Unfuck your *****
When the moment arrives you pounce on it
You weren't waiting for it
But when it arrives you know this is it
You unfuck your ****
Unroll a series of new memories
To replace the old ones
Aug 8, 2022
Aug 8, 2022 at 11:34 AM UTC
You are the light of my life
My morning sun and my evening moon
I want to reach you and stay by your side
Too bad you’re just “not in the mood”
Too bad “you have better things to do”
Because the only thing I do
is think of you
I dream
of you thinking about me too
Jul 5, 2022
Jul 5, 2022 at 3:57 PM UTC
I am but
one star
in the
universe
that you
deserve.
I am but
a rain's
puddle
when
it is
the ocean
that you
need to
swim in.
Wish
upon me.
Dance
and jump
within me.
I long
to be
enough
for thee.
written by me... ..
Jul 5, 2022
Jul 5, 2022 at 3:55 PM UTC
I think about ending my life, daily
The fastest way way to go,
Without hurting others
My self-worth
Will i be missed?
These thoughts,
Shouldn’t be put on paper
But why not?
If more people talked about it,
Perhaps, they would not,
Act upon it
The greatest pain cannot be seen
It hides deep within
A broken bone is easy to mend
A broken mind doesn’t bind
All these thoughts of mine,
Often times i wonder
Have I lost my mind?
Am i only one,
With suicidal thoughts….?
Jul 5, 2022
Jul 5, 2022 at 5:53 AM UTC
My words became
knives.
A paragraph,
a sword.
And when I
made
my first speech,
the room
was
hit
with
a
grenade.
May 17, 2022
May 17, 2022 at 4:09 AM UTC
I was falling. I was falling in love. I was falling so hard that I couldnt tell when the fall would end, because I was falling for the one person who could break my heart with the most biggest amount of pain I could think of. I was falling in love with my bestfriend, the only friend I had in my life, the only person who understood me, the only person who never judged me, the only person who never shouted at me and the only person who accepted me for me. I had started to feel for him, but more then what I was feeling for him lurked the fear of losing him, because it wouldnt be just the heart I will lose to him, I will lose my whole self. He knows every little secret of mine, he knows who I am, he knows what I am, he knows everything and never judges, he's my secret diary, and those are things which are above love, because love can be found but these qualities are even rarer then love. I had the fear of losing him what if I propose and he didnt think that way, what if I proposed and he stops talking to me and never come back, what if he starts to hate me. All these questions stacked up and I curtailed myself from expressing my feeling for I didnt want to lose my bestfriend for love.
I had fallen in love with the only person who could break my whole existence.
May 12, 2022
May 12, 2022 at 3:10 PM UTC
I now realize that
my biggest problem is me-
it always has been
11:11 PM
9/5/22
May 9, 2022
May 9, 2022 at 3:39 PM UTC
you’ve stolen so much of my soul,
i’m still trying to remember who i was
May 9, 2022
May 9, 2022 at 3:14 PM UTC