When you are away for far too long
the hours seem so distant
and tonight with you beside me
the night feels too small
The hours slip away
yet my dreams
fit within this room
with you laying beside me
I look into the blue sea of your eyes
You leave me breathless
drowning in that look
The lines I etch across your skin
and the trail of lips
lead me to surrender
...to your love
...in your bliss
Time seemingly halts in our embrace
Trembling until our release
The weight of it all feels too heavy
as you drift off to sleep
I curl against you wishing
you could take me with you
...to your dreams
...in your heart
I will always ache to be with you
when you need to go
but that peace will return
when I feel your heart
once again next to mine
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 24, 2016
Oct 24, 2016 at 10:51 PM UTC
All the free will
and dark desires
spinning off
into complete oblivion
couldn't stop
that quaking ache
deep inside me
for the perfect soul
I would ever know
I would shake
Thor from the sky
Would have
begged and bartered
to catch a glimpse
of the One
who was given
that piece
of my soul
The sliver that's hidden
deep inside of you
I pay tribute to Freya
and kiss the feathers
that have let me fall
softly into you
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 16, 2016
Oct 16, 2016 at 9:38 PM UTC
I have been caught in a storm
but I am ready for the calm
Surrender to it with me
fall into the unknown
just fall with me
At night the storm rages
but shower me with your peace
lie down gently
just lie here with me
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 14, 2016
Oct 14, 2016 at 1:53 PM UTC
You are like an oppressive shadow
Constant. Looming. Unshakeable.
You crush my lungs, my spirit, my soul
I feel small when you are near
I feel little pieces of me die...inside
I feel caged in your presence
I feel my self slipping...away
waiting to crumble into nothing
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 9, 2016
Oct 9, 2016 at 9:57 PM UTC
moonlit thighs
fervent sighs
hungry lips
fingertips
quiet slips
pulsing hips
muffled cries
shattered skies
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 11:21 AM UTC
Do you hear the love
in my voice
from the many ways
I say your name
sometimes clear and true
and others a breathless whisper
sometimes so softly I question
whether you hear me trembling
and others like caged excitement
I wonder how one name
can express so much
but all I want to do
is say your name
for forever and a day
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 6, 2016
Oct 6, 2016 at 5:11 PM UTC
I lost yet found
a piece of myself
there with you
in the moonlight
I lost my heart
it is no longer mine
but now lies inside yours
My soul was found that night
between the trees
and water of the steam
I found it in a place
I never thought to look
in another...
in your heart.
I found it in your words
...I love you
Tentatively
I felt them twist
their way inside me
sinking further
than any other
They reach through me
waking a desire
I didn't know existed
A helpless passion
I found it in your touch
softly
like feathers
yet it was capable
of breaking down
these walls
I built up high
around me
You touched me
like no other
timidly yet possessively
you stole my heart
I found it in you
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 5, 2016
Oct 5, 2016 at 7:57 PM UTC
sweet silent
sighs
escaped us
we were found in our steady gaze
we cherished our lingering caress
we fell fast at the press of our lips
-do you believe in soul mates?
-no, not before I met you.
dive deep
devour
my soul
I see you in these words
I feel you between breaths
I get lost in the the thought of you
-what did you do before me?
-existed
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 4, 2016
Oct 4, 2016 at 2:55 AM UTC
Pull me in
with your sin
Drag me under
shake me like thunder
Somehow a storm
rages inside this frozen form
Something rattles within me
it's you shaking me free
You've crawled in
right under my skin
Rain covers
me like an elusive lover
Excitement swirls like a cyclone
silently I beg to never be left alone
At the touch of your fingertips
my will simply slips
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 12:06 PM UTC
You are
one of those men
that take a hold
of a heart
You squeeze it
caress it
you hang on lightly
but just enough
so I strengthen
my grasp on us
I hold on to what
I want this to be
waiting for you
to hold onto me
Finally
I feel you fall
and you have
a firm hold on me,
on my heart
And I can
slip into the unknown
and trust you'll be gentle
while you hold
my heart in your hand
©ShawnaRenea
Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 12:04 PM UTC