It's condemning to say
Burdening to admit
Destructing enough
It is to be said,
That the shards of what is left of me,
Is still in my hands in a tight grip
I tolerated the pain;
Enough so it keeps me awake.
That what shattered me,
With remnants of my pieces gone
Is the reason of my rage.
To tell me...
That what destroyed me,
Is what my sanity needed?
That rage burns more embers
Gives more light than happiness ever did?
To give my bitter gratitude
To someone who desecrated me
Brought me to my knees out of grief
And prayed my soul in exchange
Is that why struggles exist?
Do tell, How it kept me alive
to the bitter end;
To be better?
Is the heights I toiled
Is destined to fall?
For me to feel grief
And to chase the relief?
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 4:57 PM UTC
My moon
My heart is yours through your phases
may it be cloudy and rains
My eyes is yours even if you're not within it
I'll feel you all through my nights
may it be cold or dreary
may it feel like a hurtful nostalgia
I will be with you
Even if my insomnia declines
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 4:38 PM UTC
I love you, Ara
My moon and skies
forever for my soul to miss
even after my heart ceases
May this heartbreak be your last
and may this poem be my apology
for I hope a part of me lingers
in the corners of your mind, even if it hurts.
and print me to be the villain
for wanting a bit of me
to be imprinted
as a part of you
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 4:33 PM UTC
My moon
My sun and stars
My peace
and everything so pretty
My thoughts
My war and battle
My unsaid things
and everything untold
To the woman
I never once met
but I oh so love;
dearly so
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 4:28 PM UTC
The moon is pretty isn't it?
May my words flood your heart
May your mind comprehend it's meaning
May my confession be heard
Let the stars tell the tale
Let the clouds sift through my wishes
Only to tell my desires
To exclude my obsessions
On how everything beautiful
Pales in comparison to you <3
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 4:27 PM UTC
With you,
I can romanticize sins
If loving you is so wrong;
May my soul be ****** with it
How could I not?
When I feel salvation;
Tasted heaven
Just being with you
Dec 16, 2025
Dec 16, 2025 at 4:29 PM UTC
I'll kiss you through your lies
hold you in your insecurities
I can't take them away
but I hope I'll put your mind at ease
I'll miss your past as you miss them
lie through my teeth that it doesn't bother
brace my heart for the impact
so that I could understand your intentions
and love you through it
no matter what
as I decided
I'll marry you through your rubies
as I love you within your emeralds
Dec 15, 2025
Dec 15, 2025 at 5:10 PM UTC
And there I stood
Time was paused
Misery deftly poured
I watched them misunderstood
I could not utter
Only sobbed
If I could
I'd ***** words
And I might feed them bile
Corrosive and bitter
But instead I stayed silent
As i fed them their sweetest delusions
Dec 14, 2025
Dec 14, 2025 at 12:37 AM UTC
If I were given a chance to re-live
I would choose the moment
where you have not left yet
Even to repeat that a thousand times
Yet with theory where to re-live
Means to create a thousand more of that instance
nth of seconds that feels like an eternity
And grief beyond belief
Then there I'm relieved
Even if I feel sorry for myself
Who were shattered to be left without;
A thousand fold
Yet It's frightening
Where my thoughts rendered
Those sacrifices insignificant
For me to be loved by you,
Once again
Dec 14, 2025
Dec 14, 2025 at 12:32 AM UTC
To make a master piece out of you
Is the only love I could give
To give you my words
A blanket of affirmations
But you were an art
Already drawn and hued
You were a canvas
Painted by many hearts
I yield, of course dear
My words couldn't be read by you
You understand colors and hues
Your eyes speaks
You cannot be written
And in your heart filled with paint
I have nothing but a thin stroke of ink
That many may read but not yours to comprehend
Dec 14, 2025
Dec 14, 2025 at 12:21 AM UTC