SBonney - Hello Poetry

towards abusin I'll be movin on Hard enough on myself I don't need you to tell me the rest, Once again about my lack of wealth. My life it is too precious to be hanging in, If you don't like who I am it's time for me to be movin on. I'm not trying to offend you but you always act so insulted We all have our areas of insanity, But yours keep hurting me, I guess it's time to pack on up, "Good try" in destroying me I'll finally be laughing all the way down the road. Feels so good to be free, A thousand pounds lifted off of me, No grief no mourning no looking back that's the way you know it's over at last.

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Jul 18, 2015

Jul 18, 2015 at 11:48 AM UTC

SBonney

if you're moving

towards abusin I'll be movin on Hard enough on myself I don't need you to tell me the rest, Once again about my lack of wealth. My life it is too precious to be hanging in, If you don't like who I am it's time for me to be movin on. I'm not trying to offend you but you always act so insulted We all have our areas of insanity, But yours keep hurting me, I guess it's time to pack on up, "Good try" in destroying me I'll finally be laughing all the way down the road. Feels so good to be free, A thousand pounds lifted off of me, No grief no mourning no looking back that's the way you know it's over at last.

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Approached in the parking lot by a man, Assault in his eyes. "Here's $25 "Ought to get you high. " Punched me straight on. "I'm not a drug addict - I'm a hungry man, My brain's been scrambled since I was 10, Society's rules are too complex for me to bend, I don't know what I'm supposed to do, I'm running I'm stopping I keep trying to jump through all these hoops I keep finding myself out of the loop, No one's told me the secret yet. I've been lied to many times. "I'm going to take your money tonight, But I will leave you with the rest, My hunger is an insatiable spot, Desperation rots, Get back in your car drive away, Don't tell a soul what you saw here today. "

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Jun 9, 2015

Jun 9, 2015 at 12:04 PM UTC

SBonney

Parking Lot Enlightenment

Approached in the parking lot by a man, Assault in his eyes. "Here's $25 "Ought to get you high. " Punched me straight on. "I'm not a drug addict - I'm a hungry man, My brain's been scrambled since I was 10, Society's rules are too complex for me to bend, I don't know what I'm supposed to do, I'm running I'm stopping I keep trying to jump through all these hoops I keep finding myself out of the loop, No one's told me the secret yet. I've been lied to many times. "I'm going to take your money tonight, But I will leave you with the rest, My hunger is an insatiable spot, Desperation rots, Get back in your car drive away, Don't tell a soul what you saw here today. "

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I want to get higher & higher & higher until I explode like a Super Nova exploding particles everywhere, Radio waves, Microwaves, Neutrinos dancing, Read at installations every where Anamoly? Some cowboys electric fence? Or better yet a cosmic event. How high can I get? and Have I got there yet?

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May 16, 2015

May 16, 2015 at 10:24 AM UTC

SBonney

Higher Ground

I want to get higher & higher & higher until I explode like a Super Nova exploding particles everywhere, Radio waves, Microwaves, Neutrinos dancing, Read at installations every where Anamoly? Some cowboys electric fence? Or better yet a cosmic event. How high can I get? and Have I got there yet?

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haven't you? Where in the world has it taken you? Successful or not chasing a sensation over and over and over again What are you going to do? You don't know I don't know. Some end up broke and broken Some end up in jail Some end up with shame and remorse the desire to fail Some end up at the edge of bliss with out a care in their world. I know. Sometimes you gotta lose your mind pain comes and it stays you're afraid. Admit it. Every day Every ******* day. Hey. Is there another way or is it what gets you through the day. Hey. Put your life on the line one more time it'll pay you premiums every day and that's no lie will it get you sicker will it get you well either way redeemable at the gates of heaven or hell.

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Apr 25, 2015

Apr 25, 2015 at 10:01 AM UTC

SBonney

I've always been vice ridden

haven't you? Where in the world has it taken you? Successful or not chasing a sensation over and over and over again What are you going to do? You don't know I don't know. Some end up broke and broken Some end up in jail Some end up with shame and remorse the desire to fail Some end up at the edge of bliss with out a care in their world. I know. Sometimes you gotta lose your mind pain comes and it stays you're afraid. Admit it. Every day Every ******* day. Hey. Is there another way or is it what gets you through the day. Hey. Put your life on the line one more time it'll pay you premiums every day and that's no lie will it get you sicker will it get you well either way redeemable at the gates of heaven or hell.

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Depersonalization Derealization Dissociation Delusional Hallucinations Confabulation Perseveration persevered. Clanging Rhyming Echolalia echolalia. Paranoia Ideas of reference Thought blocking Internal stimuli Thought broadcasting heard every way every day. Mental disorders or poets extraordinary The Paiute anthropologist locked up on the inpatient unit with visions of the ancestors dancing in his eyes said "See these folks you have locked up, In ancient days from the desert hills they came our way delivered truths in their special way. "Once they had their say On desert winds they blew back up to their hills away straight away. " "Can you please give me the keys. I've said what I had to say. "

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SBonney

Apr 18, 2015

Apr 18, 2015 at 12:05 PM UTC

sjr1000

Keeping One's Distance/ The Poetry of Madness

Depersonalization Derealization Dissociation Delusional Hallucinations Confabulation Perseveration persevered. Clanging Rhyming Echolalia echolalia. Paranoia Ideas of reference Thought blocking Internal stimuli Thought broadcasting heard every way every day. Mental disorders or poets extraordinary The Paiute anthropologist locked up on the inpatient unit with visions of the ancestors dancing in his eyes said "See these folks you have locked up, In ancient days from the desert hills they came our way delivered truths in their special way. "Once they had their say On desert winds they blew back up to their hills away straight away. " "Can you please give me the keys. I've said what I had to say. "

