I've tried for so long to fit in
I've tried to be happy for so long
But I still find myself crying at night
I've tried to find love but all I do perish
I've tried for so long but for today is a new day where I shall smile bigger and brighter than than the sun but I will extinguish it
Because I'm done fighting I'm done feeling sad and being hated by all that surround I
I hate how the world feels like is against me the pressures is to much so I shall pop this balloon
I want to but buried in my armor and covered in roses and remember to light my funeral I wish to walk amongst the gods if only for moments
I loved this community but my time has come
Goodbye
Rose knight
Jan 1, 2021
Jan 1, 2021 at 9:46 PM UTC
I open my eyes to find tears forming
I feel it slipping down deeper and deeper into me
I grind and grit my teeth
I feel the warmth rush from my body as it hits the white table
I feel my heart beating faster but slowly
I look down as my eyes shut to see a blood red rose
PK thoughts
"Good night my sweet prince I loved you but you didn't love me now I'm leaving for a greener pastures"
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 9:27 PM UTC
We are a bond stronger that the steel we forge with,
We are more powerful than a seven nation army,
We are something that all have if they look inside,
Our bond isn't forged by war or by the rising tides of hell,
We are something on par with God because with nothing else we are still a family in the end right?
Oct 18, 2020
Oct 18, 2020 at 11:50 PM UTC
I watch from a far,
I see your life play out step by step,
I wait for the moment to pull,
"Boom"
Another one falls,
His wife crys for him,
The snipers life is a lonely one,
Long hours don't allow you to have a family.
I just wait for the day when I'm the one on the list.
Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 3:13 PM UTC
some have fought for their scars,
others were injured and left with them,
but i have cut these into my arms for they are my own scars they sit their as if they where prison bars,
the scars of the past mistakes for they just sit their on these arms,
some were from carelessness other were from my own inflection,
these scars if they could be read would tell a sick and twisted story for they are mine by my sick and twisted design,
for i hide behind them like the bars that surround.
Oct 6, 2020
Oct 6, 2020 at 1:16 PM UTC
You open your eyes,
To see the spliting pathways in front of you,
To the left a path of lies and hiding behind door of truth,
To the right a path of happiness and the truth being open,
This fork in the road splits you down the middle as you fight within your self to find the right path for you,
So I ask one question right or left?
Oct 3, 2020
Oct 3, 2020 at 8:47 PM UTC
why do i chose to fight,
i chose to fight so i can be the person i want to be,
i fight to grow as a person to learn from the mistakes of the past,
why should i never lay down my blade,
if i were to lay down my arms then i'm giving up,
i will never give up i will fight and push forward to be me,
so i ask you why would you chose to not fight for your right to be happy to be the you want to be,
so i ask will you pick up your blades and stand by mi side and fight to be the person you've always wanted to be in life because you deserve to be happy dont you?
Oct 2, 2020
Oct 2, 2020 at 12:20 PM UTC
Why do I try
Why do I try to be someone I'm not,
Do I do it for my father or mother,
Or is it just because it's to hard to break from the mold,
They can see me in two lights during the day and night,
Why is it so hard to break from the mold,
It's like an addition its hard to quit,
Why is it so easy to stay in order and not spread your wings and break from the cage that hold you down break from the chains,
Why is it so hard to be free?
Oct 2, 2020
Oct 2, 2020 at 8:00 AM UTC
As I wake I can feel the ground shak,
My family tremors as the quakes hit,
The foundations of trust and honesty that were built fracture,
But it's for the better fractures can heal you can move on for the lies that you told for so long,
You just need to become the one to break the mold and show them who you are,
So become that quake make them tremor in your wake because your no longer going to be a fake to the world
Sep 29, 2020
Sep 29, 2020 at 6:18 PM UTC