ShellyK - Hello Poetry

In the last of July 2021 It's started by comment on instagram He know me from my friend He living in other country. We talk, we sharing about each other. We decided to meet. In the middle of August 2021 We continue to know each other more than before We start to talk about our planning to meet. Yet, its September 2021. I decided to moving abroad in his country, to get closer with him. I decided to find job in Uzbekistan, A country i never visit before. We keep talk, we keep texting.. we keep our promise to hold on until we meet. Sometimes.. we lack of conversation, we lack of communication.. we get bored.. we have dumb conversation.. and that's normal because we never meet. I going back to my hometown to preparing everything to moving. I got my first job there.. But now.. It's almost end of November.. But i'm still stuck in my city. I haven't make my promise come true.. He's waiting... We lost our communication.. I know it's hard to keep in talk cause we never meet before.. But I wish that he know I'm waiting the right time to moving.. I wish that he understand moving abroad need a lot of preparation especially for financial.. I wish that he understand I'm trying my best to meet him.. I wish that he didn't falling in love with someone else when we struggle with our communication.. I wish that he know i'm waiting him, everyday... I wish that everything i pray for and i'm waiting for is worth it..

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Nov 18, 2021

Nov 18, 2021 at 10:55 PM UTC

ShellyK

11000km miles away

In the last of July 2021 It's started by comment on instagram He know me from my friend He living in other country. We talk, we sharing about each other. We decided to meet. In the middle of August 2021 We continue to know each other more than before We start to talk about our planning to meet. Yet, its September 2021. I decided to moving abroad in his country, to get closer with him. I decided to find job in Uzbekistan, A country i never visit before. We keep talk, we keep texting.. we keep our promise to hold on until we meet. Sometimes.. we lack of conversation, we lack of communication.. we get bored.. we have dumb conversation.. and that's normal because we never meet. I going back to my hometown to preparing everything to moving. I got my first job there.. But now.. It's almost end of November.. But i'm still stuck in my city. I haven't make my promise come true.. He's waiting... We lost our communication.. I know it's hard to keep in talk cause we never meet before.. But I wish that he know I'm waiting the right time to moving.. I wish that he understand moving abroad need a lot of preparation especially for financial.. I wish that he understand I'm trying my best to meet him.. I wish that he didn't falling in love with someone else when we struggle with our communication.. I wish that he know i'm waiting him, everyday... I wish that everything i pray for and i'm waiting for is worth it..

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Now we are in the middle of snow melting time and when the snow start to melt, it usually happens really quick. The river are dancing wild, and the road are flooded. There is water everywhere! Suddenly the spring came like a flowing river. And it has taken the lead now. We have had some really beautiful and sunny days this week. I've been out all days to catch the feeling of spring. And it's finally time to tap birch sap. This delicious , beneficial drink is made completely by the birch tree. I have spent hours among the birch tree, filling up bottles with fresh sap, And listening the bird singing in the forest. I feel like bird, spring give me wings.

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Oct 29, 2021

Oct 29, 2021 at 9:47 AM UTC

ShellyK

the dance of spring

Now we are in the middle of snow melting time and when the snow start to melt, it usually happens really quick. The river are dancing wild, and the road are flooded. There is water everywhere! Suddenly the spring came like a flowing river. And it has taken the lead now. We have had some really beautiful and sunny days this week. I've been out all days to catch the feeling of spring. And it's finally time to tap birch sap. This delicious , beneficial drink is made completely by the birch tree. I have spent hours among the birch tree, filling up bottles with fresh sap, And listening the bird singing in the forest. I feel like bird, spring give me wings.

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There's nothing i can do..

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Oct 25, 2021

Oct 25, 2021 at 5:25 AM UTC

ShellyK

Untitled

There's nothing i can do..

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waiting the day we meet day by day.. i count every star i count a date everyday it's not comes yet.. the day i've plans.. still blurry... pain, its like everyday im thinking how i meet you how we going to spent our time together how we make us feel each other. i miss being touched by a person, i miss to falling in love. but again pain... i count how this distance make us separated.. 11000 km miles away.. i dont even know how's going between us i feel lost have you feel the same?

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Oct 25, 2021

Oct 25, 2021 at 5:23 AM UTC

ShellyK

waiting

waiting the day we meet day by day.. i count every star i count a date everyday it's not comes yet.. the day i've plans.. still blurry... pain, its like everyday im thinking how i meet you how we going to spent our time together how we make us feel each other. i miss being touched by a person, i miss to falling in love. but again pain... i count how this distance make us separated.. 11000 km miles away.. i dont even know how's going between us i feel lost have you feel the same?

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My mouth is shut but my heart Is screaming i am almost Losing my strength From all the shouting and wailing The cry of my heart is Do you see me?

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ShellyK

Feb 27, 2020

Feb 27, 2020 at 3:42 AM UTC

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Do you see me?

My mouth is shut but my heart Is screaming i am almost Losing my strength From all the shouting and wailing The cry of my heart is Do you see me?

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Have you ever looked evil in the eye? I have.. And he winked A tone as smooth as velvet A grin of a boy His lips parted seas, of curing lava But i saw a pool, to deep in my toes. He splashed playful twists and turn. Till i was soaked And drops trickled down my skin, scathed by sin That murky tank of burn

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Jan 5, 2020

Jan 5, 2020 at 5:10 PM UTC

ShellyK

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Have you ever looked evil in the eye? I have.. And he winked A tone as smooth as velvet A grin of a boy His lips parted seas, of curing lava But i saw a pool, to deep in my toes. He splashed playful twists and turn. Till i was soaked And drops trickled down my skin, scathed by sin That murky tank of burn

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Ambling in a full moon night Let alone the moon I only asked for a star Because i wanted to be in tune With the half lit sky But none did, Its stop by me Not even the little firefly Oh, from nowhere From the color black Off its sea of different shades Whips out the night The moon in black Was indeed painting in the dark Though every star was Keeping a wide open eye But no one wants to tell where Before the very blink of the waxing moon’s eye Where does the night scurry away?

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Nov 1, 2019

Nov 1, 2019 at 3:48 PM UTC

ShellyK

moon

Ambling in a full moon night Let alone the moon I only asked for a star Because i wanted to be in tune With the half lit sky But none did, Its stop by me Not even the little firefly Oh, from nowhere From the color black Off its sea of different shades Whips out the night The moon in black Was indeed painting in the dark Though every star was Keeping a wide open eye But no one wants to tell where Before the very blink of the waxing moon’s eye Where does the night scurry away?

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And when the time comes my tears won't be falling like rain for it will be warm tea and fresh honey streaming down my cheeks. I hope one day I will bathe in sunflowers I'm tired of the dead leaves that burden my body, they soak in like fresh coconut on my skin. I sit underwater where time stops for a second, and I am at peace. I hope one day I can run into rushing waterfalls without begging for that moment of altered reality. I hope one day I bathe in roses instead of my sorrows.

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Oct 25, 2019

Oct 25, 2019 at 3:19 PM UTC

ShellyK

One day i deserved it..

And when the time comes my tears won't be falling like rain for it will be warm tea and fresh honey streaming down my cheeks. I hope one day I will bathe in sunflowers I'm tired of the dead leaves that burden my body, they soak in like fresh coconut on my skin. I sit underwater where time stops for a second, and I am at peace. I hope one day I can run into rushing waterfalls without begging for that moment of altered reality. I hope one day I bathe in roses instead of my sorrows.

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