how can i tell you any of my secrets?
how can i trust you with my truths?
you who sent me away
you who locked me up
i am the bird
and you are the dog
your words the gun that shot me down
my wings clipped
my tongue tied
my voice silenced
i love you
even as you dig your teeth into my dead flesh
Jan 4, 2025
Jan 4, 2025 at 1:35 PM UTC
I miss the comfort of being sad. I miss those nights when I would cry every tear I had inside me. I miss the relief I would feel those nights. I miss knowing what to expect when it came down to that ache inside my chest.
Oct 8, 2021
Oct 8, 2021 at 6:25 AM UTC
you were telling me you loved me
while you were having a child with her
you promised me forever and always
but i was nothing more
than a temporary phase
Feb 14, 2021
Feb 14, 2021 at 4:50 AM UTC
It’s been exactly one year
since the day that started my downfall.
It’s been exactly one year
since i was broken beyond repair.
It’s been exactly one year
since I lost everything.
Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 10:30 AM UTC
i didn’t fear death until i almost died.
i used to welcome its cold grasp.
i used to wish it upon myself.
now all i want to do is live.
i want to feel the sun on my skin.
i want to see my family live and grow.
i want to love again.
i finally want to live after 8 years of pain
Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 3:46 AM UTC
you’ll miss them
you’ll think of the good times with them
you’ll try to justify their behavior
you’ll break every time you hear their name
you’ll be constantly looking behind you
you’ll worry that they’ll come after you
you’ll lose trust in those you love
you’ll be broken for a long time
but you’ll eventually get better
Oct 3, 2020
Oct 3, 2020 at 11:12 PM UTC
I thought we were forever
together til the end.
A story fit for a fairy tale
but you were the dragon
and I was the princess locked in a tower.
You took away my friends and family
made me dependent on a drug.
Always and forever?
We didn’t even last to September.
Sep 27, 2020
Sep 27, 2020 at 10:25 PM UTC
I can tell I’m getting sad again,
because the words just won’t stop flowing.
I can tell I’m getting bad again,
because I can’t go a day without seeing your face.
I can tell I’m spiraling again,
because all I think about is relapse.
I can tell I’m falling again,
because my days are filled with fog.
Aug 17, 2020
Aug 17, 2020 at 2:14 AM UTC
i hope you rot in hell
i hope your corpse decays while you still occupy it
i hope you sit in a cell
counting the days
like i did while with you
you kept me a prisoner
you hurt me time and time again
you made me hate myself
but now i hate you
i hate you more than i hate my r*pist
because he destroyed me one night
but with you
it was every night for nine months
Aug 7, 2020
Aug 7, 2020 at 4:52 AM UTC
i’m sick of the sleepless nights
where i am kept awake with anxiety.
i’m done with the constant calls
where you disregard my feelings.
i’m over the days you ignore me
because you have something “better”.
i’m getting rid of you
to prioritize myself.
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 11:44 AM UTC