There is faith in my blood
Cold hate that won't wait to
raise hell with my love
and I won't try to change your mind
I'll just wait for my fate
while you cry
I'll be fine for one more day
and I won't pray
I wont beg, for this life
This wine will be my mind
never solid, nor sober
a mess all the time
I won't pay to see this movie till the end
I wanted out, I chose sin
hoping a change in me would begin
Feb 6, 2021
Feb 6, 2021 at 11:44 PM UTC
At first there was so much, then so little
It was no wonder why.
I felt I was to lie
down
next to
dreams that'll die a slow death tonight.
But I am born again through them in a new life
I am still alive, Aren't I?
Oct 17, 2020
Oct 17, 2020 at 11:24 PM UTC
What little faith
fell from eyes
and lay dead on my skin
hoping to be reborn in my heart again
Feb 28, 2020
Feb 28, 2020 at 9:48 PM UTC
like angels strapped to the arms of an electric chair awaiting their invisible fate
We anticipated our pain
One black moon shows the world that the universe exists regardless of our blindness in the dark
What is beyond the all-encompassing?
Nobody knows when nothing really matters
No one can think about the future when you're strapped to the chair
Sep 22, 2019
Sep 22, 2019 at 12:54 PM UTC
Take Your Pills, Take your medicine
Do you really make yourself
Better than you've ever been?
Trust in life is never promised
And its the world that makes
you feel like it's not alright
perhaps grasp that
The entire world is still in this fight.
they all lose their minds every day
From minute to the next is another question
burning in your brain
Unanswered. Inadequate. Now you must suffer
........the whole day.............
/you never get a whole day/
Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 6:38 PM UTC
The hammer will beat down
the ones who never forgave
The ones who did
will never be
forgotten
The **** you did
IS still so rotten////
You were'nt just a soul
you were everything and one thing
sought for something that means nothing
Do you feel it now as you disappear?
You disappear.
you ******* disappear.
and thank god you're gone
Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 4:28 AM UTC
Love is no ****
but its a drug
no love is no love
a drug is one
and it is the other
drugs are okay
if you get them from your lover
Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 4:23 AM UTC
Believe that a lost connection breaks your heart more than once
What I know now makes no sense
what is new?
Figuring out your home has left you behind
The life you wish you could run back to and change it all
falls from every tree dead around you as you mourn all day anyway
The world you knew is changing all the time. No purpose but to find a purpose
Sep 8, 2019
Sep 8, 2019 at 5:58 PM UTC
The devil of distress here
awakened by your life
Grim pleasure
twisting your mind
The hell hollow breath you breathe
into me
I become as dead as my vice
Sep 8, 2019
Sep 8, 2019 at 3:15 AM UTC
A callous temper flaring about
new Las Vegas diamonds
to my eyes
they are fixed, but just for me!
where your indirection led me to go
I sought hope in the structure of the cage
and the diamonds were real
but it matters not
After all of that 'being lost'
something was 'found' in what did not fit in
and the only thing I ever loved about myself was never
really real at all
Sep 6, 2019
Sep 6, 2019 at 1:33 AM UTC