It’s been a month since you broke me
Broke me in so many more ways than I could imagine
My self worth is gone
I know im pretty
I know im hot
I know im clever
I know im funny
But im not happy
I dont love myself fully because i dont even know how to love my self completely again
I never knew the parts of me that i unconsciously loved that are now betrayed and left behind
And i dont know how to get them back
I feel unworthy
I feel “not enough”
I cant hold my head up high like i did before
When the problem at hand was way bigger than this small change
But the change was in my heart so now it affects me in every way
I build myself up but it all comes down when i see him again
I feel all over again how i was discarded
how little i meant to him when he meant too much for me
All these feelings come rushing back and i fall back down the stairs i climbed
I dont know how to de attache my name from his
Myself from him
To be me again
And not the girl that was left by him
Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 5:37 PM UTC