Halfway to heartbreak
Or halfway to home
The path laid before me
The fog of unknown
If I open that door
What lays behind
The heartbreak or home
That I glimpse in my mind
Dec 17, 2025
Dec 17, 2025 at 5:53 PM UTC
I could write about the future that you made me see
Before walking out the door with a girl who wasn’t me
I could write about the way you made me want to be the best version I could be
Then told me it’s not good enough you just don’t really like me
I could write about how you chased and chased
And when I started running too you said you didn’t like this game
I could tell of all the ways you broke my heart
And the ways you made it ache
Though none of it is real all of it is true
We were never in love so why does it feel like I lost you
Oct 19, 2025
Oct 19, 2025 at 4:00 PM UTC
Longing for a love like the one I felt before
But I can hardly call that love anymore
Instead my overwhelming feelings a kind of limerence
The sight of you causing my heart to prance
As you lingered in my life all those years
Pulling on my heart in a way it still fears
Far enough away not to break the fantasy
Close enough to stoke the flames in me
And I look on obsessing you into my everything
Though nothing real could our relationship bring
Sep 29, 2025
Sep 29, 2025 at 6:06 PM UTC
Would that I could escape all this pain
I run and run but my body’s still the same
If I could float I could fly leave my body for a time
To know the weightlessness of not being overwhelmed by this constant pain
To flit in the currents of the wind and not feel the whole world around me spin
To run and not tire to walk and not ache
To fit in with the crowds passing by
To relate to them when they complain about what it is like to fly
To fit in without even having to try
Instead of trying so hard to lock it all up inside
Just smile and say your doing fine
And I’m sorry I can’t make it I haven’t got the time
Just to sit inside and cry till all my tears are dry
Wondering what it would be like if I could only fly
Jul 11, 2025
Jul 11, 2025 at 3:05 PM UTC
Whispers in my mind, voices in my head
Scattered thoughts turned to scratches of lead
What does it mean? What has it said?
It's nothing but words cold and dead
Scatters of verse tangles of meaning
Only time will tell what these thoughts are gleaning
Will the words I write do their part
To slowly heal my shattered heart
Jun 27, 2025
Jun 27, 2025 at 10:41 AM UTC
They say if I just got this far it all would go away
The pain the loss that haunts me would just be gone someday
The light and bright potential would chase the clouds away
But the darkness still lurks closely, crouched in waiting it lays
If I keep running can I leave it all in the past
Finally reach something so great the pain is gone at last
May 23, 2025
May 23, 2025 at 4:55 PM UTC
You’ve played your part, now I shall play mine
On and on in this game we mime
Trapped in these parallel lines
Will one of us break script
And voice now our truest line
Or do we play on
living out these lies
Never letting this false face slide
May 22, 2025
May 22, 2025 at 2:00 PM UTC