I slowly melted
Under the light of your gaze
So soft like honey
Draping down my head
Into my ears and eyes
It stings
It hurts
But I don't cry
For nothing is more perfect than this night
Apr 15
Apr 15, 2026 at 4:43 PM UTC
If I was able to take flight
I would never leave you
I would just wait patiently
Until you could fly too
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 8:49 PM UTC
I watched a wasp drown
It struggled around
Gasping for air
Struggling to swim
Begging for life
As it slowly died
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 8:44 PM UTC
Take a knife through my chest
I'm bleeding red
My body's too tense
It's squeezing me dead
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 8:39 PM UTC
It felt like a weighted blanket pressing against my chest
My heart throbbing at its own expense.
He lightens my soul with the sunshine in his eyes
He weakens my legs, relaxes my bones
Rocks me on a boat, ocean currents pushing slow
I open my eyes and catch a glimpse of his face
There’s a sparkle in the air, and a catch in my throat
Fireworks in my heart, and daze in my eyes
His face shines, so perfect, like a carving made of wood
Smooth and polished ends, he’s more beautiful than the moon,
The sky, and the earth combined.
To, my first love
Dec 15, 2025
Dec 15, 2025 at 12:22 PM UTC
Beneath dying embers, lay an ash crusted heart– Full of shame and regret, full of pain and longing. For words unsaid, for feelings unmet. With a cool breeze, carrying memories of golden trees. For an idol tossed away, with his death as a claimed fate. I stood at the older boy’s bed, the man stood at mine. He said goodbye, not to the teenager but to me. He kissed the boy’s forehead, not for him but for me. He laid flowers for him, in honor of my name. With tears in our eyes, I’m set to be at rest, again. For this man now stands between the walls of sorrow and regret. He found nothing was wrong, yet nothing fit– with clothes overworn, with clothes too tight and small. In a picture frame life, Where there lived shades of gray but no brown, green, or blue. The older boy’s spirit drifted– I felt it, the man did too. I saw it on his face. Then my spirit flowed down the drain, I shone in the sky. Oh do you feel it? I live in the sun, I see me. He’s tired, he’s on the edge. He takes a breath, he sees me, he sees the teenage boy.
I am me, The man is me, and the boy is me, and we lay dead. We wait to be reborn—
Because soon the man too, will die.
I wonder, will we ever breathe again?
Sep 25, 2025
Sep 25, 2025 at 1:50 PM UTC
Droplets poor off my shoulders,
Weights like boulders
Staring through a window– I wish to see you
Music blaring on a speaker
Sunsets casting vibrant glows
My hair is wet, there's sunshine in your eyes
Will you dry me up before I have time to cry?
The higher you are, the colder it gets
On a mountain freezing to death
Waiting for the sun to shine on its skin
Rotting at the light's chosen expense
The deeper in the ocean you go,
The heavier the pressure hits
My Brain will pound– your in too deep
No escape, I'll either drown or ascend
Grow me gills,
Or I'll forget how to breath
Give me warmth,
Or I'll freeze
Sep 3, 2025
Sep 3, 2025 at 2:03 PM UTC
All these emotions—
They swirl around me
Like flower petals falling from a tree
Only, I hope these are seeds
So that Instead of hitting the ground and rotting away
It’ll sprout and grow
Becoming something beautiful—
A connection between you and me
Like a wisteria tree becoming a twin to a delonix regia
Fire and love
Hate and passion
Connected and tied together in these roots
In these complicated branches
Did you know,
That inosculation trees,
Tend to have better survival in the wild?
They work together to support one another
Sharing nutrients
Providing stability
Sometime they look as if they are growing from the same trunk,
Or like they’re entwined, forever together
Don’t you think twin trees,
Are like twin flames?
Don’t you think,
They are like you and me?
Jun 2, 2025
Jun 2, 2025 at 6:54 PM UTC
I looked around mindlessly
Just minding my own business
Then I realized
Everyone else was wearing shorts
So why did he tell me to change out of mine, Just because it’s “cold”?
“Oh,” I think to myself,
“He’s ashamed of me.”
It was kind of odd because I didn’t feel anything at that
However, at the same time,
I never want to show another part of me again
My skin just feels a bit too tight—
Ever since that realization.
Jun 1, 2025
Jun 1, 2025 at 7:55 PM UTC
Flower petals fall
A sweet reminder of death
Of how a flower–
Is slowly rotting away,
The second it grows petals
May 19, 2025
May 19, 2025 at 7:46 AM UTC