This pain in my head does not subside
The laughter and screams carousel blindingly
A dark murmur presents flesh
You cannot suppress the darkness
There is no light
And I dine on your soul
But the burning rage beating to a beautiful melody of torture
So I stare
And walk
And repress
And hold
And breath
Into brief requiem of death blinks back into reality
I am home
I am alone
And I think of the (THEE)
For I am clouded
And can spare no expense
And I toll in head when my heart cries for
the (THEE)
You wish to know beauty
You wish to know pain
You wish to seek light
You wish to exist in black
You wish to throb at the heavy, heavy beating of your heart
You wish it stopped
You wish to be
You can no longer feel
Nothing matters
And we’re back again
Blink in
Forget all
We are here and now
Because mountains crush down
Goodnight
Farewell
And a pleasant one again.
Jul 12, 2021
Jul 12, 2021 at 2:02 AM UTC
Know thy sound, of barriers bound
the voices come to play.
In horrendous round, what will be found
a little boy trapped away.
He will be gowned, he will be crowned
to put on a show today.
In mask he clowned, with words profound
to make the people stay.
his heart is wound, listen to it pound
darkness consumes the day.
when around, the noises compound
time has come to pay.
For on this mound, his mind has drowned
the voices, they slay.
Jul 12, 2021
Jul 12, 2021 at 1:48 AM UTC
Seek help and strive it.
Be help and bleed for it.
You are none but survive it.
You are one yet you are all of it.
Who am I but none of it.
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 1:41 AM UTC
From black and brace strings lightning plank
Walking lines of dimming lights.
With ease eyes fade in eternal sea
Carousal bottomless pit of familiarity.
Hands hold fighting ****** brevity
Flight of Soul’s simple longevity
Fog of gray
Bring dusk and dawn
For those who stray
Must blend immiscible,
Or you will pay
And parish hollow.
Born to old warm then cold
We find familiar footing
Last gasp past flash our legacy and crown
The wisdom bestowed on you
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 12:42 AM UTC
Days are not always good, this I know.
They are not always as good as you make them to be.
You feel.
Like an ocean that is much larger than the surface interfaced on.
Beneath, yet so much more and in reality our entire being.
Churn, chop and flow like the waves in water.
Typhoon, tsunami and hurricane your way through life.
Tranquil glistening upon perfectly still seas.
Life will pull you under.
Grasp at surface.
Grow gills and breathe.
Conquer depths, bloom a beautiful bounty from below.
Soar higher into the sky like never before.
And crash.
And burn.
And be forsaken again.
And run mill of emotion.
And I will be there for you.
For I will be there too.
I will.
Mar 4, 2019
Mar 4, 2019 at 4:34 AM UTC
Most days I do not take in the light of the day
It feels like it’s been years since I’ve left that warm embrace
It is the hour of gone
The time of solace which I know best
It is better to be unheard in the dark
Than alone in the light
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 4:16 AM UTC
Oh it’s all so surreal till the air gives out and the eyes blink in
You, you resurface in unpleasant reaffirmation
The dull smooths over
I don’t know pain
It is present
Play me out
Make it jazz
Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 4:12 AM UTC
It’s my birthday.
The day I became whole
Through growth
Break
Luster and fall
I have surpassed
And I will advance
succumb to non-all
I have done my days work
And the day has risen
It is my birthday
The day I became whole
Today I am empty.
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 5:39 AM UTC
Through rain of Fall
And winters cold
I’m dryer
I’m warmer
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 6:39 AM UTC
Why does time pass so much more easily for her
How do the waves of my vast ocean
not tug back at her shore
As I’m called out to sea
Grains of your sand crawling away from me
The tide will never turn again, yet
Time and time against current
Dive head forth
Nov 10, 2018
Nov 10, 2018 at 6:27 AM UTC