My world was once painted in different colors
of curiosity, emotion and passion
The world used to be wonderful without order
with words flowing around unpredictable motion
Art gave me feelings, laughter and crowns
Art made the world wonderful with all its sparkles
It pushed me high up, I don't wanna go down
I stayed up and happy as I ran in circles
but reality crushed the colors within me
tainted in black, seeing gray, and blinded in white
a life once blissful, flying so free
now, I feel like a helpless and controlled kite
Days continued on as my soul starts to drown
Light and colors gone, this seemed like a fallout
Art left me alone, with a rusty crown
Art left me for a reason I cannot figure out
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 3:52 AM UTC
Sudden surge of countless unknown emotions
Rushing current of seemingly lonely waves
Swept my soul in an unstoppable motion
With my its core all crushed and impossible to save
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 3:51 AM UTC
The burning sensation across the air
The tingling feeling down my toes up to my hair
All the things I never thought I'd do
Well, now I did, because of you
Hot and dangerous, oh I shall burn
From chilly ice to the fire I turned
Warmth of your fire all across my ice
Melting me softly, as my thirst they suffice
Oh sweet fire so exciting and warm
I would never thought I'd dive right in your arms
Sweet fire the burn you gave lingers from within
Oh sweet fire, everyday, for you, I'll gladly sin
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 11:51 AM UTC
It was late at night when I opened my eyes.
I couldn't see a thing.
Pitch black.
Then it was suddenly hard for me to breathe.
I gasped for air but nothing came.
The face of everyone I cared about flashed before me.
I need to breathe.
I need to.
But I couldn't.
So I stopped trying.
It was meaningless.
I could not breathe, so I didn't.
Mar 4, 2019
Mar 4, 2019 at 11:39 PM UTC
I don't need someone else to waste my time
when I've done this much myself
Perhaps I'd be one of those books
Left in an almost empty shelf
Never anyone's first pick
Never have I been chosen
And as time ticks quickly
My destiny seemed frozen
Though it feels like time quickly slips away
Now I'll surely see
That time wasted was never wasted
If I waste it on me
Mar 4, 2019
Mar 4, 2019 at 11:38 PM UTC
My soul is exhausted,
it whispers for me to rest
But my heart says, “Fight. Don't give in. This is a test.”
My brain says “Do whatever you want.”
and it wasn't a lie
So I dropped my head, held your hand tight
while I hoped to die
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 9:50 AM UTC
I took the leap knowing you were waiting down there to catch me
And now I felt like I am falling endless
Dec 17, 2018
Dec 17, 2018 at 7:09 PM UTC
Broken, beaten, down on both knees
Screaming, crying, as my world suddenly ceased
Down on the dirt and eating the dust
The luster of once sturdy metal, now filled with rust
Broken beaten, won't anyone look my way
Screaming, crying, don't know what to say
Down on the ground and digging my grave
For in all certainty, I can never be saved
Nov 22, 2018
Nov 22, 2018 at 7:45 AM UTC
He was my Firework
Beautiful, mesmerizing, and the perfect rhyme
He made me feel all kinds of things
with only just few ticks of time
But you, my Sun
make me giggle in all kinds of ways
you give me a certain kind of warmth
the certain kind that stays
Throughout the day
and even in the darkness of the night
You'll always find a way
to reach my heart with your light
I loved the Firework
It was amazing, surreal and fun
But know that I love you infinitely more
And I always will, my Sun
Nov 16, 2018
Nov 16, 2018 at 9:38 AM UTC
I'm out of ink
I am out of life
There's a missing a link
and it's dulling my knife
I'm missing my spark
I am missing my light
So I give in to the dark
As it devours me tonight
Nov 16, 2018
Nov 16, 2018 at 9:09 AM UTC