You looked down and walked away
You fought this battle on your own
Praying every time you’re alone
You needed saving tonight
And for you, the angels would fight
Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 12:50 AM UTC
Daddy don’t let me go
There’s so much that you don’t know
Mommy don’t leave me on my own
I can’t walk this road alone
It’s so hard to stay alive
When I dream about suicide
You don’t understand, I’m trapped in my mind
The place where monsters and demons hide
One thing I’ve learnt is that I can’t escape
There’s nowhere to run when you run from your fate
Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 12:40 AM UTC