I was the love of your life
I was your biggest fan
I'd make you smile and laugh
I'd wipe your tears
I'd let you rant and yell
And I forgave you
I was patient
I tried my best to understand
I'd bite my tongue
I'd bake your favorites
Apple pie with a laced crust
And strawberry cake
I'd tidy up your room
I'd make your bed
I'd watch your favorite shows
I'd shower you with kisses
I'd play wrestle you
And say I'd won
I never did
We'd lie in the grass
Watch the stars and dream
I'd tell you of our future house
Our many cats
I told you I wanted you
To name our first kid
We'd watch movies on the couch
We'd hang out until you fell asleep
And we had more plans
Than we had free-time
And that was okay
We had forever
I was the love of your life
But then you met her
And now she'll be your wife
And she'll have your kids
You'll share your cats
She'll bake your favorites
I hope they taste better
And she better be
Your second biggest fan
For you'll never know
How much every part of me
Admires you
You're the love of my life.
Jun 20, 2017
Jun 20, 2017 at 12:48 PM UTC
I wish I could explain your eyes
Each time I look at your pictures
The pain and sadness behind them
And an unsure smile that sits along side them.
Jun 20, 2017
Jun 20, 2017 at 6:54 AM UTC
You might have forgot what we spoke about but I will never forget
You once said I was the strongest person you had ever met
Little did I know I would need so much more strength just to bear the loss of you.
Jun 11, 2017
Jun 11, 2017 at 2:32 PM UTC
I think I know
What it is you want
All the secrets
And everything we had
All of it
You want it gone
The memories we made
All the love we had
Its Like an old *****
Buried in the sand
To be swept away to sea
And never to be seen again.
Jun 5, 2017
Jun 5, 2017 at 2:00 PM UTC
It was only a matter of time
Before his gorgeous scent
Swept through the room
Soaking into my airways
Filling up my lungs
Making me weak
It was the smell of love
Taking over my bloodstream
Jun 3, 2017
Jun 3, 2017 at 2:58 PM UTC
I expect nothing of you.
Ever.
Just as I do of everyone.
Always.
I am as I have always been.
Forsaken.
To long for what will never be.
Forever.
Will you find me.
Here.
For you if you should need me.
Whenever.
You feel alone.
You.
Will only ever have to say my name.
Once.
Or twice you may have to say it again.
But.
I make no promises, save one.
And.
That is my friend.
That.
I will continue to love.
You.
For every reason you could never understand.
Why.
I do what I do for you.
Because.
You do more for me than you.
Imagine.
For a moment a happiness unrivaled.
It's.
My nirvana to simply know you.
As.
Well as you have allowed me to know.
You.
May 19, 2017
May 19, 2017 at 1:06 AM UTC