Can you read this?
Can you see me.
I feel like I have not been seen
In a decade.
My thoughts fly
Like a pen on paper
I love you
But those words
Are trapped in my throat
Just let me be kinda to you
Spend time with you
So I have a memory
To look back on
Nov 2, 2020
Nov 2, 2020 at 3:10 PM UTC
One in the hand is better
than two in the bush
What?!
One in the hand…
Louder!
A sure thing is better than a bet.
Yes.
But how do you ever feel alive?
You don’t.
Its an investment.
It’ll pay off when your 80.
Its bonds verses the stock market
Sort of, its more valuable.
Its your heart.
And last time you were in charge you were rather
Careless
But I’m fun.
We were shattered on the ground.
And you want to make the stakes higher
So the return will be large!
Or we will lose everything.
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 11:58 PM UTC
With my hand on the trigger
And my eye on the die.
Lets play this f'in game
You be the star.
And I'll say the name.
Whatever makes me strong,
I will live on
I will never move on,
I will never love another [like you]
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 11:47 PM UTC
One day the truth will be told,
In the blood ally,
As it always has been,
Where day and night will have no friend.
To the end they sing,
That death is just the thing,
To push two love birds into the nest,
To give love its very last breath.
For commitment is just the thing,
That despite the words we say,
Love will rue the day we meet.
For fear was in the mind
And love on the fly,
To catch the nearest eye
For soon we will all die.
So admit the love you have,
For the time we have is short,
Is it true or is it false?
To say it on the tip of the tongue,
Its like a yip, or a yell.
Come out, in full force,
And say today, that all I fear for:
Love, life and misery have come true.
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 11:44 PM UTC
I can't go backward.
So I must go forward.
I see nothing outstandingly exciting.
Last year was a blissful time.
Is that because I was ignorant?
Ignorant of what could be?
Ignorant of what I could lose?
Ignorant of what I could gain?
Now I think:
This,
This is what’s meant to be.
Come at me like a roaring lion,
I can take you.
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 1:28 AM UTC
Welcome to my little bit of heaven
There are spots and decays
Welcome to my little bit of heaven
I hope your're here stay.
The traffic here has been in the negative persuasion,
See more people leave then stay.
Welcome to my little bit of heaven,
Oh, hi grim,
Who are you stealing next?
From my little bit o heaven?
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 1:27 AM UTC
My eraser has worn out ages ago.
I'm half way through the book.
But no matter what happens I keep writing down.
The pages of my life are filling up fast.
You may have a chapter, you may not.
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 1:25 AM UTC
It hurts as bad as it did back then,
back when we used to play
And I wrote about my ways
Stanzas and lines composed how I felt
But even that has failed me now
As I sit beside myself,
I long for you
Because all I am, longs for you
And all I do is suffer
My emotions all over the place like I'm 16
And no one in a decade has ever made me
Feel the way I feel,
for you
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 11:02 PM UTC
Forget me not
As the sun sets
And I grasp your hand tighter
Remember me forever and ever
As the water carves out
Two separate rives
Diverging into two tributaries
That we were once one
And we have grown
Into something better
Than that of what we once were
And you will become something great
Of that which we write poems about.
Nov 28, 2015
Nov 28, 2015 at 9:47 PM UTC
So here it goes again.
Like a bad nightmare
My body is longing
Anxious
In so many ways
I've cried twice in the past
Ten times more for you
Because I know what I want
And what I will do are different
I am a responsible adult
Void of emotions
Full of logic.
He's...
Perfect.
You are flawed.
You reach out and
All I feel are emotions
Crippling emotions
Anxiety about my
Craving
for your touch
Wanting to love you
Heal you
He is flawless
In everyway my compliment
Except I can not reciprocate
His undying devotion
What is wrong with me?
Feels like a choice between
My best friend and my heart
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 3:15 PM UTC