You worship at My shrine and give
Your sweet and labored love
You tell Me “i’d give my whole life to You”
And “I only want to be held by You”
I look down and swallow it whole
It is not enough
Though ripe and plump
And full to bursting
It is not enough
Is it fair of Me to ask a mortal to feed My thirst?
Is it fair that I look for a different taste
A better fruit then what anyone can offer
You built My temple and made Me whole
But it is not enough
And your fruit is simply too sweet
If I demand you to wait
While I look for a better taste
Would you?
If I told you to kneel
At My holy shrine
Until your knees bleed
And your fruit rots
I know you would
Nov 21, 2022
Nov 21, 2022 at 6:21 PM UTC
I want you to hold me tight and feel my muscles tense up
I want you to caress my face and watch as I force myself to stay
I want you to touch me until I start to shake
I want you to feel my body shutter beneath your hand
I want you to know how much I crave you and how sick it makes me feel
Dec 25, 2020
Dec 25, 2020 at 2:19 PM UTC
The trees are very nice to me
They block the sun and give me leaves
They let me climb on their limbs
So I can be free
The trees are pretty shy like me
They don’t like others among other things
They shy away from others like them
Sometimes they get along in the end
The trees have nice crowns like me
Mine is a mess but theirs is so pretty
I tell them all the time
They don’t like to share designs
They shy away from each other
And keep their own crowns
Crown shyness, I say
As I feel the same
Jul 6, 2019
Jul 6, 2019 at 8:57 PM UTC
Sometimes I pretend
that my anxiety is a little mean man on my shoulder
Sometimes when he talks
I try to tune him out by thinking of my threes
three things I can hear
three things I can see
three things I can touch
Sometimes it works
but when it doesn't
the little mean man destroys me
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 9:29 AM UTC
<Insert Poem Here>
<Insert Silent Sympathies Here>
<Insert Spiraling Tenancies Here>
(Wait...No. Not that.)
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<Insert Self Doubt Here>
<Insert Friends Here>
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::Comment:: What about me?
<Insert Apology Here>
<Insert Regret Here>
<Insert Pain Here>
<Insert Poem Here>
<RvL>
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 3:26 PM UTC
Leave me alone in the night
So I may face my demons
Weak and crying.
Come back in the bright morning
When my mask is in place.
And my smile radiates more than the sun.
For if you see me at my lowest
You won’t believe my charade anymore.
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 3:26 PM UTC
Walking with you by this orange glow
Your smile keeps me warm
Our breath is shown
The cold trying to get through
But your smile keeps me warm
The rain is harsh
The colors fade
But the orange glow resides
Your arms hug me tight
Keeping me safe
And the orange glow resides
It's dark outside
The sun going down
But I'm shielded from the night
Your orange glow
Lights my life
And I'm shielded from the night
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 10:44 AM UTC
Numb
My legs go numb
the thoughts invading my head
Stupid thoughts that I know are a figment of my imagination
I am starting to believe
the repetition tricking my body
I feel the exhaustion
the weight of my thoughts is crushing
I feel like Atlas, the weight of the world on his shoulder
Keeping it in when it's trying to get out.
Out of my eyes
out of my mouth
out of my pores, my nose, my ears
I feel like I'm going to *****
my voice gets small
my belief is growing in these lies I lay
I didn't think this before
I didn't feel this before
I know its stupid
I know I shouldn't believe it
but I do
and that's terrifying
Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 8:01 AM UTC
I love you
what more can I say?
You're brilliant, wonderful
A new kind with every line
I write about you
you're the base of my heart
I tend to you, nurture you
take care of you with every breath
you're scarred though
shattered, scratched, tortured
in every way possible
your heart's been broken
your mind's been cracked open
she's busted you
busted my lover, my pride
I walk on a thin line
don't pull it open
don't leave it closed
how far can we go
on this path an inch off the cliff
sidling by, barely holding on
we'll fall if you don't hold on to me
on to my hand, my heart
the soul you breath upon
which I have given to you
all those years ago
that you have ignored
you're hanging onto a thread
I'm grasping the other side
you either let me pull you up
and stand close by my side
or you let yourself fall down
and fall dead to the ground
I want to save you, I swear I do
saving you is what I'll do for eternity
an angel, I've told you
a guardian knight
you have to trust me, princey
trust me your life for which I live
no matter who is pulling you down
I'm always there to pull you back up
because I love you
and I always have
I've said it countless times before
yet you never listen to me
stop crawling in the lion's den
stop following trouble around
you're no use to me if you're dead
come live with me, and let it be
forget about this history
I don't care if it's haunting me
stand above land and sea
broadcast all your magesty
although it's one small step into my arms
it's a giant leap away from all harm
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 10:11 PM UTC
So lets get this straight:
An armed, white man walks into a school,
kills 17 students and teachers with a tool
that can be bought at just any store
by a 19 year old, insane, fool,
before being caught, all on Valentine's day,
Marking the 30th mass shooting just this year
And it's not time to talk about gun control?
If they had been black, you'd say "more police"
If they had been Mexican, you'd say "build a wall"
If they had been Middle-Eastern, you'd say "travel ban"
But they're not, they're white, they're mentally ill,
so "Report the disturbed" our president says
"It's about mental health!" our congress says
"But it's not time to talk about gun control"
You send your thoughts and prayers,
while we're pleading for your help
You want to know my thoughts and prayers?
I thought our country cared about us
I thought our country loved us more than guns
And I pray that my school won't be next
That my friends won't be mourned on the internet
That we might be safe in our unsafe unchanging world
Because you won't talk about gun control
But you know what?
***** you if you think that's all we're gonna do
We're taking this horse by the reigns
Knock some sense into that old brain
We're organizing, rising up and wising up
Taking a stand, and taking a walk
Making our voices heard, better watch for that 10 o' clock
We will not be complacent in our friends' deaths
We've done it before and we will do it again
They say "when we're older"
I say "why wait till then"
These laws are going to change now
These deaths have got to be dwindling down
Everyone knows kids can be one loud crowd
And no, we won't calm down
Until no one ignores our outraged sound
We will make the politicians come around
And finally, gun control will bring peace to our towns
And finally, me, my family, and my friends, can feel safe, with long lives ahead,
and we can go back to school together again.
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 10:09 PM UTC