The things we want, or need
Are those we that can't have
Or we have to wait for
To see if they will last
My time with you is slipping
I don't know what to say
That will make the break easier
To stop the inevitable pain
I can say that I'll treasure
Every second I can be with you
And I hope that somehow
You feel the same way too
I can't say I won't cry
When it's time for me to go
But I can say I'll miss you
And hope you'll think of me too....
Dec 4, 2017
Dec 4, 2017 at 5:06 AM UTC
Say you'll stay with me
And I'll give you my all
No matter what you say, or do
I'll always be here when you call.
Why can't you love me?
I just want to know
What have I done that's so wrong
To make you want to go?
We've been through so much
I just can't say goodbye
You know I'll always love you
So give me one good reason why
Why can't you love me?
I just want to know
What have I done that's so wrong
To make you want to go?
I'll always be by your side
No matter what comes our way
Please don't run from me
I just want you to say
Why you can't love me
I just want to know
What I can do to make it right
To make you not want to go?
Sep 25, 2017
Sep 25, 2017 at 6:42 PM UTC
It's a little too late to tell me now
Even if I could believe it somehow
It might have been true, when you said 'I love you'
But we both knew, and still do
That our timing's way off, and I just can't say
If in another ten years, I'll feel the same way
Trust you, once again, to tear my heart in two
Trust me, once again, to be the fool, because I love you too....
May 26, 2017
May 26, 2017 at 9:55 PM UTC
After all this time, I still look for your name
You will never leave my thoughts, no matter the pain
I honestly wish you knew what you'd done
But it's okay for you, you've up and gone
I wish I could tell you what you meant to me
But hey, who cares, you'll never see
The hurt I still feel, the tears I've shed
The heartbreak that still lingers, how much I've bled
You'll never know, and you'll never care
That if you needed me now, I'd be right there
But you've forgotten me, and all we went through
And I wish I didn't, but deep down, I still love you....
Dec 1, 2016
Dec 1, 2016 at 3:05 PM UTC
Do you ever feel
That it isn't enough?
Do you ever feel
Like it's all too much?
Do you ever just
Want to walk away?
And try again
Another day?
I have these days
And good ones too
If my current self
Only knew
That it would get better
That it's okay to be sad
It's okay to be upset
It's okay to be bad
My brain seems to understand
What my heart doesn't see
I guess I need to know
Will someone be there for me?
To tell me it's okay
That's I'm doing the best I can
And just be there
To hold my hand
When it's all too much to take
When I can't see the light
To tell me I'm strong enough
To stand up and fight.
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 9:55 AM UTC
A year ago today
I found out you were here
As the doctor spoke the words
I barely shed a tear
A year ago today
Was the day my life changed
I couldn’t take it in at all
There were no words to say
A year ago today
I didn't know what to do
The shock was overwhelming
How could there be a 'You'?
A year ago today
I found out you weren’t meant to be
It didn't make sense, this wasn't meant to happen
The words burned my heart, you see
Now, one year later
If you had stayed with us, here
What would you have been like?
Would you have been like me?
Now, one year later
Would you have been like Dad?
He wonders too, what could have been
It still makes him so sad
We didn't know you were here
We hadn't planned it, we don't know why
But it still breaks our hearts some days
And it still makes us cry
We didn't know you were here
And even though it wasn't meant to be
You still touched us, more than you know
Forever, with us, you will be
Apr 23, 2016
Apr 23, 2016 at 3:10 AM UTC
After all this time, I still look for your name
You will never leave my thoughts, no matter thee pain
I honestly wish you knew what you'd done
But it's okay for you, you've up and gone
I wish I could tell you what you meant to me
But hey, who cares, you'll never see
The hurt I still feel, the tears I've shed
The heartbreak that still lingers, how much I've bled
You'll never know, and you'll never care
That if you needed me now, I'd be right there
But you've forgotten me, and all we went through
And I wish I didn't, but deep down, I still love you....
Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 5:18 PM UTC
It's taken some time, and a whole lot of pain. But finally I'm starting to see the sun, and not just the rain. I've hurt the ones I love the most, the people I hold dear, I hope you can forgive me, and still let me stay near. The clouds are at last lifting, so I can find my way, I know I'm getting stronger, a little more each day. I will always love you all, you mean the world to me. I hope we can get back to where we once were, and you get to see the me I want to be....
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 6:01 PM UTC
Take me to a place
Where it doesn't hurt
Take me to a place
Where I won't get burnt
Take me to a place
Where I can be happy again
Take me to a place
Where there is no pain
Take me to a place
Where I can be me
Take me to a place
Where I can be free
me to a place
Where I don't feel alone
Take me to a place
That I can call home....
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 11:09 PM UTC
You make me smile, you make me cry,
And through my tears I wonder why?
Why we go through so much pain,
When really, what is there to gain?
Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 1:52 AM UTC