My world was once painted in different colors
of curiosity, emotion and passion
The world used to be wonderful without order
with words flowing around unpredictable motion
Art gave me feelings, laughter and crowns
Art made the world wonderful with all its sparkles
It pushed me high up, I don't wanna go down
I stayed up and happy as I ran in circles
but reality crushed the colors within me
tainted in black, seeing gray, and blinded in white
a life once blissful, flying so free
now, I feel like a helpless and controlled kite
Days continued on as my soul starts to drown
Light and colors gone, this seemed like a fallout
Art left me alone, with a rusty crown
Art left me for a reason I cannot figure out
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 3:52 AM UTC
Sudden surge of countless unknown emotions
Rushing current of seemingly lonely waves
Swept my soul in an unstoppable motion
With my its core all crushed and impossible to save
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 3:51 AM UTC
The burning sensation across the air
The tingling feeling down my toes up to my hair
All the things I never thought I'd do
Well, now I did, because of you
Hot and dangerous, oh I shall burn
From chilly ice to the fire I turned
Warmth of your fire all across my ice
Melting me softly, as my thirst they suffice
Oh sweet fire so exciting and warm
I would never thought I'd dive right in your arms
Sweet fire the burn you gave lingers from within
Oh sweet fire, everyday, for you, I'll gladly sin
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 11:51 AM UTC
Not all depressed cut,
Not all sad shed tears,
Not all strong fight,
Not all monsters roar,
Not all young are innocent.
Some just work harder to maintain a mask.
We are here,
And you have reason to fear,
We are the best liars,
We can manipulate the greatest con artist without batting an eyelash.
Watch out we are coming.
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 11:37 AM UTC
It was late at night when I opened my eyes.
I couldn't see a thing.
Pitch black.
Then it was suddenly hard for me to breathe.
I gasped for air but nothing came.
The face of everyone I cared about flashed before me.
I need to breathe.
I need to.
But I couldn't.
So I stopped trying.
It was meaningless.
I could not breathe, so I didn't.
Mar 4, 2019
Mar 4, 2019 at 11:39 PM UTC
I don't need someone else to waste my time
when I've done this much myself
Perhaps I'd be one of those books
Left in an almost empty shelf
Never anyone's first pick
Never have I been chosen
And as time ticks quickly
My destiny seemed frozen
Though it feels like time quickly slips away
Now I'll surely see
That time wasted was never wasted
If I waste it on me
Mar 4, 2019
Mar 4, 2019 at 11:38 PM UTC
Mirror, mirror
on the wall
why is she not the fairest of them all?
Mirror, mirror
why can't she see
the image of the person she wants to be?
Mirror, mirror
if she closes her eyes
then, will you stop telling her lies?
Mirror, mirror
set her free
and let her know; she's just as she should be.
Mar 4, 2019
Mar 4, 2019 at 7:31 AM UTC
My soul is exhausted,
it whispers for me to rest
But my heart says, “Fight. Don't give in. This is a test.”
My brain says “Do whatever you want.”
and it wasn't a lie
So I dropped my head, held your hand tight
while I hoped to die
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 9:50 AM UTC
I took the leap knowing you were waiting down there to catch me
And now I felt like I am falling endless
Dec 17, 2018
Dec 17, 2018 at 7:09 PM UTC