you
you are controlling this life of yours
you say it’s ****** up
but you’re the one causing it
drugs, alcohol, smoke
you think that’s gonna make it better?
oh this generation of ours
isn’t gonna last long
if that’s what everyone turns up too
whenever things are down
we
we are killing ourselves
with whatever creation that we think
might make us feel better
but no
it’s just all a disaster
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 7:08 AM UTC
him
a wing trapped in a cage
i was not one to hold
therefore
i was one to let go
the cage
it’s doors opened
the wing
free
it hurt
yes i admit that
but the wing
is free and glad
for it is not trapped no more
but
the wing remembers
for what it left
behind all alone
therefore
it came back
May 5, 2018
May 5, 2018 at 9:11 AM UTC
i’ve never felt l so cruel in my life
i know it’s not fully my fault
for that person to leave..
she was nice and good but my parents didn’t like her
and i nagged a-bit about her with my parents too and now i regret it
i complained about the unnecessary things but that’s wrong cause no one can be perfect to anyone
yesterday she came crying to me cause mom scram at her
it’s not fair
not at all
she came crying telling me how its her life and her children’s life that she’s working for
and she’s been respecting the house and the members as hard as she could
and she said how she doesn’t know what she did wrong
imagine not knowing what you did and even if you didn’t do anything wrong.. people still blame you
and then she left.. was obliged too
she liked this house
unlike others
and a smile has been shown on her face
after years of not feeling that happiness
she left
and now i blame myself
for not standing up for her
not helping her
she needed it
and now she’s left off thinking
why no one liked me
why am i left
just like all other times
and not knowing why
Apr 24, 2018
Apr 24, 2018 at 8:06 AM UTC
as i was witnessing today
the beautiful skies
what i saw
and only saw
was my future
i fear of it
i always do
for it scares me
till i might lose
not knowing where i’ll end
not knowing the days ahead
i fear still
for the days to come
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 9:08 AM UTC
as the sun drowns into the oceans
the hole world turns off
except the crystal lights
coming out of buildings
in the day
gods creation is what makes everything work out
and in the night
it’s our creation that keep the nights
go on
but
as the sun comes up again
it’s a new day
new day to rise
new day to make your life
a new good one
a day to start anew
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 9:49 AM UTC
depression
is a mood
and not a destination
it comes and goes
it’s not permanent
it’s just here
for a moment
so don’t fear
what is about to come next
but be ready
for what will be on next
Mar 31, 2018
Mar 31, 2018 at 6:05 AM UTC
i was shot
dead
now a hole has formed into my heart
the heart that’s never been auburn
that’s never felt so alive
but always been dead
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 3:16 PM UTC
the universe is too ignorant
the universe doesn’t know who you are
no one does
it’s just you
all alone
in the darkness
but as you drown
deep down in the oceans
and scream
still;
silence is louder
you’re left down there
not able to breathe
not able to speak
and suddenly,
death reaches you
that’s when
the universe
becomes aware of the unknown
of the gone
of the dead
Mar 26, 2018
Mar 26, 2018 at 1:15 PM UTC
hey handsome
so just between us
everyone is putting a brave face
but i think they’re all really scared
i can’t imagine losing you
it’s too much to imagine
but that’s not gonna happen, is it?
my man is too strong for that
so why don’t you surprise us all
and open those beautiful blue eyes
and take my breath away
like you know you do
just open those eyes
and see me like no eyes ever have
and i’ll be right here waiting
Mar 25, 2018
Mar 25, 2018 at 11:33 PM UTC