I'ts been a while since you've caught my eye, or at least that's what I wish I could say: that I knew all along, that it was love at first sight or a deep conection created in an instant; but I was clueless I guess I still am.
In your book you make me the protagonist,
I chose to play chess,
you made me your queen and treat me like a rare diamond protecting every inch of me from the outside things.
Your eyes are so kind, I'd hate to see them shed a tear,
I'd go against anyone who'd dare harm you,
I'd hate for that person to be me,
knowing all I'm capable of when you look at me.
Yet I push you away, because if this were meant to be you would stay, this relationship would make you grow, not limit the person I know you could become
Without me, I'm dyeing to tell you come in, yet I shut the door, cry myself to sleep, hide under the covers so to the world
you and I
don't exist.
Drowning in my own words, writing what I cannot confess.
It becomes scary when you give that much power to the one you admire
I wish I could play into your game, I know you would carry me, love me, give me everythig,
anything...
I don't
I love you...
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 11:07 PM UTC
A big page has flipped entering what is the newest chapter in the book of my drems
your voice, it's sweet I could listen to it all day and when u sing your sweetness portrais
I love the way you know me, or at least the way you think you do,
I love the nicknames you make up instead of saying my name tho it's beautiful,
I love the way you listen, I feel understood,
I love that you make Time for me, and that I'm in your thoughts even if im not with you
I love the little gifts you give me, wheather if it's flowers or a plush, they make me smile and think of you,
I love it when you wish me good night, or when I wake up to a text saying have a good day!
I love the way you walk in a playfull way and how when you are nerveous your leg begins to shake
I love that you want to grow, I'd wish that's with me by your side,
I love the way you support me and encourage me to do whats right
I love the way you say hi to people by their name, even when mistakenly you say the wrong one
I love the way you are invested in hearing what I have to say and advising me in the best way.
I love your smile, it brings me butterfies, I can't believe it's you I'm looking at
I love the funny faces you make, when you are thinking about something
I love it when you tell me I look nice
I love the way you respect me, even when things get hard
I love the way you plan what what we are going to do like its your favorite activity
I love the way you talk to me...
I love the things you do and the way you are but I still dont love u
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 2:46 AM UTC
Men will take advantage, they'll ruin your soul
challege your values, better stay strong
let go and you'll be a ****
stay true, what are you worth for?
It's not what I want, can I just be naive this once?
A fantasy I'll seek, wherever it might be,
romantizice your critics,
show up, that's what the title means, better fit in
my voice under the covers will hide, grasping for air as your lips brush my skin
settle for your words
let you use me till you abuse me,
who'll get to appreciate who I really am? If I can't even bring it to mind
better have a someone that says " you look beautiful tonight" even if thats the only reason he lays by my side
Nov 5, 2025
Nov 5, 2025 at 10:17 PM UTC
Tic tok
Time comes in between
my life, my things,
so many things to do
a bubble comes true
yet really creeps in,
TIC TOK
TIC TOK
sudenly im no longer 17, how will I live?
tik tok tik tok
what to do?
what to think?
its all so uncertain I'll just have to jump in
Nov 2, 2025
Nov 2, 2025 at 2:24 AM UTC
I like you, I really do, everytime I see your text I can feel a smile up on my face, heart pounding hands shaking as I think about what to say next.
It has to sound cool, not too desperate, not this soon, and it just makes me wonder, Do you like me too?
You must at least find me interesting, maybe pretty though I'm unsure, it scares me not to know what this is becoming into.
Everything sounds great starting from your name, but the real you may remain hidden until I can uncover his trace.
Is the real you sweet and kind as I've witnessed or is it just an act, and you a really good actor that wants to win my heart.
It didn't take you long for you to make yourself into my thoughts , I think about you every hour of the day. I just hope this is true I'm letting down some walls that might not be meant for that use, but how then are you going to meet the real me? how would you now that I'm smart and like to drink tea? something seems off, but I guess only time will tell, if acting skills play at best or if you're worthy of living in my thoughts every moment of the day.
Oct 30, 2025
Oct 30, 2025 at 12:04 AM UTC
It hurts, not having you near, wish you were by my side, singing a song or watching the sky.
It hurt, the way you lift me up to the sky, only to let go once I trusted in your arms to fall in.
It hurts, knowing you pretended all the time, lied to my face while I was polite.
It hurts, everytime I think of you, the moments we shared, so lovely, so sweet, they make me want to write you, see what you think....
It hurts, thinking you could be the one for me, when all I was to you, a game, not for two.
It hurt, the dissapointment, the idea I had of you, held you so highly now I look down on you.
It hurt when you ended it, shards to my heart, but I didn't colapse I kept my compulsure even when every word you said dug deeper in my heart.
It hurt, it did, it still does, but pain isin't something I haven delt with before, it'll hurt a bit more until I grow, only to realise
you were nothing next to my beautiful soul.
Aug 27, 2025
Aug 27, 2025 at 11:43 PM UTC
If words could speak my mind,
what would they say?
Would you understand the meaning they held?
Thoughts get scrambled up in my head,
cripling inside to make the front page.
Then a tought is forgotten, lost at sea
rain drops slip under making it seen
Maby forgoten was better, it didnt hurt
but not thinking of your smile is a curse, even tho they pain is hard to bear
It gets even worse, or that's what I've heard
rejection it felt, bravery should have been withheld
a risk not taken, my mind still shaken
May 27, 2025
May 27, 2025 at 1:07 AM UTC
You think you're stupid because you gave up everything for her.
You think you're stupid because you missed the school dance and the play.
But what you don't remember
Is holding up her hair,
Her laugh,
And how she made you smile.
You think you're stupid because you didn't go to the hangout place,
But what you didn't realize
Is that suddenly that wasn’t as important
As being with her.
The assumption you held about a girlfriend
Doesn’t seem to align with the real world,
And even though you laughed about your friends,
You seem to end up in the same place.
You thought they were stupid because they missed the game,
But it turns out
You were even worse
For not knowing what you were missing
By not having someone like her.
May 2, 2025
May 2, 2025 at 2:34 AM UTC