It seems i can't forget these thoughts,
So i work myself untill i am taut,
Untill not a single pondering is bought.
But still i stop then i am caught.
Caught in the thoughts, that cause me such wrought.
It seems i will never forget your denim shorts,
Or your hair, or the way we talked
for in my mind these things are caught ,
And no matter how hard i've fought,
I just can't forget these thoughts.
Mar 7, 2025
Mar 7, 2025 at 6:39 AM UTC
The thought of you lingers like steam after a shower;
But its different now, in my mind i neither cry nor cower.
Nor do i scream "IF ONLY I HAD MORE POWER",
For if i did your love would be nothing but coarse powder.
Now all i think is, i hope he buys you flowers,
I hope his love never flounders,
I hope he cares for you and in love you are showered,
I hope he always has the power,
I hope he never makes you cower...
And most of all i hope the thought of him never comes to haunt you in the shower.
Feb 18, 2025
Feb 18, 2025 at 6:01 AM UTC
I can't stand these lonley nights.
I try not to be bitter for it is blight.
It consumes me whole how i lost a future so bright;
The girl, my friends, my dignity gone like waning light.
How can any of this truly be right?
But no matter how hard i stress my plight,
I still come to realise it was never really right,
For they never cared for me their love was tight,
And in their depature i found the light.
Lonely yes, but now i can stand these nights,
And yes for company i still do fight.
But i know it will come when the time is right.
I guess for now its just another lonley night.
Jan 29, 2025
Jan 29, 2025 at 6:06 AM UTC
I find myself falling for the same person, with a different face.
Its quite the troubling case.
"If the face is new why must i pace-
Pace back and forth in self disgrace"
I pace because although she is new in face,
A change in her intentions i have no faith.
For another heartbreak has no place,
In the remains of my heart held by a lace.
So i bludgen my feelings with little grace,
Because i dare not fall flat again... on my face.
Jan 25, 2025
Jan 25, 2025 at 5:59 AM UTC
I see us 6 months ago.
The smiles the banter too and fro.
The way you smiled oh how it glowed,
The way i saw your feelings grow.
But now it is others whom from love flows,
And they look like us ... 6 months ago
Jan 17, 2025
Jan 17, 2025 at 4:40 AM UTC
It seems so far away now,
My hurt, my sorrowful howls.
I still do wonder even now,
Are you happy, how art thou?
Do you think of me and scowl?
Or was i just a smudge on your story, to be wiped away with a towel?
Regardless i have peace now.
Peace of mind, peace of soul, peace of never knowing how.
How it was so easy for you to take that bow,
And not knowing how you are now.
Alas its far away now so i do not frown,
For although you are gone i am at peace now.
Jan 12, 2025
Jan 12, 2025 at 4:44 AM UTC
How do i tell him.
How do i tell the stary eyed boy within,
The prospects of your dreams seem dim.
I tell him i tried and tried but its rather grim,
I gave them my all but in turn lost limbs;
My limbs of love, hope, and peace gone on a whim,
And those who cut them hold no remorse within.
So how do i tell the boy... with a grin?
Or do i give him a bottle of gin,
For who shall pay for this sin.
How do i tell him,
It ends the way the story begins.
Dec 19, 2024
Dec 19, 2024 at 7:25 AM UTC