Your name is the loveliest word
I've ever said. In my life
I've never known someone like you.
Your aura is a quilt
that I could spend all day in
if you'd let me.
I think the chances of me meeting
another you are absurd
and I find the whole idea
to be terrifying.
I could make so much room
for you in my heart.
Jul 11, 2021
Jul 11, 2021 at 12:39 PM UTC
Dear self
Just look back,
Seee,
I made a room
I made time
I showed up.
I didnt say much but i peeped alot.
I made sure they had it.
An access to the little light, it was always there when they needed it.
But the half stepping ***** couldnt even take time to understand my darkness.
I ripped my heart out and served it on a silver platter.
And all they could say is' we didnt ask for it"
Dear self
See, i overextended myself
But it wasnt enough
I dont mean to embarrass or shame you but see how it was all one sided.
I told you but with your head held high you said" Dont **** up a good thing by digging too much"
Now you cant be there for yourself when you need it most.
You could have stayed strangers
You could have stayed indoors and cooks rice one by one.
But now thats pointless...
Mar 17, 2021
Mar 17, 2021 at 12:50 PM UTC
Thats how i feel without you
The echo of your words deeply buried
In this cold-hearted heart
Maybe if i visit your grave one more time,
I would feel something to mull over,
Anything to regret,
Something to scourge
Something to flare up my conscience
For i need to keep this sanity.
Jan 2, 2021
Jan 2, 2021 at 1:16 PM UTC
You ever felt worthless?
Like you got a million thoughts and questions of why you even exist,
Cause you ain't got a purpose.
You know you need to regain your ground,
But you're feeling lifeless, you feel locked in a bubble.
Like if you die tonight, will i go to heaven?
Will my name mean anything?
You pray that its the right time and your family will be alright.
You ever just lie in bed and create a list,
Of all the regrets.
Of all the things and challenges you've met.
Of all the mistakes.
Of all the things you said and wished you could erase
And there is nothing you can do.
You ever felt alone even when surrounded by people that you know.
You losing friends and everyone thinks you're a liar.
You sit by the phone as you watch them live there lives,
And wish you were happy.
You ever stayed at home; cause you not for public
cause you got the ability to ruin everything
And you always on the wrong.
You ever found yourself worrying about the people you will fail, if you dont get it right?
Life is a greatest journey
Stay strong, it never gets easier,
Don't forget to smell an enjoy all the flowers alongside the road,
Maybe thats the point,
Messing up and learning from it.
I am confident that your life has a purpose
You're smart, you're a genius,
You got the potential of being great..
You gotta know hope when you feel low.
Nov 9, 2019
Nov 9, 2019 at 2:27 AM UTC
Sorry for the smile am wearing now
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out.
And i guess there is nothing more to say
Other than a thank you note
So thanks for making me a fighter
You stole the love that I saved for myself
Still,
I found the light you shut inside
Those wounds you made are gone
They made me muuch stronger,
They made my skin a little bit thicker.
Thank you for making me much wiser.
I heard you're going around playing the victim,
But don't even begin feeling like i am the one to blame,
After all the stealing and cheating.
Dont even start that sht with me,
I got issues of my own, i aint no time for this drama.
I heard you're told your friends i am just not your type
If thats how you really feel, why did you call me last night?
Nov 9, 2019
Nov 9, 2019 at 2:23 AM UTC
Beyond the barren place, beyond the ocean waves
I will not lose heart,
I'll be better than i am
I'll do it till the sun goes down.
And When am about to give it up
I will lift my arms and start to sing into the night.
And When i go through the waters,
When i go through the rivers,
When i go through the hills and mountains,
When i go through the valleys,
i'll keep rising, i'll keep falling,
I'll keep climbing , i'll keep soaring,
A thousand views, a thousand miles,
I'll make it through.
My praise will call the sun to rise,
Declare the battle won, declare that it is done.
I have this confidence because,
I have seen the faithfullness of God.
I'll stand before the giant, declaring victory.
My God will make a way, so i am not afraid.
Aug 28, 2019
Aug 28, 2019 at 6:05 AM UTC
I met a girl,
In blue jeans and crazy shoes.
As the sayings goes" give a girl the right shoes and she can conquer the world".
She has an enchanting crooked smile, a bittersweet kind of smile.
A smile that hides all her scars..
A smile of a victor.
But once it hit the night and she is all alone, she find a place to hide and soothe her wounds. She burns inside and sheds tears, just like a candle when it melts.
Tears comes from the deepest and darkest corners of the heart..
Trapped in her own thoughts and insecurities she wished she could rehearse a life,
She definately would have erased those life patterns that only makes sense to God.
she had lain there, spent and numb,
The uncomfortable wet pillow, woke her,
She looked at her phone, and it was 3 am....
For lack of better thing to do, she sang her favorite song "amazing grace"..the lyrics aligned with her thoughts.
She lift her arms in praise and reminded herself of his unnever ending grace and conditional love,
A love like no other...
With renewed strenght and hope, she waited for the sunrise..
Aug 28, 2019
Aug 28, 2019 at 6:04 AM UTC
More than heat,
More than love,
Its flood that pours in and fills me up,
So much storm, waves and shudders,
His eyes,
Like a magnetic force it draws me
Awakening things inside me,
Things i didn't even know were there,
Everything is all jumpy and hot,
I just want to get in this car
Get on the highway and never stop.
Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 2:46 PM UTC
Today I stand and say enough,
Today I shine as bright as the sun,
Today I love myself mightier and stronger,
Today I shout to the skies ‘I can do it’
Today is my day!
I am beautiful!
I am strong!
I am enough!
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 1:48 PM UTC
Could you find a way to let me down slowly?
I'm slipping through the cracks of your embrace
I can't stop myself from falling
A little sympathy, i hope you can show me,
So please
If you're leaving,
Don't throw me out,
Don't cut me down
Let me down slowly.
Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 12:42 PM UTC