I lay awake most nights
Wondering what happened to you.
How on earth did someone
So good
So kind
So funny
So sweet
Turn into such a pathetic,
Malleable piece of ****
I lay awake most nights
Wondering what happened to me.
How on earth I allowed someone to
Steal from me
Lie to me
Manipulate me
Guilt trip me
And make me question
If I’m somehow the villain.
I don’t have the will to sleep tonight.
I don’t know how to shake these ghosts.
Ex lovers
Ex friends
Ex versions of you
Ex versions of me
Ex people we promised
We would become for each other.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 3:08 AM UTC
When you feel:
Clever/Foolish
Content/Frigid
Gratified/Insatiable
Genial/Injurious
Eminent/Servile
Elevated/Squalid
Lofty/Puny
Leonine/Paltry
Who’s voice is it that
Fuels
Your
Perceptions?
Jan 8, 2018
Jan 8, 2018 at 10:14 PM UTC
He has always been Musical.
From the minute I heard his
Perfect
Fast
Rhythmic
Heartbeat
I knew he’d inherit
My musicality.
He has always been active.
From the moment I felt him
Flutter
The instant I felt him
Kick
The second I felt him
Sway
My entire stomach
I knew he’d inherit
My strength.
I have always loved him.
Since the evening I learned
He was here
He was with me
He was Part of me
I knew I’d been given
A gift.
Jan 8, 2018
Jan 8, 2018 at 8:58 PM UTC
Jordan can drink poison
She gulps it down real quick.
She gives a smile
As people wait
To see if she’ll be sick.
Some people swallow swords
Some others can eat fire,
But no better act
Have I seen yet
Than Jordan swallowing ire
Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 11:41 AM UTC