Go ahead pull it,
I'm not afraid anymore,
You can't play with me,
You're weak,
You're a fool,
You're just a thought from the past,
You can't hurt me anymore,
The games are over,
I win,
Don't you get it,
You're nothing I tell you,
Nothing,
Just a monster from the past,
An old friend,
You want to fight,
Let's fight,
But this time I will win and all the times after this with one God by my side,
I'm the monster now,
You!, You're the girl from the past now,
You think you brought me down,
But all you did was make me bigger and stronger,
Nothing of you're kind will ever take control of me again,
I'm the queen,
You fear me,
So demon come on,
Just give up,
You’re not in control.
Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 3:25 PM UTC
Imaginary girl walk to the street, with a black and gray on her body, her headphones on and rockin out, her eyes sparkle Bright Brown, a boy walks by, he does not know this or notice her, she gets sad, her eyes turn black, she starts to walk slower, thinking about how she is, what she is, why she was even brought to this world, she walks into the woods alone, she marks her spot, putting stuff down and run, she find an old abandoned house with a lost boy in it, he is about 16 years old, she is only 15, they walk for a while, he takes her hand and holds it tight, she takes him back to her marked spot, she starts to rub, he runs after her, he catches her and says these words, " I'm Jason, Skarlet ", She takes a closer look at him, and them runs away, he stays there and watches till she is out of site, he sits in the middle of nowhere, waiting, and waiting till she comes back, he says " she really is just an Imaginary Girl", he sits there for days, she never came back,
Imaginary Girl ~ A girl that no one pays attention to. Till she finds the one who really cares and loves her and then she runs away forever and becomes Imaginary to the person who loved her.
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 6:03 AM UTC
I've fallen
into a torpor pit
swirling blackness
seals my lips
I close my eyes
but all I see is me,
Disengaged
Deranged
there is no reason
for this smothering gray.
I feel your hands
but they don't penetrate,
Your breath is sweet upon my face,
laughter comes from another place,
this silence remains my only respite,
My words are stifled
in my chest,
My poetry shoots blanks
where ever I tread.
Motivation is a thing
of the past,
Desire's gone at last,
Being is all that's
left within my grasp.
Lavender love in
technicolor plays
out on a screen,
Life travels on the
wisps of Monarch wings -
Breathe heavy and
hot,
Breathe light and cold,
My words they freeze
when they hit the snow.
I know dances unfold,
But no dance partner knows
the darkness that's become my
trembling soul.
It is to this enclave
I go
from time to time,
the winds outside
still howl my name,
While demons
bang on the walls
of my shame.
Call it a mood,
Call it a funk,
Call it the blues,
Sometimes
these holes just open,
Inside I go,
No ladder
only a shovel
wouldn't you know.
Doors without keys,
Echoes without sounds,
And all there is
is
the
darkness
I
have constructed
all around.
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 6:00 AM UTC
You make me laugh,
You make me smile,
You make me feel like you will always be there,
You treat me like no other boy has and I love it,
I have been though a lot these past year including this one,
To be honest my life is ****** from my point of view,
I try to keep everything in,
I'm already at war with myself,
You make me feel like you actually care about me,
You help me with my stupid mistakes,
I've been going though depression for a long time,
I even though about killing myself,
But when I met you today and talked to you on Skype,
That made me feel wanted like I actually have a meaning to be here,
Thank you and I love you
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 5:59 AM UTC
Black finger nails,
Died hair,
Black clothes,
Tattoos on their bodies,
Black make up on their faces,
Metal, punk rock, dubstep,American electronic dance and others they like,
Piercings on the face,
Their lyrics,
Their thoughts,
The way they talk,
Has so much emotion they say so many words,
By just saying when
You might know them by what they are called
Emo, punk, goth, and so on,
Glasses on their faces, Books in their arms and bags,
Knowledge in their head,
Hand up almost every time the teacher asked a question or says something incorrect,
They talk like scientist doctors kings and or queen,
They get A's and B's, Movies and TV shows they were suspenders,
They don't have so much of the fashion you call swag,
A lot of people called them by the stereotype, Geeks and nerds,
A smile on her face, Flowers in her hair,
Love in her heart, Positive thoughts in her head,
Has big dreams,
And so creative,
Has a sense of fashion, Well for a girly girl,
Her eyes sparkle,
While her teeth shine as white as snow,
I like to call her Skarlet,
They have swag,
Speak with sass,
They call themselves Queens,
Not princess,
They stand out when being mistreated,
They speak loud it is time to express,
They love you sisters,
They embrace themselves,
They know every trick in the book,
And they know all the rules of the games,
There quick and smart,
And know what you are and how you play by just one look at you,
These queens are called divas,
Now these girls I don't even have to give you a bunch of information, all I have to say is one word and that word is boy,
They eat, talk, and dress like a boy would,
Well most of them they are called tomboys and they love being one,
Society loves to judge people and who they are and what they are,
My identity will stay unknown,
But I want you to know is,
To always be yourself,
You are who you are and be proud of that.
