I don't want to sleep
I wake up unmotivated
It's another day to waste
Always on my phone
Prisoned by my thoughts
I'd do anything to keep me busy
Yet, i still don't want to sleep
I worry about my future
Is this really what i want to be in
Am i going to the right path
Or am i wasting my time with this so called "dream"
I just want to be free
I don't want to sleep
I don't want tomorrow to come
I don't want another day to worry
I don't want to feel trapped
I don't want the end to be near
I no longer see the future with me in it
So i just don't want to sleep
Apr 7, 2021
Apr 7, 2021 at 3:47 PM UTC
She cries
Cause she'd had enough
But **** life!
Giving her more
She's just a kid
She can't take it all in
She has noone to lean on
Noone to talk to
So please, life
Be nice to her
Be gentle with her
And don't let her take you away from her
Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 10:13 AM UTC
i have a problem
i thought you'll help
but something happened
you turned out to be the problem
Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 7:28 AM UTC
I think I should stop
Stop caring for what others might think
Think about me and the things I do
Do what I want and not what they want
Want what's been missing in my life
Life that has given me a lot
Lot of problems and joy
Joy that seems to be so far
Far from what I imagined it would be
Be good to others and make them smile
Smile or at least make them laugh
Laugh their hearts out to forget
Forget the things that aren't good
Good to me nor good to them
Them people who only want what's best
Best of people and best of times
Times that I shouldn't be wasting
Wasting on nonsense or so
So I really think I should stop
Stop and just be happy
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 1:12 PM UTC
I have a family
But my sister hates me
I don't know about my parents
And my brother, too
My little sister, she's the only one that can truly make me happy
My friends, I guess they won't understand me
They have their own life
But I love them all
This may not be a poem
But what the heck?
My tears are flowing!
It hurts so bad that noone seems to notice me
It's like they don't wanna get involved with me
As a result, I get nervous everytime I talk
I just don't show it
I don't have that special someone
That I can tell everything to
From my ups and downs
To what's on my mind
Noone dared to ask me about my life
About how I feel
About how I think about them
About everything
I even think I'm not normal anymore haha
I don't know
I feel so empty
This is my second time to cry at night
Where noone can hear me
Noone, I guess
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 10:15 AM UTC
There you are
Standing so far
Can't reach you
How I wish I could feel you
Now you're by my side
Thought I could never find
Someone like you
Cheering me up when I feel blue
Don't know why
But did I just see you smile?
Listening to me when I talk
Won't turn your back and walk
I feel so happy
For you are always with me
Hope this would be forever
For I would let you go never
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 6:50 AM UTC
Why do I feel this way?
Like people left me behind.
And now I'm all alone.
With noone to hold on.
Can someone come to me?
And tell me that everything's going to be alright.
'Cause I know I'm not.
And I don't think I handle more of these *****
Life for me is hard.
And so as for you, I guess.
But I wish that someday one will come to me and say,
"it's alright, I'm here. I'm not gonna leave you on your own."
And there they are.
My savior, my light, my love.
Jesus, the answer.
And God, the one that's been there for me all along.
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 8:10 AM UTC
Once upon a time
I stared right at nowhere
Confused about stuff
Hoping to have answers
Why am I here?
What am I doing with my life?
Am I ready to give up my soul?
Or I'm just trying to make things more complicated?
What should I do?
I don't know anything anymore
What happened to the happy life I once have when I was a little kid?
Did it vanish the same way bubbles pop?
Should I make a big change in my life?
Or should I just stay still as others pass by?
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 10:56 AM UTC
I'm sorry
I never notice
Your annoyance
Everytime I'm sharing
Stories that I thought
You'd love to hear
But instead
You'd rather not hear
I'm sorry
For I get excited
And I wanted to share it
To the person I cherish
Among the audience around me
I'm sorry
Please be gentle
In every word you tell me
'Cause without you knowing it
I already cried a million bucket of tears
For all the rejections
I get from you
I'm sorry
But don't worry
I'll soon change
For the better, of course
Hope you'll love
The new me
'Cause it's for you
And for me too
But lastly
I'm sorry
For loving you too much
That I didn't even feel
The hatred you have for me
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 8:41 AM UTC
I do admire you for so long
I do care for like a song
I do listen to you attentively
I do take you seriously
I do talk to myself
I do laugh at myself
I do cry everytime you leave
I do smile everytime you're near
I do feel hurt when you're with her
I do feel flattered when you're with me
I do love you so so much that
I do get jealous because of that
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 11:03 AM UTC