My heart aches.
Something I've wanted for so long
Spent endless nights dreaming about.
Then it finally started to happen
And just like that,
The dream is crushed.
And I lay here in bed,
In the middle of the day...
Hoping that maybe I'll be ok
Aug 7, 2016
Aug 7, 2016 at 4:05 PM UTC
My every waking moment has turned to you.
You've brought something back into my life that I wasn't expecting.
Those sudden moments where my breath gets taken away by the very thought of your smile.
I'm encaptured in this gaze where all I see is you.
You're in everything I do now.
Every thought. Every Action.
And it feels so right.
The prayers answered long ago,
now coming to pass and shaping my future.
I hope that you feel this in yourself.
That you might love me half as much as I love you.
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 12:42 AM UTC
Did you know that you made me the happiest person alive?
Did you know that you made me feel again in way I thought I'd lost?
Did you know that you were my show today?
That your beauty held my every gaze on you?
Did you know that when you grabbed my hand I felt calm?
Did you know that when you kissed me, it felt natural?
Did you know that I love you and now I want nothing more than for this to grow?
Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 12:45 AM UTC
When I awake it will just be hours before
And here I am lying awake
Not even thinking about where we're going
Just that you'll be there.
I wonder if you're doing the same thing?
If these thoughts are mutual in the slightest?
I would slip into eternity if they were
Clinging to this feeling right now
Jul 30, 2016
Jul 30, 2016 at 7:14 AM UTC
I'm head over heels
Falling deeper with every passing moment
I can't wait for the next touch
the 3 year separation that has kept us apart
I can't wait for you to notice
if you already haven't
the way I look at you
the way you take my breath away
and how I want nothing more than to be with you
Thank you
for giving this back to me
Jul 29, 2016
Jul 29, 2016 at 2:23 PM UTC
I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
If you think of me between the long pauses?
Am I as much to you as you are to me,
Or am I alone in this endeavor?
I Think of you.
I pray for you.
You're who I'm chasing.
Do you see it?
Am I showing?
It drives me crazy
But in a good way.
Just thinking of you...
and the peace I find.
And in those moments in between,
That's what I live and die for.
Hoping you feel the same
Jul 6, 2016
Jul 6, 2016 at 1:09 AM UTC
So there's this girl...
And for the first time in my life
I feel safe.
I've been able to open my heart
To look at her and know that I'm truly not alone.
And I can't help but smile
when I tell her I love her
She says eww.
We're super gross and it's great.
I hope one day to make her mine.
But it will have to wait.
We both must wait patiently.
20 months.
It will all be worth it though.
When I see her smile.
and we share that special bliss.
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 2:13 AM UTC
two birds with a broken wing
so they try to sing
try and make it ring but they
can't fly
no matter what they try
seems they're gonna cry
so they say goodbye
to the world they love
fit in like a glove
with a little shove
somehwat like a dove
that is lost and found
but not safe and sound
cause it's on the ground
searching all around
For it's love that's gone far away
cause she chose to stay
and not to betray all those
people who had brought her here
filled with so much fear
as it would apear from the
face so cold
tryin to fit the mold
all while being bold
and then grab ahold of whats
left as she packs her comb
and then starts to roam
and she's leaving home
Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 12:41 AM UTC
I now know how you felt
when I didn't tell you
so I'm just going to go now
have fun
Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 4:03 PM UTC
So we were on the phone
and the strangest feeling was there
and what was strange about it was
There wasn't any.
And I hung up and I just thought about it.
How I've gone all this time
and It finally happened.
I wasn't thinking about us,
not even oncw.
And in a way I'm happy.
I can finally move on with this grand journey called life.
But in another way, I'll always be sad.
Because you won't be in it the same way.
It'll just be those phone calls that are a little awkward cause I don't know how to respond anymore.
Conversations that have a sort of empty feeling to them.
That makes me sad.
Cause I've lost that spark with you.
Sep 13, 2015
Sep 13, 2015 at 5:19 AM UTC