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The crime families had arrived long before our time dressed in suits and ties jeans and lies. Con games transparent, No one's even too embarrassed or even bothers to try and hide it. It's all a racket better believe it Student loans Insurance Medications to save your life Credit cards House payments Rental agreements The military industrial complex the war machine The grocery store The grocery store The Supermarket what do you mean you gotta eat at least the poisoned air is free. Elections thrilled with bribery The gas station cell phone bills electrical payments moving violation tickets Banks with smiling faces Bound to get you on your knees begging for more. Guess what? What ever you think you are craving, You know that's a racket too every time you turn around they're going to take their vig off of you. When you get to heaven you are going to find one fact for sure that's a racket too.

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SBonney

Apr 18, 2015

Apr 18, 2015 at 12:04 PM UTC

sjr1000

Trick and Trap/The American Rackets

The crime families had arrived long before our time dressed in suits and ties jeans and lies. Con games transparent, No one's even too embarrassed or even bothers to try and hide it. It's all a racket better believe it Student loans Insurance Medications to save your life Credit cards House payments Rental agreements The military industrial complex the war machine The grocery store The grocery store The Supermarket what do you mean you gotta eat at least the poisoned air is free. Elections thrilled with bribery The gas station cell phone bills electrical payments moving violation tickets Banks with smiling faces Bound to get you on your knees begging for more. Guess what? What ever you think you are craving, You know that's a racket too every time you turn around they're going to take their vig off of you. When you get to heaven you are going to find one fact for sure that's a racket too.

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I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know where I'm going, I don't know who I'm being. I keep getting asked this riddle for which I have no answer, An answer with a riddle I can't decipher. I'm only trying to be the vision I'm a seeing but it seems sometimes so meaningless to me. I can only nod and smile as my words are delivered, I can only look at the door and wonder who it was that stole the mirror. I know somewhere a breeze is blowing but it isn't inside of me I keep watching my shoes waiting for one of them to make a move. I don't know what I'm doing I don't know where I'm going I don't know who I'm supposed to be. Where do you look when you are so lost and can you tell me what will be the cost to find one's heart's desire, I don't have the answer. I don't know the road ahead, a rearview mirror floats in my head. The darkness is on either side I know I have these flashlights hidden somewhere inside. Listen closely you can hear your name calling you, But this time instead down the road I will go. I don't know what I'm seeing I don't know what I'm feeling I can't find the road to being I only know what I've been told I only know what I believe my mind has been known to deceive, I don't know who I'm trying to be, I guess I'll find it as I go, Moving on down the line, One more time. You can come along with me but only if you want to be.

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SBonney

Apr 3, 2015

Apr 3, 2015 at 1:58 PM UTC

sjr1000

Lost

I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know where I'm going, I don't know who I'm being. I keep getting asked this riddle for which I have no answer, An answer with a riddle I can't decipher. I'm only trying to be the vision I'm a seeing but it seems sometimes so meaningless to me. I can only nod and smile as my words are delivered, I can only look at the door and wonder who it was that stole the mirror. I know somewhere a breeze is blowing but it isn't inside of me I keep watching my shoes waiting for one of them to make a move. I don't know what I'm doing I don't know where I'm going I don't know who I'm supposed to be. Where do you look when you are so lost and can you tell me what will be the cost to find one's heart's desire, I don't have the answer. I don't know the road ahead, a rearview mirror floats in my head. The darkness is on either side I know I have these flashlights hidden somewhere inside. Listen closely you can hear your name calling you, But this time instead down the road I will go. I don't know what I'm seeing I don't know what I'm feeling I can't find the road to being I only know what I've been told I only know what I believe my mind has been known to deceive, I don't know who I'm trying to be, I guess I'll find it as I go, Moving on down the line, One more time. You can come along with me but only if you want to be.

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A tiny spider in a tidal pool struggles to survive. All around us all the time every nanosecond every millimeter every tick of the atomic clock nervous systems electric signals for survival You know the ones we call it fear and panic life and death struggles all around us all the time one goes on one stays behind to decompose and scatter. Cells Stars Multiverses universes of branes colliding, beginning a new round of winners and losers. Matter snaps in snaps out, no one knows where they come from where they go. Infinitely smaller and smaller Infinitely larger and larger on every level all around us all the time the struggle to survive.

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SBonney

Mar 24, 2015

Mar 24, 2015 at 9:38 AM UTC

sjr1000

Cosmic Consciousness from a windowless room

A tiny spider in a tidal pool struggles to survive. All around us all the time every nanosecond every millimeter every tick of the atomic clock nervous systems electric signals for survival You know the ones we call it fear and panic life and death struggles all around us all the time one goes on one stays behind to decompose and scatter. Cells Stars Multiverses universes of branes colliding, beginning a new round of winners and losers. Matter snaps in snaps out, no one knows where they come from where they go. Infinitely smaller and smaller Infinitely larger and larger on every level all around us all the time the struggle to survive.

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Cigarette butts in an ashtray thought bubbles stinking and dead.

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Mar 24, 2015