Were you the first love I've ever had?
Why would all that have been for nothing to you?
Shall I wait until you come back home to view the rainy seasons together?
Till then, I'll keep working on myself.
So that my present mistakes will no longer exist when I'm in the future with you.
Apr 29
Apr 29, 2026 at 5:13 AM UTC
The thing that connects us
; we used to be held ******* by things that defined us ; things that defined our relationship ; we were put together by fate? chemistry? two lonely souls meeting and building a life together.
we did it. you left me with very beautiful memories and i'm glad to have met you.
Never will I forget the things I went through with you, I will immortalize our past, and work on my present, in hopes of having a future with you?
If I do, here's what I'll need
- A house made just for you.
- Millionaire status so you won't have to work ever again.
- Travel the world to experience it all again.
Timeline - from now until your Birthday. 8/6.
Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 9:13 AM UTC
0 ******* effort always victimizing yourself. What did you ever do for me? you don't put in the effort for me. the last time u did was how many ******* years ago?
you always just keep blaming me and I always keep taking it in. I've always tried to appease u and make things work.
do you know why this hasn't been working out at all? you don't recognize the efforts I put in. you're not putting in any efforts in return.
getting triggered n crying over an Andrew Tate video isn't normal at all. it means u ******* resonated with what he said that you're ******* useless to me. that's why you cried. your ego got hurt so badly. you're a ******* narcissist. instead of reflecting n acknowledging n thinking what you could've done to make my life better you chose to ignore me for 2 weeks.
u tick all the narcissist check-boxes.
have u been trying? or have u just been "giving me chances to prove urself wrong" like a ******* narc as if you didn't traumatize me it's always you're the victim and I'm the villain.
no matter what I do you'll never be satisfied. because the problem lies with you.
I came over right away to take care of u for few days stayed over yet u say I did nth n compare me to a guy who bought u honey lemon. and I told u not to go but u didn't respect that.
look at your own ******* flaws and stop blaming me 100% for the death of this relationship. the only regret I have is to not have disciplined u and set boundaries for such things because I loved u too much.
the problem lies with you, and until you recognize that whatever I do will change nothing.
I ******* want this to work out but it cannot if you don't recognize yourself as the problem.
Nov 3, 2025
Nov 3, 2025 at 10:38 AM UTC
Dreams of the Past
No longer in this Plane of existence
If I could travel back and start again
I still wouldn't do a thing different
Or maybe accelerate this breakthrough
If it helps me to achieve my goals earlier.
Broken dreams, but my goals do not falter.
I do this now for myself, not for anyone else.
A staunched Narcissist, I am the only one in my life's existence who cares about me.
Let me no longer put my existence's worth in the minds of others. For I know myself - better than anyone else.
Jul 8, 2025
Jul 8, 2025 at 9:04 AM UTC
it's funny how you think _____
when it's the only reason why I'm staying with you
your egocentric worldview defines ____
extreme impulses intoxicated by social media
a child artist painting brush strokes to craft your perfect ____ - what is?
sacrifice that a child expects from her parents;
you've formed me to become
I ____ you more than I ____ myself
what about mine needs? as a parent does nothing excpecpt a child to return his love.
Sep 21, 2024
Sep 21, 2024 at 11:53 AM UTC
Communication a supernova explosion
Jun 30, 2023
Jun 30, 2023 at 1:12 PM UTC
Who enforce your will upon me
Marinating thoughts that deceive you in your sleep.
Silent awake. Keeping it in. Ball of angst.
Explosion
You leave me broken in the light
While you muddle in the dark
My broken light overwhelmed by your shadow of doubt
Jun 30, 2023
Jun 30, 2023 at 1:10 PM UTC
Arguments every day.
Spreading terror and chaos in my consciousness how long can I keep this up, how long can I delude myself how long can I ...
Or is the emptiness of existence scarier than chaos
Mar 21, 2023
Mar 21, 2023 at 11:14 AM UTC
My meaning in life has been found, yet I am lacking in communication, drive, and the courage to pursue it. Alone in this dream I find， myself, wallowing in dread.
Mar 21, 2023
Mar 21, 2023 at 11:13 AM UTC
Moments of solitude make you realise the emptiness of existence. That which eats up your hopes and dreams. The light seems darker each time I gaze upon it. It seems no longer a guiding light that strives me to reach from the depths of my existence. But rather a torturous dream with no seek.
Mar 21, 2023
Mar 21, 2023 at 11:11 AM UTC