Skyeace - Hello Poetry

My Feelings like a dam just waiting to break My Thoughts like a swirl just waiting to spiral I either feel too much or think too much Others’ feelings like a river flowing Others’ thoughts like a soft blow It’s balanced they don’t feel too much or too little they don’t think too much or too little just… enough I feel too much I think too much I’m too much Or is the world too little? “You’re too sensitive” Maybe I just feel deeply Is that a curse? A gift? Both? Like a double edged sword making me weak and strong Emotions and thoughts two things that make us human two things that need to be balanced, yin and yang That balance harder to find than a needle buried deep in a straw bale Who is in control? Who is right? Me? My thoughts? My feelings? Everything and nothing? Maybe I’m the dam and the river Maybe I’m the swirl and the soft blow And maybe nobody has found the needle

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Sep 9, 2025

Sep 9, 2025 at 5:35 PM UTC

Emotions and thoughts

My Feelings like a dam just waiting to break My Thoughts like a swirl just waiting to spiral I either feel too much or think too much Others’ feelings like a river flowing Others’ thoughts like a soft blow It’s balanced they don’t feel too much or too little they don’t think too much or too little just… enough I feel too much I think too much I’m too much Or is the world too little? “You’re too sensitive” Maybe I just feel deeply Is that a curse? A gift? Both? Like a double edged sword making me weak and strong Emotions and thoughts two things that make us human two things that need to be balanced, yin and yang That balance harder to find than a needle buried deep in a straw bale Who is in control? Who is right? Me? My thoughts? My feelings? Everything and nothing? Maybe I’m the dam and the river Maybe I’m the swirl and the soft blow And maybe nobody has found the needle

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I'd tell you're worth it I'd tell you're not worthless

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Apr 9, 2025

Apr 9, 2025 at 2:42 PM UTC

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I'd tell you're worth it I'd tell you're not worthless

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I don't care. I tell myself that. I don't care. I tell everyone that. But the truth is...I care...even if I try not to. I care even if I act cold. I care even if I act tough. I care even if I act like I don't. I can't stop caring. I feel deep. I act like I don't.

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Apr 2, 2025

Apr 2, 2025 at 6:33 AM UTC

I don't care, or do I?

I don't care. I tell myself that. I don't care. I tell everyone that. But the truth is...I care...even if I try not to. I care even if I act cold. I care even if I act tough. I care even if I act like I don't. I can't stop caring. I feel deep. I act like I don't.

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I don't know. I don't know what to write what to say how to say it how to be. I have ideas. I have people I could talk to about it. I have it but I can't use it. I could but that means opening up... Opening up about something deep inside of me... Opening up about my biggest burden... Opening up about something hurtful... Opening up about something I kept hidden... Opening up about something buried deep... Opening up about something I pushed down... Opening up about something I ignored for years... So I can't do it.

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Apr 1, 2025

Apr 1, 2025 at 4:20 AM UTC

Can't

I don't know. I don't know what to write what to say how to say it how to be. I have ideas. I have people I could talk to about it. I have it but I can't use it. I could but that means opening up... Opening up about something deep inside of me... Opening up about my biggest burden... Opening up about something hurtful... Opening up about something I kept hidden... Opening up about something buried deep... Opening up about something I pushed down... Opening up about something I ignored for years... So I can't do it.

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'Don't cry' They'd say 'You cry too much' They'd say 'Crying is weak' They'd say 'You're too sensible' They'd say 'You're such a crybaby' They'd say 'You're too much' They'd say I was 9 but I felt broken I stopped showing my sadness Bottling it all up I dare not cry 'Crying is bad' I'd tell myself 'I'm proud of you for not crying' They'd say BUT Crying is NOT bad Crying is HEALTHY Crying is a STRENGTH Feeling deep is a GIFT I know that now

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Mar 26, 2025

Mar 26, 2025 at 5:34 PM UTC

Crybaby

'Don't cry' They'd say 'You cry too much' They'd say 'Crying is weak' They'd say 'You're too sensible' They'd say 'You're such a crybaby' They'd say 'You're too much' They'd say I was 9 but I felt broken I stopped showing my sadness Bottling it all up I dare not cry 'Crying is bad' I'd tell myself 'I'm proud of you for not crying' They'd say BUT Crying is NOT bad Crying is HEALTHY Crying is a STRENGTH Feeling deep is a GIFT I know that now

