There she was
As my eyes wandered to her
A gaze I gave lazy, almost uninterested
As if the world had nothing left to offer
Then it happened
The cars stopped
And she walked
As gracefully as a princess ascending her throne
The kind of grace that makes you ashamed
Of every ordinary thing you have ever seen
I swear to you, I heard nothing else
The city swallowed itself whole
Traffic, voices, wind
All of it
Gone
Nothing remained
But the soft tapping of her feet
Against the cold, indifferent road
That somehow beneath her
felt sacred
Then came that dreadful interruption
Not from the mind
But somewhere deeper
That hollow place behind the ribs
That only speaks when it has no choice
It whispered
Then it ached
Then it said what I already knew
What a beauty
God, what a beauty
She moved slowly
Almost intentionally
As if time itself had leaned in to watch
Yet I knew it in my marrow
In the deepest unnamed place within me
She had no idea
None at all
Of the spell she cast
Without even trying
Without even knowing she was magic
I looked left
Then right
Desperate, searching every face
For someone
Anyone
Who could confirm what I was seeing
But there was no one
I was the only one
The only soul in the world she had quietly created
Who could see the road glow
Warm and golden
Where her feet had touched
I dared
My mouth opened
Her name unknown to me
Yet it felt like a betrayal not to call it
I reached for words
But my heart had abandoned its post
Rising slowly to my throat
Blocking everything
Every syllable
Every prayer
And so I stood there
Full
Completely full
Of everything I could not say
Like a mute
Singing the song of his heart
To an audience of one
Who never looked back
May 21
May 21, 2026 at 10:42 AM UTC
The Old *******
The old man lies in his tailor clothes,
Scorched by years, a single tear
Tracing the map of his cheek
He stares beyond the ceiling,
Beyond whatever truth he kept.
He was a learned talker,
A sly laugher,
A hard fighter
Honest in the way only liars learn to be.
Now he lies in a shallow bed of old stories,
And I marvel at how swift he moved through the world,
So fast, so fluid,
That even I
who loved him
never caught his craft.
Oh, he was an old *******
But his last words still hold:
If you won't sleep with her,
better not think of her.
Yet I do.
It's like breathing
when you know you are going to die.
May 21
May 21, 2026 at 10:32 AM UTC