towards abusin
I'll be movin on
Hard enough on myself
I don't need you
to tell me the rest,
Once again about my lack of wealth.
My life it is too precious
to be hanging in,
If you don't like who I am
it's time for me to be
movin on.
I'm not trying to offend you
but you always act so insulted
We all have our areas of insanity,
But yours keep hurting me,
I guess it's time to pack on up,
"Good try"
in destroying me
I'll finally be laughing
all the way down the road.
Feels so good to be free,
A thousand pounds lifted off of me,
No grief
no mourning
no looking back
that's the way
you know
it's over
at
last.
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 11:48 AM UTC
Approached in
the parking lot
by a man,
Assault in his eyes.
"Here's $25
"Ought to get you high. "
Punched me straight on.
"I'm not a drug addict -
I'm a hungry man,
My brain's been scrambled since
I was 10,
Society's rules
are too complex for
me to bend,
I don't know what I'm supposed to do,
I'm running
I'm stopping
I keep trying to jump through all these hoops
I keep finding myself out of the loop,
No one's told me
the secret yet.
I've been lied to many times.
"I'm going to take your money tonight,
But I will leave you with the rest,
My hunger is an insatiable spot,
Desperation rots,
Get back in your car
drive away,
Don't tell a soul
what you saw
here
today. "
Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 12:04 PM UTC
I want to get
higher & higher
&
higher
until I explode
like a Super Nova
exploding particles everywhere,
Radio waves,
Microwaves,
Neutrinos dancing,
Read at installations
every where
Anamoly?
Some cowboys electric fence?
Or better yet
a cosmic event.
How high can I get?
and
Have I got there yet?
May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015 at 10:24 AM UTC
haven't you?
Where in the world has it taken you?
Successful or not
chasing a sensation
over and over and over
again
What are you going to do?
You don't know
I don't know.
Some end up
broke and broken
Some end up in jail
Some end up with shame and remorse
the desire to fail
Some end up at the edge of bliss
with out a care in their world.
I know.
Sometimes you gotta lose your mind
pain comes and it stays
you're afraid.
Admit it.
Every day
Every ******* day.
Hey.
Is there another way
or is it what gets you through the day.
Hey.
Put your life on the line
one more time
it'll pay you premiums
every day and that's no lie
will it get you sicker
will it get you well
either way
redeemable at the gates of heaven or hell.
Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 10:01 AM UTC
Cigarette butts
in an ashtray
thought bubbles
stinking
and
dead.
Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 9:37 AM UTC
Listen
The AI's
started humming
"Happy trails to you..."
Too.
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 9:13 AM UTC
Is an arrow
which pierced my heart
my love is a flower
growing with my soul
Your eyes are my mirror
Your arms my sweet embrace
Your words are my healing
Our time is the sealing
of our love's fate.
Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 12:15 PM UTC
You're drugs on legs
jonesing
one
more
****
of you.
-
Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 6:17 PM UTC
I gave up looking for love
several days ago
I rearranged my room
gave myself a different name
my heart's run away
now I need a place to lay
a purse or a nurse
these are what I crave
surely I can say
lovers
one after the other have come my way.
But I'm all done with that
a nurse or a purse is what I crave
take care of these
my final days.
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 10:21 AM UTC
Honoring commitment
or
Cutting your losses.
Knowing when to hold'em
Knowing when to fold'em.
Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 10:08 AM UTC