You thought he was beautiful?
Maybe so.
Yet he weeps when he looks in the mirror,
much like an old willow…
Grasping at the earth with
Cracked and tethered vines
With
Anger and sorrow
With
Insecurities drowning his roots
He wonders what the sky looks like,
While he’s forced to
watch himself grow down
He thinks “it must be beautiful”
Maybe so.
Aug 12, 2022
Aug 12, 2022 at 5:31 PM UTC
She has cherry stained lips that
Curl into a smile but it’s
The end of a leash without slack,
A chain around your wrists
That only get tighter when you
Lean in to kiss
Her double sided edges
Her name is desire
Aug 11, 2022
Aug 11, 2022 at 1:02 PM UTC
People call me talented…
But if only the art from my hands could
Play violin
instead of reliving sad memories and
Holding my breath in
While the words try and
Try to create something
That makes more sense than
Someone with delicate hands
Playing a violin
Aug 4, 2022
Aug 4, 2022 at 8:17 PM UTC
I wonder
Do you ever catch a taste
Of those lies you fed to
Everyone else?
Does it fill a void
That grasping at my waist,
Couldn’t?
Is it bittersweet
Or just bitter?
I wonder
How many times did you
Go in circles
Chasing your own tales
Hanging on a single strand
Was your world painted purple?
Or was it blue?
Was it beautiful...
When you outstretched your hand
Just to close it when I jumped for you
Jul 15, 2022
Jul 15, 2022 at 11:11 PM UTC
You sleep so soundly,
Blissful in your unawareness;
While my mind taunts me with
Everything I can’t forget
Jul 15, 2022
Jul 15, 2022 at 8:52 PM UTC
Sometimes when I
close my eyes
I imagine you, with your stupid smile
Finger tips along my skin
Dragging gently
Soft as satin;
Laying down gold on the cracks and seams
Yes, the very ones that you constructed
But there’s no ache anymore
Only warmth
Until I open my eyes again...
O h
What I’d give for a day
To soak into your love
As if nothing ever changed
Jun 12, 2022
Jun 12, 2022 at 8:46 PM UTC
**** you
For idolizing someone else’s body
While I’m lying next to you
Blissfully unaware
**** you
For showing her your vulnerabilities
That only my eyes were
Meant to see
**** you
For giving her your attention
And telling me I don’t give you enough;
Telling her you love her
Telling her she’s beautiful
Telling me lies
**** you
For breaking me
And still being able to
Sleep at night
**** you
**** you
**** you
Why can’t I hate you?
Feb 28, 2021
Feb 28, 2021 at 10:28 AM UTC
You're almost easily compared to a myth;
While your affection is wanted,
By more than one,
You tend to either give it to all.. or to none
But never only to me
So begs the question,
In our world, does it even exist?
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 12:07 AM UTC
“She tasted like what I would compare discovering lost treasure to, while being wrapped up in the vague scent of cigarettes and vanilla.
And by the end of the night, we were skin on skin, on skin and more skin, just around the corner.
Breaking down barriers with our own finger tips.
She felt like she was made to be touched; igniting nerves in my hands that I never even knew existed.”
Jan 26, 2018
Jan 26, 2018 at 1:17 AM UTC
This isn’t the first time
I let the smoke cloud my room;
Take over my mind
But nothing ever changes,
I still think about you even when I can’t think straight
Nothing ever changes
Jan 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 at 9:34 PM UTC