The sea of change,
Swept me away.
I looked back,
For just a moment,
And you looked away.
The good times hurt more,
Then the bad ever could.
Because they remind me,
Every single day of what I left.
If I come back one day,
I hope I can show you,
How much I changed.
Jan 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 at 2:44 AM UTC
When can I go home.?
I gave up everything to be with you,
Now the days have become longer.
I trained myself to love you,
And now I’m slowly watching,
As you change me into your puppet.
I always knew it would end up this way,
Your hands squeezing my throat,
While caressing my head,
I know I’ll never leave,
This place has become much too comfortable,
Besides, I forgot what the outside smells like..
Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 12:29 AM UTC
Your lifeless doll,
Lost between plains of existence,
Hands outstretched towards you.
You’re her fountain of hope.
Consuming your life,
Just so she can breathe.
The water turned red,
And when you start to decay,
She will remember how to live.
Feb 14, 2017
Feb 14, 2017 at 1:53 AM UTC
So it seems you had to leave, for the hundredth time again,
I’m so close to reaching my limit, Know that once I’m done it will really be the end,
Your pretty words will no longer have the power to move me like they once did,
Your sinful charm will no longer wrap around me like chains which seem unbreakable.
Once I’m done, the coldness that you will see,
will even be able to cut your heart which once seemed impenetrable. You’ll tell me again how I’m the air in the lungs. the beat of your heart and the reason for your existence.
Though those words will no longer be able to move me.. It will be as if we never existed, and our love will fade into oblivion, were it belongs, for you and I are no different than the wolf and the moon.
Calling to one another, in the same world yet not allowed to meet. If it breaks me in the end I swear, I’m taking you with me, maybe we can finally find peace whilst we burn together.
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 12:21 AM UTC
If I could write you a letter with my tears, telling you how I feel,
Then maybe I’d have the courage to tell you just how wrong this is. Except I’m so tangled up in these sins that now I know, there’s no escape.
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 6:03 AM UTC
Perfect for each other yet forced to hide their love in the darkness,
If only he could reach his hand out to her and run them through her hair,
When the sun shines, the ghost of her embrace burns his skin.
She penetrates his thoughts, bringing him close to breaking point,
For the emptiness that awaits him every morning,
Is nothing more than the cold cruel hands of despair
Crushing his dreams from the night.
The light holds nothing for him without her..
Dancing in the moonlight, the stars the only witness to their Sin,
In his embrace she found a new world, where only they exist.
If giving up her life meant this moment could last forever,
She would welcome deaths tender embrace with open arms.
Fear flashes in her eyes, as the sun starts to rise,
Torn apart by the inevitably of their fate,
They part ways once again, though tomorrow night is a new night,
And as the moon eclipses the sun,
They will be joined together in darkness once again.
Apr 4, 2016
Apr 4, 2016 at 5:40 AM UTC
They all think I’m selfish,
Having my bad baby on the side,
They say I want to have my cake and eat it too,
Can't they see the cake is so bitter, but at least it’s mine,
And I can’t stop this,
Compelling mess I have created.
When I say it makes me so tired,
They all look away.
Living two lives is not easy,
Neither is loving two people,
It takes dedication and something less desirable,
The thing is I want it all,
And in truth I’m okay with being the worst kind..
Apr 2, 2016
Apr 2, 2016 at 8:04 PM UTC
You have returned to my side finally,
I thought I’d feel whole, feel alive,
Instead I feel devoid of emotion,
Devoid of the passion you once breathed into me.
It’s not that my feelings changed or that I love you any less,
Rather I spent so long waiting for you, hoping,
So much so that all the love I have for you is weighing me down,
Until I can’t move or think, you make me so weak and powerless.
Sometimes I wonder how long until this is over..
Knowing that I’ll never leave you,
I don’t have the strength to walk away from you,
The only chance I have to be free from you,
Is if you push me away.
You told me that will never happen,
So I guess we’re stuck together..
In reality I would not have it any other way,
You lurk in every corner of my tainted heart.
Apr 2, 2016
Apr 2, 2016 at 6:39 AM UTC
Like a bird I long to fly free into your arms,
Though they soon will become a prison to me.
For freedom is forever fleeting,
Though if I had to choose a prison to live in,
Yours would be the sweetest my love.
Break my wings and suffocate me with your presence,
Freedom is an illusion,
I’d trade it all, I’d be your prisoner,
If it meant I’d be yours.
Mar 26, 2016
Mar 26, 2016 at 5:33 AM UTC
Your love is like poison to me,
Flowing through my veins,
I know I’ll pay the price for this sin.
You’ve become my obsession,
Though you’re turning me into someone I despise.
Though I keep coming back for more,
For I never felt more alive,
Then when you’re shoving me down.
Mar 26, 2016
Mar 26, 2016 at 5:24 AM UTC