Her heart was a dragon
Lonely
Because everyone was too afraid
To tame the beast
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 4:30 AM UTC
you don't trust me
you think i am weak
since you don't understand
you shut me down before i speak
you think i am evil
you think i'm gonna fail when i'm alone
but you don't understand
that i'm better off on my own
you think i am emotional
you think i cry too much
but i'd like to inform you that
i express myself just enough
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 4:30 AM UTC
You keep searching
But you’ll never find me
I was someone you were meant to have
But only for a fleeting moment
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 4:24 AM UTC
A complex figure
That had trigger finger
Fighting for a vision
They saw much bigger
Too ignorant to see
They were becoming a killer
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 4:24 AM UTC
It’s hard to wake up... All I want is sleep
Heavy are my eyes... My body unfeeling
The day ends... My pain is revealed
Flowing streams of tears... Chest hurting
Until sleep comes
No more smiles again... Trying not to care
Pretending I’m ok... Alone in the dark
The days feel the same... There’s no one left
Thoughts tear through me... Too many emotions run
Until sleep comes again
Everything is torture... Sometimes air doesn’t exist
Time is slow... Zoning out is constant
Or my heart feels as if it will take its last beat... Headaches are ruthless
Skin untouched and cold... Cries and unheard screams
In sleep pain feels distant... Nightmares still occur
The wait unknown... So I’ll suffer
Until sleep comes again and again
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 4:19 AM UTC
I still taste you and I savor the passion that burns inside for you
Your soft almost angelic lips still caress mine even when there’s no kiss
Your smell stuck in my memory continuously haunting the air I breathe
If I close my eyes I can still feel your hands roaming my skin searching but never finding
And your voice forever echos in my ears the words you spoke a lullaby to my brain
The image of your face becomes the center of my dreams as everything else fades away
I realize the security and comfort found In your arms is like the place they call home
The rhythm of your heart beat is as beautiful as the sweetest melody to me
The smile on your face melts me as if I was ice and you were the blazing sun
I’ll never forget these things they will always be a thought
These are my forevers forever... can I be your forever too?
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 6:11 AM UTC
We fight to stay afloat
Standing in a boat called life
Only able to leave behind a note
Scarred from the cuts of a knife
Once they said to me:
Life will only become harder
Beyond comfort is a never ending sea
Swayed back and forth; pushed out farther
Drowning and then saved
A repetitive vicious cycle
Wanted then no longer craved
But surviving this life is crucially vital
We all try to go with the flow
Pressured but never forced
Just trained to believe we know
Our minds taken never endorsed.
Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 1:54 AM UTC
To my first love
I suppose I never really fell for you
It was more like a shove
Little did I know of the storm that was about to brew
You were kind once upon a time
Don't know where that sweetness went
Back then we were both in our prime
And words you said were what they meant
But time destroyed your heart
And soon you destroyed me
Now I'm glad we are so very far apart
Because I have found where I am supposed to be
You are a monster and thus
This is the end of us
Dec 17, 2018
Dec 17, 2018 at 1:55 PM UTC