Betrayal, deceit, impatience, and exclusion
Realization births swirling feelings of hate, love, loathing and disgust
The hurt at times is unbearable
Love still striving to survive bursts ever stronger but cannot win if this body is to survive
Now the ****** comes from both outside and within
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 2:28 AM UTC
I love you, you said
I want you, you said
But in truth you meant neither
Love ‘me’ you were seeking
Want ‘me’ you were pleading
I believed ‘we’ were one.
I believed ‘we’ each cared.
So foolish I feel to have believed.
I gave you my all to help you be whole.
Your void ****** me dry.
Yet you still can’t love you.
Now you are trying to trap yet another.
Jan 29, 2019
Jan 29, 2019 at 11:09 PM UTC
Our anniversary rose
You secretly chose the most beautiful rose
You were so careful to not let me see
You never could guess
I secretly witnessed the love in your eyes as you chose the perfect one
You never could guess
I secretly witnessed the love in your eyes as you sent it to another
Jan 24, 2019
Jan 24, 2019 at 1:19 PM UTC
Sometimes she chose to believe the lies, awaiting the inevitable
Hoping it would never come
Sometimes, she chose to live in the truth, her heart pierced and ripped from the depths of her soul
Her will to survive slowly slipping away as the lies filled the room with darkness
Jan 23, 2019
Jan 23, 2019 at 10:18 PM UTC