I'm forced to face
What I've become
My Joy rises
And sets with the Sun
When stuck all alone
Who's left to blame?
When pride is lost
Why feel the shame?
I command both sides
Of this internal war
Neither side surrenders
Only my blood will pour
What doesn't **** you
Makes You stronger
But what if you don't want
to live any longer?
I'm Buried Alive
A Deadman walking
If no one's around
Can they hear my talking?
Breathe new life
Into my being
That I drag around
Lost without meaning
A helpless feeling
I can't seem to shake.
Life is a Death Grip
I can't seem to break.
Oct 18, 2020
Oct 18, 2020 at 7:32 PM UTC
Just exactly what
Have you become?
Please end now
Pray for oblivion
Order has fallen
Asleep at the wheel
Left with our devices
Slave to free will
Is this the Devil?
Is it God?
An eternal battle
A hollow facade
We've lost ourselves
No answer is found
Falling doesn't feel
Like hitting the ground
So in touch
Yet out of reach
Pearly gates guarded
We await to breach
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 12:01 PM UTC
Your dying breath
Giving me life
Above us all
Under the knife
This is the year
The parties ending
We're not broken but
Sure as Hell bending
Continuing to take
Our borrowed time
Wheels of fate
Stop on a dime
Going in circles
End of the line
It's not yours
**** sure ain't mine
Cough Cough
Tear Tear
Is it the end
or beginning that's near?
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 2:06 AM UTC
Forever more searching
Craving sensation
Pour salt in the wound
That's my salvation
You skinned me alive
Left to decay
Thought you could **** me
And keep me away
Maybe you're right
I'll take my walk
And when he does too
You'll be looking to talk
Will I be there waiting?
Only time will tell
But I now deserve Heaven
Since you put me through Hell
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 7:28 PM UTC
Alone and crushed
I sit in denial
With a new addition
To my wet sock pile
Such optimism
Has caused my demise
Force fed the truth
I finally realize
The feelings I have
Just won't translate
I tossed out my line
You won't take the bait
Maybe I'll see you
Again down the line
I hope I can tell you
I got along fine
That I've moved on
And met someone new
But that someone I met
Just isn't you
Those deep brown eyes
And crooked little smirk
I was off in a daydream
Now awoke with a ****
Tight grip of reality
With a white-knuckle squeeze
How can one simple text
Drop me to my knees?
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 7:27 PM UTC
Run your fingers
Through my hair
I know you're the truth
So I wouldn't dare
Let you slip through
My hands once more
I'll keep you held tight
Like the sweater you wore
The night that
My heart sank in
Knowing that I
Was in love again
A selfish boy
Stuck in my ways
Stood there cemented
Lost in a gaze
It seems as though
The tables have turned
Lit with a spark
The passion it burned
I found the strength
To step towards your way
But he stepped in first
And swept you away
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 7:26 PM UTC
It's coming together
The pieces align
For the first time in years
I'm honestly fine
Weight off my shoulders
Air in my chest
My social demons
Put down to rest
You're so far
Yet ever so near
Make your escape
I'll still be here
With arms wide open
And a Cheshire smile
The tender embrace
We've not felt in a while
My hand in yours
Let's begin this anew
It's worth the climb
To walk downhill with you
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 7:25 PM UTC
Open your heart
Open your eyes
What to believe
When the truth lies
How much pain
Can you endure?
Placing your bets
Yet so unsure
Buckle on up
Life's crashing down
The presence unknown
New kid in town
Outward destruction
Find inner peace
Renting out Hell
An eternity lease
Deathgrip on life
White knuckle squeeze
Demons arriving
The last angel flees
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 7:24 PM UTC
The best part of life
Is sleeping through it
Eyes tightly shut
White walls dim lit
Eaten alive
Swallowed by covers
Cuddled in pleasure
Like new young lovers
Just hold me close
For 10 minutes more
I'll be back tonight
Looking to score
Keep my spot warm
Forwhen I arrive
Lifeless I'll lay
Feeling alive
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 7:22 PM UTC
If my head isn't right
How can I be wrong?
Shut in a box
Where I don't belong
I can't stand the tapping
The meaningless screeching
Surrounded by sanity
The walls you are breaching
Strike up the meltdown
Straight from the source
One pull of the trigger
Blows away my remorse
So far from deaf
I can't stand the noise
One little cough
Infects all my joys
One after another
You hit every peeve
The repetetive nature
Me fighting to leave
Each piercing noise
Day after day
Drowning in silence
With so much to say
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 7:21 PM UTC