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 5:57 AM UTC
Everyone Should Love Each Other,
We're over fighting, Cursing,
Hating on each other,
Acting like we don't go though the same stuff,
Acting like we're better than the other person,
Telling lies about each other,
Making each other feel bad,
What is this all of this about,
What is that representing,
How is that making us any better,
No one is perfect,
No should talk bad about someone unless you are in that persons shoes,
Instead of fighting how about helping,
Instead of cursing how about speaking the English language,
Instead of making fun of other people how about making fun of yourself,
Cause you aren't any better,
Now don't only love other people,
Love yourself,
Cause that matters too,
In conclusion respect other people and respect yourself. Cause one day they can become a huge impact in you life and you won't even know it.
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 5:56 AM UTC
Everyone Should Love Each Other,
We're over fighting, Cursing,
Hating on each other,
Acting like we don't go though the same stuff,
Acting like we're better than the other person,
Telling lies about each other,
Making each other feel bad,
What is this all of this about,
What is that representing,
How is that making us any better,
No one is perfect,
No should talk bad about someone unless you are in that persons shoes,
Instead of fighting how about helping,
Instead of cursing how about speaking the English language,
Instead of making fun of other people how about making fun of yourself,
Cause you aren't any better,
Now don't only love other people,
Love yourself,
Cause that matters too,
In conclusion respect other people and respect yourself. Cause one day they can become a huge impact in you life and you won't even know it.
Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 7:18 PM UTC
Saying My Good Byes is always hard,
And I will expect it is for you,
But I can't say good bye to everything,
And you can't either,
I have said good bye to a lot of things in my life,
And some things I regret saying good bye to,
Like I really do regret,
By saying good bye to those things it has made me very sad,
But very open about what goes on in my head,
Not everyone can repeat life but I wan't to,
I wan't to say good bye to the things that made me who I really am,
Who I am now is not who I wanted to be,
I wanted to be someone totally different,
I wanted to be more like her,
The girl inside of me,
The girl who can speak in front of hundreds and thousands of people,
Not the girl who is always fighting her battles inside of her head,
NowI am starting to realize that I am starting to say hello to that girl,
And good bye to the girl I am now.
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 9:06 PM UTC
Knowing who you are is very important for the outside world,
You have to know type of individual you are,
If you don't that will be the end of your dream,
For a lot of people their dreams have to do with a lot of courage and independence,
Some of those people have went though those ups and downs for those dreams to come true,
And they made it,
They pushed though the hard times and smiled though the fun times,
Not all of your dreams will come true but a lot will if you just push harder,
Like a lot of people say no one can stop you but you and it's true,
My dream is to become a Author, Director, Musician, Script Writer, Speaker, Therapist,
I will do harder to get to where I wont to be,
I am a terrible speaker and musician,
But i will keep trying my best to get there,
I fI give up now I will never forgive myself for giving up,
And I don’t think you would forgive yourself for that either,
I don’t know anyone who still dose not want to live the way they want to live,
It might take years and years and years,
But you have to keep on motivating yourself to be positive,
No one can take you’r life away except for you.
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 11:27 AM UTC
When your mind is shattered
Your eyes are blinded
There is pain everywhere
you go
Don't give up and
Don't give in
When the wheel of fortune
is stuck at 6
No hope remains
Don't give up
Don't give in
Noon will be coming around
again
When loneliness is
your only friend
and
it keeps calling you names
Don't give up
and
Don't give in
There are times
when life is
ablaze with horrors
but
Don't give up
and Don't give in
Those that survive
are those that find meaning
those that passively
take to their bed
are bound
to
perish
Don't give up
Don't give in
When the law's
got your name
and no payment can be
made
and
you have to go
along with their plans
that have been laid,
Inside, where you hide
Don't give up and
Don't give in.
Time only stops
once
Don't give up
Don't give in.
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 11:24 AM UTC