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Words should feel easy right? Something to communicate Something to understand each other Something to avoid misunderstandings Something to explain thoughts and feelings But it doesn't It just doesn't... Words feel like a puzzle you can't solve Your mind is a mess which you can't explain Everyone says "It's okey take your time" They don't get it... They don't ******* get it! You don't need "more time" The words just don't ******* match what your mind does and thinks Words are a ******* Puzzle everyone seems to have solved just not you A puzzle with broken pieces A puzzle with missing pieces A puzzle with not matching pieces A just unsolvable ******* puzzle.

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Mar 26, 2025

Mar 26, 2025 at 4:56 PM UTC

A broken puzzle

Words should feel easy right? Something to communicate Something to understand each other Something to avoid misunderstandings Something to explain thoughts and feelings But it doesn't It just doesn't... Words feel like a puzzle you can't solve Your mind is a mess which you can't explain Everyone says "It's okey take your time" They don't get it... They don't ******* get it! You don't need "more time" The words just don't ******* match what your mind does and thinks Words are a ******* Puzzle everyone seems to have solved just not you A puzzle with broken pieces A puzzle with missing pieces A puzzle with not matching pieces A just unsolvable ******* puzzle.

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Why am I not happy Everything is okey Nothing bad And even if.. Nothing big just minor bad Should be happy Should be grateful Should be okey But no Spiraling into negativity Why... Why is the usual not working Why... I should be okey But I'm not...

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Mar 26, 2025

Mar 26, 2025 at 4:50 PM UTC

I should be

Why am I not happy Everything is okey Nothing bad And even if.. Nothing big just minor bad Should be happy Should be grateful Should be okey But no Spiraling into negativity Why... Why is the usual not working Why... I should be okey But I'm not...

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When did we stop wanting to become a firefighter When did we stop wanting to become a police man When did we stop wanting to be someone great When did we stop dreaming When did we stop fighting When did we start settling with the easy option When did we stop ... When did we stop ... When did we stop living

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Mar 15, 2025

Mar 15, 2025 at 10:31 AM UTC

When did we stop

When did we stop wanting to become a firefighter When did we stop wanting to become a police man When did we stop wanting to be someone great When did we stop dreaming When did we stop fighting When did we start settling with the easy option When did we stop ... When did we stop ... When did we stop living

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Head full, racing thoughts, faster than light. Too loud, too full, too much. Then drifting away—far gone. No thoughts, just silence. Nothing... Nothing... Nothing... Snap back. Waves crash on—everything at once. The cycle continues, again and again and again... Over and over and over... No end in sight.

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Mar 3, 2025

Mar 3, 2025 at 4:58 AM UTC

The cycle

Head full, racing thoughts, faster than light. Too loud, too full, too much. Then drifting away—far gone. No thoughts, just silence. Nothing... Nothing... Nothing... Snap back. Waves crash on—everything at once. The cycle continues, again and again and again... Over and over and over... No end in sight.

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I want to get better I need to get better I will get better I will get help I will do anything I just want to be happy. ~ I have help I am working on myself I am making progress I am happier I am getting better. ~ **** I am getting worse again. I made progress... but now I am back to **** This is all useless. Why? I thought I was getting better... I hate it! ~ It's slowly getting better again. I just need patience. It's hard, but it's working. It's like a dance... Two steps forward, one step back, two steps forward, one step back... and so on... The eternal dance of healing.

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Feb 26, 2025

Feb 26, 2025 at 2:19 AM UTC

Healing

I want to get better I need to get better I will get better I will get help I will do anything I just want to be happy. ~ I have help I am working on myself I am making progress I am happier I am getting better. ~ **** I am getting worse again. I made progress... but now I am back to **** This is all useless. Why? I thought I was getting better... I hate it! ~ It's slowly getting better again. I just need patience. It's hard, but it's working. It's like a dance... Two steps forward, one step back, two steps forward, one step back... and so on... The eternal dance of healing.

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